Reborn: I Refused to Be the Side

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Reborn: I Refused to Be the Side

Antagonist: "No way—you transmigrated too?"

I nodded. "Yeah, sis, I—"

"Don’t call me sis. I’m a man."

(Office drone male lead who transmigrated into the antagonist X office drone female lead who transmigrated into the bestie antagonist)
"A Heart Like Snow" (complete, HE~)

This morning when I stepped out, the female lead Sophie Wells was already downstairs, holding a bag with soy milk and fried dough sticks waiting for me.

Her non-blood brother, the third male lead Ethan Quinn, was there too, hands in his pockets and wearing a face that screamed impatience.

I dawdled my way over, and Ethan Quinn’s expression went dark. He snapped, “Lily, can you hurry up? Do you have any idea how long Sophie’s been waiting for you?”

Well, would you look at that?

The female lead is named Sophie Wells, so delicate and perfect; and I—her supposed best friend—am Lily Carter. Could the author be any lazier?

I opened my mouth to answer, but Sophie beat me to it. “Ethan, don’t be like that. Lily didn’t do it on purpose!”

“Lily…” My eye twitched. Sophie handed me the fried dough and soy milk with a look of earnest concern, and I said, “Sorry, I’m on a diet. I don’t eat fried food lately.”

Sophie froze, a hurt flickering across her face.

Ethan saw it and barked, “Lily, what are you doing? Sophie was being nice, and you treat her like this?!”

What did I do to her?

Did I fling the fried dough at her head?

I didn’t need to think hard—if this were the original Lily from the book, she’d have immediately taken Sophie’s breakfast, pouted, and cooed that she didn’t mean to be slow.

In the source, Lily’s been pining for Ethan forever. No matter what he says, she obeys.

And Ethan—what a jerk—doesn’t actually like her, but he uses her feelings to make her protect Sophie, to sacrifice for Sophie without question.

Later in the story, Lily stays behind to stall some thugs to protect Sophie, ends up burned and disfigured, and falls into a coma.

Sophie’s little, fluttery guilt? It evaporates quickly amid squabbles with the other male leads.

Thinking about it gave me a headache. I was trying to keep my distance from the lead, but she came over all upset and clung to my arm. “Lily, don’t be mad. Ethan didn’t mean it—he’s just… so worried about me…”

Honestly, why the original protagonist didn’t get rid of you and instead became your best friend is a mystery.

Today I was tagging along with Sophie mostly because she had an audition at Harborview Studios.

Ethan wanted to go with her—he was worried she might get scammed—but he’s a nationally known lawyer with a case today, so he delegated the task to me.

The original Lily agreed immediately when she heard it was Ethan’s request, even though she had an equally important interview of her own that day.

I’ve been a corporate drone long enough to know how to handle things.

So the first thing I did after transmigrating was call HR at Harborview and, using a sick-day excuse, pushed my interview to another time.

Before we left, Ethan kept nagging me to take care of Sophie and not let her suffer any grievance.

His tone made my teeth ache. I nodded perfunctorily. “Okay, okay, I get it. Go do your case—just don’t lose.”

Ethan’s face darkened. “Are you underestimating me?”

I smiled kindly. “No, no. Just returning the favor—like your reminder.”

He strode off, irritated.

I asked Sophie, “Taxi or subway?”

She hesitated. “…Taxi. I’m afraid we won’t make it.”

I raised an eyebrow. “Wouldn’t missing it be perfect? You didn’t want the audition in the first place.”

Sophie bit her lip, looking wounded. “Lily, I don’t want to go, but Caleb Brooks asked me to try…”

The Caleb she mentioned is Caleb Brooks—the story’s secondary male lead. He’s liked Sophie since high school but never confessed. Later he’s a megastar with millions of fans, yet he only loves Sophie and hopes they’ll meet on a set, fall in love, and end up together.

Sweet, if a little overdramatic.

Sophie’s most irritating trait is how she always frames things as if forced on her. She insists she’s the innocent victim, pushing responsibility onto others.

Like now—she actually wants fame and an acting career, but claims Caleb made her do it.

“It’s fine,” I said, still playing nice. “Once we get there you can just ham it up and show no real acting at all. They’ll never pick you.”

Sophie shook her head stubbornly. “No. Lily, even if this wasn’t my choice, I promised Caleb I’d try. I have to do my best. I can’t half-ass it.”

I: “…”

In the original, Lily flags down a cab for ages with no luck. Sophie starts sobbing that she’s almost late, so Lily force-stops a passing car—coincidentally the one with the male lead, Marcus Lang, the A-list actor, inside. He’s on his way to a hot-springs villa but gets wildly inconvenienced. There’s a scuffle, Lily and Marcus argue, they shove Lily out, and the lead prepares to kick Sophie out too—until Sophie speaks softly, earnestly: “I might fail, but I want to try. Even if it ends badly, I’d have no regrets.”

Marcus is moved, orders the driver to turn around, and drops them at the studio.

When I read that, I was dumbfounded.

Moved? By what? Lily pours out heartfelt logic and emotion and gets tossed like trash, but Sophie says two lines and suddenly the actor is enchanted?

And Sophie—your best friend was just shoved out of a car. Are you not going to defend her? Try to get her back in?

Even more ridiculous, in the original Lily is the one who, after being left behind, worries that Sophie’s been kidnapped and frantically jumps into a taxi to chase Marcus’s car.

But I’m not original Lily.

I calmly waited for a cab by the curb, scrolling my phone. Just as I was enjoying an online cat video, Sophie gently tugged my sleeve. “Lily, there aren’t any cabs. What do we do…?”

I didn’t look up. “Keep waiting. What can I do? I’m not going to flag someone down in the middle of the street.”

“But my audition—I’ll miss it…”

Sophie’s voice trembled. Girls crying is my soft spot. I put my phone away and suggested, “How about subway? It’s rush hour, taxis will be stuck. The subway might actually be faster.”

Sophie mumbled but didn’t answer. Before I could press, a sleek black car rolled slowly by—definitely a high-end model I didn’t recognize.

Sophie’s eyes lit up. She tugged my sleeve and gave me a pleading look.

Seriously, why don’t you just hop in?

I kept my back to it and made a face. “Ugh, slow driver. If you’re going to go, go already. Don’t block traffic.”

“Sophie, don’t say that—”

She barely finished when the car stopped.

A middle-aged man in a suit stepped out looking very much like a butler, bowed politely, and asked, “Do either of you need assistance, ladies?”

Sophie was ecstatic. “Really? You’d—would you? I have a very important audition and I’m about to be late. We can’t get a taxi and I want to try—at least so I have no regrets.”

The man smiled benevolently. “Of course. Please get in.”

Me: “?”

Is this what a protagonist glow looks like?

4

Sophie was ushered into that expensive black car by the butler. I was about to follow when a cool, icy male voice floated out from inside: “No more room.”

Huh?

I pulled a half-smile. “Sir, your car’s not that great—shared bikes carry more people than that.”

Marcus Lang glanced at me without expression. Sophie shot me an awkward look.

“All right, I’ll go back and rest. Good luck, Sophie.”

I made a grateful exit—exactly the reaction he wanted. I’d barely taken two steps when Sophie’s shaky voice called, “Lily…”

I turned. She bit her lip, looking like a startled fawn. “Lily, I’ll be scared without you…”

My eye twitched. Was she trying to make me do the original Lily’s thing and follow in a taxi?

“It’s fine. You’ll do great, Sophie—go knock it out of the park!”

I made an over-the-top cheer and a fake smile.

Sophie hesitated.

Watching her hesitate, I felt oddly boxed in by being the lead’s friend. With Marcus in the car and Sophie cast as the pure, understanding heroine, she couldn’t exactly say, “Lily, you ride with me.”

We were stuck. Finally Marcus sighed, the haughty expression softening. “Fine. Get in.”

Oh, now you suddenly don’t mind overloading?

Reluctantly, I climbed into the back with Sophie and Marcus. The backseat was roomy—no idea why he said it wouldn’t fit. Maybe he wanted one-on-one time with Sophie.

I glanced down at my phone for a minute, then felt Sophie tug my sleeve again. “Oh my God, Lily, that’s A-list actor Marcus Lang, right?”

I: “…”

This tiny supposed whisper in such a cramped car—where did she think privacy was?

In the original this line happens when Lily’s kicked out, but I had no interest in it. Marcus—being the lead—needed some scene-setting, so Sophie had to deliver the introduction.

I said flatly, “Really? I didn’t notice. Guess he looks pretty ordinary off-camera.”

Sophie widened her watery eyes and pulled my sleeve harder.

Marcus shot a disdainful glance over. “You think that’ll get my attention?”

“Sophie—please don’t misunderstand. Lily is my friend, she didn’t mean anything—” Sophie hurried to explain for me.

Marcus’s gaze landed on Sophie and, like ice on a volcano, it melted. I couldn’t help but click my tongue.

Marcus asked, “What audition are you going to?”

Sophie explained the script, the investors, and the whole chain of events to him, then declared her resolve to do everything she did with absolute seriousness — conveniently neglecting to mention Caleb Brooks.

Marcus Lang listened and gave an approving look.

Honestly, I wanted to puke.

Not because of the male lead pair—mostly because I get carsick.

Even if this was some outrageously expensive luxury sedan, my face looked like I was in agony.

I swore that agony was purely motion sickness, but the A-list actor clearly misunderstood. He frowned and studied me for a few seconds, then asked coldly, "Do you have any objections?"

I fought the nausea and asked, "Do you have a barf bag?"

The moment I said that, I saw a flicker of panic in the actor’s eyes.

Sophie freaked out too — if I actually puked in the car, it would probably ruin her image in front of him.

She grabbed my sleeve and leaned in to whisper, "Lily, hold it in."

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I leaned in and whispered right back, "Hold it in, my a—"

Sophie stared at me, misty-eyed, like she was about to cry. "Lily, how could you say that to me…"

Seriously? She’s playing the innocent so well. Does she think I don’t see through it?

I brought out the three-percent acting I use when refusing overtime in front of the boss, sagged back weakly and sniffled, "Sophie, I didn’t mean it. Maybe this car’s just not good — I get car sick so easily… We’re best friends, right? You wouldn’t blame me, would you?"

Not done, I pulled a tissue from my pocket and pretended to wipe nonexistent tears from my face.

The actor had had enough. "Butler, get her a barf bag."

The butler fumbled one out of who-knows-where and handed me a paper bag. I glanced down — it said "XX Airlines" on it. I couldn’t help but think the actor was… frugal?

The car pulled up in front of Harborview Studios and stopped. I still hadn’t thrown up.

In the original story, before parting, the actor left the female lead a number to call if she needed anything.

This time, maybe because he didn’t want to see me another second, his car sped off the moment Sophie and I stepped out.

Sophie gave me a wounded look. "Lily…"

Once out of that tiny, enclosed space, my nausea vanished instantly.

I perked up and told Sophie, "I’m fine. Let’s go."

I clearly saw a flash of annoyance cross her face.

I rode with her up the elevator to the seventeenth floor. The door opened to a sunlit world.

A procession of flashy actresses stood there with their agents — some with makeup artists carefully dabbing powder.

Sophie, by contrast, had no makeup and hadn’t even fixed her hair.

Female lead energy, huh.

I asked, "Where’s the person who’ll be auditioning you?"

She shook her head.

"Do you know the audition process?"

She shook her head again.

…Then what the hell do you actually know?

I scanned the room and suddenly felt uncertain. Were they really going to have a pure newcomer like the female lead audition alongside these already-famous actresses? Seems a little much.

I tried a helpful suggestion: "Why don’t you call Caleb?"

She shook her head. "Lily, you absolutely mustn’t tell Caleb Brooks. I don’t want people to know about my relationship with him. I want to get this role on my own merit. Even if I don’t, I can still be at peace with myself…"

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Your relationship with Caleb?

Friend — can we not say things that make people jump to conclusions?

Before I could say anything, a pleasant, mocking laugh rang out nearby.

A gorgeous woman in a black slip dress, long legs on display and lips painted apple-red, had clearly overheard.

She sneered coldly, "Newbies these days really don’t know their place. Don’t even know what level you’re at, and you go acting like you can leech off Caleb Brooks — who even are you to him?"

She spoke loud enough that Sophie heard. Sophie turned and whispered to me, "Lily, was she talking about me?"

Me: "…you tell me."

With original Lily’s personality, she would have jumped to Sophie’s defense a long time ago. But I’m not Lily Carter. I like this glamorous woman, and I stayed silent.

The glamorous woman heard Sophie’s question and raised an eyebrow, cool as ice: "I was talking about you. Any problem?"

I silently asked the heavens: why do even cannon-fodder villains have to be so pretty?

A pleasant male voice replied from behind: "Why would I not know her?"

I turned to see a long-legged man in a white shirt with semi-long hair walking toward us… well, toward Sophie. He completely ignored my existence, which I acknowledged by stepping politely aside.

Sophie blinked, surprised. "Caleb? What are you doing here?"

"I heard you had an audition today. How could I not come see you?"

Caleb looked at her with that doting expression and tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear. Then he glanced at the glamorous woman and his gaze went cold. "If I weren’t here, I don’t know how badly she’d be bullied."

The glamorous woman’s face paled. "Caleb Brooks, is this… your friend?"

Caleb looked at Sophie tenderly. "She’s the most important girl in my life."

Oh good. My personal fantasy Barbie-castle just started construction.

Once Caleb showed up, Sophie’s attention vanished from me — she tilted her face up at him and chatted with rapt focus.

Bored, I looked around at the other actresses and tried to strike up a conversation.

The glamorous woman who’d insulted Sophie had been disgusted by Caleb and moved to the floor-to-ceiling windows. I padded over, planning to ask her name, but someone called her into an inner room — looks like her audition was starting.

Left with nothing to do, I drifted toward the stairwell to see if I could spy on what these auditions were like.

Just as I reached the stairwell door, a beguiling female voice wailed from inside: "Please, I won’t do it. I really can’t do it. I can’t act this!"

Huh… that voice?

I peered through the crack and saw an absolutely stunning woman in a white gown. But at the moment she wore a mask of agony, hands pressed together like she was praying to whoever stood across from her agent. "Sister, please. Make me write code, fine. But I genuinely can’t do this. I can’t act it!"

The woman across from her — probably her agent — scowled. "This is Director Rowe’s film. What a great opportunity. Why are you backing out all of a sudden? Vivienne Shaw, don’t you want Best Actress?"

Vivienne Shaw?

In the original, Vivienne was the three-time-award-winning queen who tormented the female lead and later ended up in legal trouble over tax evasion — the classic venomous antagonist.

"I don’t want to — I can’t do it well."

Vivienne’s denial was firm. Her agent looked stunned and angry. "Who else could do it better than you? Director Rowe personally picked you to audition. Today is just a formality. You can half-ass it and they’ll still pick you."

Oh right — in the original, Vivienne did land the part.

Originally, Sophie was devastated but couldn’t show it. Then Lily, the world’s most considerate best friend, comforted her in a voice just the director overheard. Director Rowe waved his hand and cast Sophie as the secondary female. Later, Vivienne’s scandal got exposed and the director rewrote the script overnight, bumping Sophie’s role up to the female lead.

While I’m lost in that memory, Vivienne’s voice turned pleasantly surprised: "Really? I can half-ass it and it’ll work?"

Agent: "…yes."

I wanted to listen longer, but Sophie — probably done chatting with Caleb — started calling me urgently. Reluctantly, I left the white-gowned beauty and went back to Sophie.

Caleb still stood by her, actively ignoring me.

I wasn’t even going to say hi to him. I asked Sophie, "Do you know when your audition is?"

She hesitated. "No."

Me: "…What were you two talking about earlier?"

Sophie shot a sidelong look at Caleb and whispered, "I haven’t seen Caleb in weeks. I told him about what I’ve been dealing with, and we set up dinner tonight. Lily, you should come…"

"I won’t."

I shut that down flat and then gave Caleb a disdainful glance. "Seriously, you’re here to audition. Can we please be professional? Deal with the audition first, then talk about dinner."

Anger bubbled up. Sophie reminded me of flaky coworkers of the past: give them a shared project, they dawdle over coffee for an hour and forget their part. I do my part, ask for theirs, and they slap their forehead, "Oh, I forgot."

Old grudges resurged. The more I looked at Sophie and Caleb, the more they grated. Why was I even getting involved in this female-lead nonsense? I tried to leave, but Sophie grabbed me. "Lily, don’t be mad…"

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I turned. "I’m not mad. I’m just not dealing with you."

Sophie blinked, her voice getting choked: "Lily, you said you’re not mad. We’re best friends — how can you ignore me…"

I swear, another half hour with Sophie and I’d develop "best-friend PTSD."

"Enough."

Caleb finally spoke, cold as ice. "It’s just an audition. All this fuss. Sophie is your friend, not your servant — why be so harsh?"

Then he took out his phone and made a call. It sounded like Director Rowe answered. Caleb made some small talk, then casually booked Sophie’s slot: "Okay, we’ll go in half an hour."

Having connections really is something. I almost cried.

Caleb hung up and glanced at me, then gave Sophie a pointed look.

"Sophie, you need to be more careful about who you trust," he said. "Don’t go pouring your heart out to just anyone, okay?"

"Caleb, don’t say that. Lily didn’t do it on purpose—she was just worried about me…" Sophie protested.

Caleb scolded as if frustrated at wasted potential: "You’re too kind, that’s why people with ulterior motives always take advantage of you!"

Served you right.

I turned and looked at Caleb coolly. "Hey, big brother, cut it out.

The camera isn’t even on you yet—why are you already getting dramatic?

If you’d used half the acting you used in your last film back then, that movie’s score wouldn’t have been a 3.7."

Caleb flared. "You—"

I raised an eyebrow. "You what? I’m your dad."

The tense scene ended with Caleb wanting to throw a punch but Sophie desperately blocking him.

Caleb took a couple deep breaths, shot me a lethal look that lasted three seconds, then softened his voice for Sophie. "Sophie, I’m going in now. The director’s assistant will come out to get you—just go straight in for the audition, okay?"

Sophie nodded vigorously. "Okay, I know. Thanks, Caleb."

After sending him off, she tried to coax me. "Lily, you can’t talk to Caleb like that…"

Since we’d already torn the mask off, I went all in. "He’s your brother, not mine."

A flash of surprise crossed Sophie’s face. Before she could reply, someone poked their head out of the door and a crisp voice called, "Next up, Sophie!"

I followed Sophie inside.

The audition room was huge—maybe a couple thousand square feet, with a whole wall of mirrors and several cameras trained on the center.

One side held a hundred chairs, full of people who’d already auditioned. The other side had five tables and chairs staggered in rows; four of them seated folks who clearly called the shots—and one idiot, Caleb.

I sat in the front row, ready for a show.

Sophie stood in the middle looking sweet and nervous.

The director’s assistant handed her two pages of script. "You’ll start in ten minutes."

"Good luck, don’t be nervous," Caleb said lightly. "You can do this."

To be fair, Sophie was the story’s heroine and her acting was decent. Her diction was clear; she showed some emotional range, micro-expressions, eye changes—maybe a touch practiced, but overall fine.

From Director Rowe’s expression in the front, he seemed satisfied.

"Okay, you can sit aside and rest."

The assistant led Sophie to sit beside me, then called, "Next up, Vivienne Shaw."

She’s here.

The antagonist.

I straightened my collar and sat up, suddenly excited.

In the original story, Vivienne Shaw’s acting was top-tier—if she hadn’t ended up in prison later, she’d likely be higher in the industry than Sophie. Before prison she was already a triple-award Best Actress.

She’d been a little off in the stairwell earlier, but that probably wouldn’t matter.

Vivienne pushed the door open.

Barefoot, carrying a pair of high heels.

Feeling all the surprised eyes in the room, Vivienne shrugged helplessly. "I can explain. I really can’t stand in these things."

Director Rowe frowned and motioned for the assistant to hand her the script. "Ten minutes until the audition."

Vivienne squinted at the two pages for ten minutes, tossed the paper aside, then took a deep breath. "Alright. Start."

I leaned forward.

And then I witnessed a performance I can’t even properly describe.

Vivienne was auditioning for the same role as Sophie—the decisive, ruthless Princess of Changping.

The scene they were auditioning was the one where the princess discovers her childhood sweetheart, her husband, has been colluding with the enemy; after she kills him she realizes she might have wronged him. The agony, the despair, paired with the need to keep a princess’s pride—that’s the kind of scene that shows an actor’s real skill.

Vivienne’s acting could only be described as: a failing student reciting a passage.

"My husband, I thought I treated you well. How could our Wei have wronged you!" she shouted, looking perfunctory. "Why… why—"

She stumbled. "Sorry, I forgot. What’s next?"

The bigwigs’ faces turned dark.

Vivienne jogged over barefoot to the corner to retrieve the pages she’d thrown, came back, and stammered through the rest.

Their expressions were grim. Before Director Rowe could speak, Caleb said flatly, "I heard she was handpicked by Director Rowe to audition for the heroine."

Rowe snapped, "Vivienne, what was that?"

Vivienne blinked innocently. "No, director, my agent told me to just wing it—she said I’d get the part anyway."

Caleb snorted.

"Actually—you shouldn’t cast me. I really can’t do this."

Vivienne’s gaze swept the room and suddenly landed on Sophie and me.

She pointed. "Director, why don’t you pick her instead?

She should be the lead. That would save us all the trouble of juggling extra scenes."

The lead as her own lead?

I stared, double-checking I hadn’t misheard.

Thinking back to the strange conversation Vivienne had with her agent in the stairwell, a thought flickered through my mind: could this pretty actress also be someone who’d been transported into the novel?

While I mulled that over, Sophie had already stood up, hands fluttering, overly polite. "No, no, how could you choose me? Vivienne, I’ve seen your previous work—you’re great. Why would you do that?"

Unexpectedly, Vivienne looked even more anxious. "No—no, I’m not worthy. You’re my elder sister."

They began the most bizarre mutual refusal you’d ever seen—bowing and insisting, like some etiquette contest.

When Sophie said she’d give Vivienne the lead, I saw Caleb’s face fold into a pained, helpless expression.

Really? If you’re that reluctant to let your childhood friend suffer, why not produce a film where she plays the only part and is the center of the universe? No competition at all.

Vivienne kept insisting; Sophie persistently refused. I saw Vivienne on the brink of tears and knew she really didn’t want to tangle with the lead. So I tugged Sophie’s sleeve and said under my breath, "Friend, enough. If she’s offering, take it. If you didn’t want to be the lead, why audition?"

Sophie stared at me for a few seconds, then said solemnly, instructing me like a child: "Lily, you don’t understand. A person’s most important task is to know their place.

Clearly, Vivienne was throwing the role to me on purpose, but I don’t want that. Even if I lose out, I want to lose honorably."

Her words earned approving looks from the bigwigs.

Caleb—on the edge—looked like he’d have barreled over to hug the heroine and whisper ten compliments in her ear if this weren’t a public setting. Apparently that’s his lifelong habit.

This kind of person becoming a pop idol—this drama-world entertainment industry is hopeless.

I shot Vivienne a look: "I tried, buddy. There’s nothing I can do."

Vivienne gaped at the scene and tried to protest, "No, you have it wrong. You definitely beat me fair and square—"

"Enough!"

Director Rowe waved a hand. "Alright. It’s decided: Vivienne, you’ll play Princess Changping. Sophie—Sophie Wells, right?—there’s another important role in the drama: the princess’s rival, a brothel songstress. If you do it well, you’ll shine. Are you willing?"

Sophie nodded firmly. "Director Rowe, yes—I’m willing."

Vivienne nearly cried. "Director, no. I really can’t—what you just saw was my normal performance!"

"Vivienne!"

Rowe shot her a cold glare and warned, "Excessive humility is a form of boasting. Don’t overdo it."

Vivienne was left speechless and quickly shut up.

Watching all this, I felt a niggle of unease.

That brothel songstress role Rowe offered Sophie was, in the original story, the supporting female role Sophie took, then later got more scenes and became the lead.

Originally, Vivienne had won Rowe over with her acting, and the actress who was the backup gave up the lead to play the songstress. But now, even after Vivienne’s poor read, they were still handing her the lead.

Combine that with the earlier scene where, if I hadn’t stopped the car, the A-list actor’s car would’ ve stopped to find the female lead—did this mean that no matter what we foreign arrivals did, the story would keep following the original plot?

If so, then even if I tried to keep my distance from Sophie, would I still end up on the protagonist’s path—scarred, disfigured, burned as in the original?

On the ride back, I was listless.

Sophie was thrilled despite not getting the lead; the role she landed had more room to develop.

She smiled brightly for a while, then her look toward me grew cautious. "Lily, I’m taking this role—are you upset?"

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Wow. How long have I been silent for you to already label me? Caleb shot me an unfriendly look from the driver’s seat, so I plastered on a fake, exaggerated smile. "Of course not! Sophie, we’re friends. I’m genuinely happy you got the role."

Sophie bit her lip and kept watching me warily. "But you look… not very happy."

"Sophie, please don’t overthink this—remember, we’re best friends. Your happiness is my happiness."

I squeezed her hand and smiled brightly. "I’m mainly stressed about an interview in three days. It was supposed to be today, but I moved it because I wanted to陪你 to your audition."

Yes, I was hinting—no, spelling it out for the female lead: look at all I’ve given up for you. I’m trying to guilt her into not treating me like a shield, a backup she can use whenever convenient.

We wage-slave workers don’t do pointless sacrifices.

Sophie’s expression shifted into something complicated.

That complexity came from the fact that she’d always assumed Lily should sacrifice for her without complaint. But now that I’d said it out loud, she couldn’t pretend she hadn’t noticed.

I leisurely enjoyed watching the lead’s face for a moment, then she asked, "Lily, why are you interviewing?"

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I froze. "Didn’t we graduate this year? Aren’t we supposed to find jobs?"

Sophie said, "Lily, you don’t have to work so hard or force yourself to go to interviews. Uncle Ethan already told me that when we graduate I can directly join his company. I’ll tell him to arrange a position for you there too."

Oh right. I almost forgot—Sophie is a second-generation rich girl.

Not that Sophie’s biological parents are wealthy—the money comes from her stepfather, Ethan Quinn’s dad.

In the original story it mentions Ethan Quinn Sr. is in the jade business, worth over a hundred million. Later at a charity gala, Sophie shows up wearing a priceless emerald necklace Ethan bought to boost her image.

Ethan treats her better than his own daughter.

That was the part that always baffled me when I read the novel.

My parents are ordinary wage-earners who never made a tenth of that necklace’s value. Later, when I get disfigured and my fiancé calls off the engagement, he demands compensation. But that money has already been spent on my medical bills, and my parents can’t come up with it. In the end, Marcus Lang steps in and pays it off for me.

On the condition that I distance myself from Sophie, so Sophie won’t feel guilty about my injury and be tormented by remorse.

Thinking about that made my stomach turn. I pulled out my phone and gave one-star reviews to every movie Marcus Lang’s played in: bad acting, bad character—please cast someone else.

Phone tucked away, I shook my head at Sophie. "Forget it. Ethan’s company isn’t in my field, and I’ve already scheduled my interviews."

Sophie bit her lip. "Fine. Lily, what kind of job are you applying for?"

"Product manager."

Her face said she had no idea what that meant.

I didn’t bother to explain and leaned against the car window to play on my phone.

Left to my own devices, Sophie started whining: "Lily, I don’t know why but I feel like we’re drifting apart. Do you have feelings for me? We used to tell each other everything…"

Here she goes again.

I sighed twice, put my phone down, and met her eyes. "I need to talk to you about something."

Sophie brightened. "Tell me, Lily. If I can help, I’ll do everything I can."

"At your production company’s opening ceremony—can you take me with you?"

"No other reason," I said. "I just want to meet Vivienne Shaw."

A beautiful actress—another woman who somehow got shoved into the novel but didn’t become the true female lead. If the plot’s going to force us along the original route anyway, why not team up?

Hearing that I wanted to meet Vivienne, Sophie looked surprised. "Lily, why would you want to meet her? I heard Vivienne’s temperament isn’t great…"

Aren’t you supposed to be the innocent, pure-hearted lead? That line shouldn’t be yours. In the book, Sophie blindly wants to befriend Vivienne; I try to warn her and she ignores me. In the end, Vivienne almost ruins her—thankfully Caleb Brooks shows up just in time and saves her.

I said casually, "If she’s not nice, fine. I mostly want to meet her because she’s pretty."

Sophie looked a little hurt, but in the end she agreed.

I turned down her dinner invite and told Caleb to stop near the corner store by my complex.

He glanced at me—something like, you know how to behave.

All right, no hard feelings. Not my problem.

I used the next three days to prepare for the interview. During that time Sophie called nine times about everything: Ethan asking if the three of us should go to the aquarium together (I knew that dog was trying to use my crush on him to grow his relationship with Sophie, so I refused); she ran into one of Caleb’s obsessive fans who shouted at her and threatened to expose his relationship—Caleb called his manager to handle PR, and the meal was abandoned (I bluntly told Caleb he was a terrible idol and deserved it; he called me and we argued for half an hour until I shut him up); Marcus Lang somehow found her number and invited her to a celebrity gala next month (Sophie wanted me to come; remembering the original plot, I agreed purely for the drama)…

Of course the female lead’s life is exciting even in three days. Comparing that to my dull life of drilling a hundred interview questions at home made me feel pathetic.

Why did I transmigrate and still have to be a wage slave?

The next morning I put on light makeup and headed out.

Just as I reached the bottom of the stairs, Caleb’s bright red Ferrari was parked in front.

Sophie’s head popped out of the passenger window. "Lily, we’re giving you a ride to your interview."

I was stunned.

If I took that car to a job that pays six thousand a month, they’d think I was a rich kid "experiencing life."

I was about to refuse when Sophie’s head turned to reveal Caleb’s impatient face. "Stop talking. Get in."

Ha—try forcing me. I flagged down a taxi, ignoring him. Sophie called out, hurt, "Lily—"

"Let her be, Sophie," Caleb said coldly. "A woman with no gratitude doesn’t deserve your sincerity. She won’t even ride in a car when she has one. I don’t want her dirtying my vehicle."

"Caleb, are you giving me attitude?" I snorted. "Didn’t you learn your lesson last time? I’m busy. If you don’t like it, let’s have a rematch after my interview."

He snapped, "You—vulgar!"

I shot back, "You—idiot!"

Right after I said it, a cab stopped. I jumped in and gave the address. From the rearview I watched Sophie get out; Caleb followed, they argued on the curb, and then Caleb shoved her back into his car and chased after us.

What is he doing?

Caleb’s red Ferrari is impossible to ignore, and he’s a pop idol with millions of followers who even skips sunglasses and masks in public. So when his car pulled up outside the company where I had the interview, employees buying coffee and the HR person who came to meet me were stunned.

The HR stared and trembled. "Isn’t that… Caleb Brooks?"

"Is it?" someone else whispered. "Why is he here? Do you know him?"

"I don’t. Maybe he’s just passing by," I said, clearing my throat. "Um, are we still doing the interview?"

"…Yes, yes." The HR snapped back to reality and led me upstairs.

The interview itself went fine. My self-intro was memorized, and the professional questions were within my grasp. Honestly, in my pre-transmigration job I worked with product teams every day, so I knew the role well enough to hold my own.

But the interviewer didn’t look pleased. He tossed my résumé aside and said, "Lily, we know your background and we’re fairly satisfied. But your expected salary doesn’t fit a fresh graduate profile. Can you accept 3,000?"

?

In this city where a bowl of noodles costs twenty bucks, 3k a month in tech? Are you kidding?

I said, "Even as a graduate, I have internship project experience and coding basics. I already outlined solutions to the product problems you mentioned. My ability isn’t limited to a typical new grad…"

He answered, "That makes sense. How about 3.5k? We can’t go higher."

I grabbed my bag and left.

Capitalists are merciless—real world or book world, same thing.

When I went downstairs Caleb and Sophie were gone. I didn’t bother looking for them and took the subway home.

At home Sophie messaged me: they had to leave early because fans recognized Caleb.

"Understandable. Tell him that if he’s a big star, he should go out less when he’s got nothing to do. He should work on his acting. That royal drama trilogy he did was terrible—scores don’t add up to even ten."

I flopped on my bed for a while, then got up and started sending applications again. Wage slaves recover fast.

Two weeks later, Sophie’s first TV series, "Willows on the Qin River," officially began filming.

The original novel had mentioned this production was unusual: the director shot two versions. One was edited into a 36-episode series, the other into a feature film.

One paycheck, two profits—ingenious, cost-effective filmmaking. Worth learning from.

Of course Sophie invited me to the kickoff ceremony.

Maybe he was worried about her safety, because Ethan Quinn showed up that day too.

Ethan looked clearly surprised by my indifferent attitude—I wasn’t hovering around him like the original girl always did—but he didn’t have time to fuss over me.

Because the male lead, Caleb Brooks, had arrived.

The original said Caleb had been Sophie’s childhood friend; they’d known each other since kindergarten.

Ethan, on the other hand, lived under the same roof and spent every day with Sophie, but Sophie’s mother only married Ethan’s father when Sophie was twelve.

So Ethan lost on time, Caleb lost on proximity.

And yet Sophie chose Marcus Lang—the A-list actor—who didn’t have either advantage.

That proved one thing in these sugary romance worlds: first-come or closer-to-the-water rules don’t always apply.

No sooner had we gotten out of the car than we saw Caleb not far away.

Before Sophie could speak, Ethan’s face had already changed.

Oh my god—this is the ship-crash scene I live for!

I slapped my thigh, took a few steps back, and cleared the arena for the two male leads to perform.

I wanted nothing more than to pull out a bag of seeds and some fruit and enjoy the show, but sadly I only had a milk tea.

Ethan stepped forward and put himself between Sophie and Caleb, looking displeased.

Caleb deliberately ignored him and only looked at Sophie. “Sophie, let’s go. The director’s been waiting a long time.”

Ethan said coldly, “No need, Mr. Brooks. I’ll accompany Sophie.”

“Need?” Caleb scoffed. “We’ll be working side by side for three months on set. I’ve heard Mr. Quinn is a lawyer—must be busy, can barely take care of himself. Don’t worry, I’ll take excellent care of Sophie.”

“Heh,” Ethan said. “As a lawyer, I’ve handled a few of Mr. Brooks’ tabloid cases.”

Ethan continued, “Honestly, entrusting Sophie to someone like you makes me uneasy.”

Caleb replied, “That’s not your decision. Since Sophie chose this project herself, anyone who truly cares about her would respect her choice.”

Their gazes locked and sparks flew.

Fight already! If you’ve got the guts, fight!

Sophie looked left and right, then surprisingly cast a pleading glance at me.

I shrugged—couldn’t help her.

After a tense standoff, a female voice came from behind me: “Caleb, Sophie, hurry up and come over. Don’t dawdle—Director Rowe is pushing.”

I turned and saw Vivienne Shaw, her hair chopped short and strikingly bold, standing there.

She blinked at me in surprise. “What are you doing here?”

So you crossed over too.

In the original, Lily Carter wasn’t at this kickoff. She’d gone to a tiny ad agency for an interview and was nearly sexually harassed by the manager. She ran out and called Sophie for help, but Sophie didn’t pick up because she was busy flirting with Caleb—Lily didn’t blame her. Later, worried Sophie would be vulnerable in the entertainment industry, Lily quit looking for another job and became Sophie’s assistant.

I ran the plot quickly in my head, then gave Vivienne a sweet smile. “Sis, I came to see you.”

Vivienne: “?”

Throughout the ceremony, I squatted nearby drinking my milk tea while Vivienne kept throwing me weird looks.

After the ceremony, Vivienne went to the dressing room to remove her makeup and I followed.

Vivienne ripped off her wig and collapsed into a chair. “You’re not the female lead… you’re Sophie’s friend—why are you tagging along with me?”

I said, “Listen—I know you’re not really Vivienne Shaw. Let’s talk partnership.”

Vivienne blinked. “No way, dude—you crossed over too?”

I nodded. “Yeah, I—”

“Don’t call me sis.”

Vivienne suddenly wore a heartbreakingly sad expression. “Buddy…I’m a man.”

I froze.

“You’re a man…and you read this brain-dead sweet romance too? I thought you all preferred fantasy harems.”

Vivienne peeled off fake lashes and wiped her face with a makeup remover wipe. “I never read fantasy harems. I didn’t even seek out this book. I was working overtime, writing code twelve hours a day, and the front-desk girl at my company recommended it to me. It’s called ‘What If the Whole Entertainment Industry Likes Me?’”

Hearing that title from his mouth made my scalp tingle and my toes curl.

“So you read it?”

“Yeah. She said it was mindless—just sweet, no thinking required.”

He said he’d read half the book, planned to finish it the next day, and woke up inside the book as Vivienne Shaw: living in a luxury duplex downtown, wearing silk camisoles, waking up on a five-hundred-square-meter bed.

Before he could collect himself, his manager barged in and shoved him into a car to audition for Director Rowe. He cried as he recounted it.

I barely had time to take in his tears—I’d noticed something important.

“You write code… Wait, are you a programmer too?”

We stared at each other and, from the hairlines alone, shared a flash of mutual recognition.

Vivienne grabbed my hand, released it, and grabbed it again. “Oh, forgot—this body’s a woman now. Brother—Lily? Are you a guy too?”

“I used to be in pre-sales, then moved to front-end,” I said. “Also—I’m not a guy, and I’m not Lily Carter. My name is Grace He.”

After nearly a month inside the novel everyone kept calling me Lily, and Caleb teased me as Lily when he argued with Sophie—I almost forgot my original name. Saying it out loud now made my eyes sting.

“Grace He.” Vivienne repeated my name, then, maybe out of politeness, shared his real name: “I was Shen Lang before—an algorithm engineer.”

Shen Lang?

I blurted out: “Senior!”

He looked even more surprised. “You know me?”

Of course I did. Shen Lang was two years ahead of me at the same school, a PhD in software specializing in AI, with five patents and a huge reputation in the domestic AI field. Even before I transmigrated, he was a famous algorithm engineer.

“I heard your talk at a conference last year,” I said. “I came late and sat in the back, never got a chance to talk to you. You were the aloof guy who never changed expression.”

Shen Lang’s mouth twitched. “I wasn’t aloof. I was tired. I’d been dragged to work until two in the morning the night before. You’d be expressionless too.”

I opened my mouth to say more, and the door slammed open—Sophie pushed in. “Lily! There you are!”

She glanced from me to Shen Lang. “Vivienne’s here too. Director Rowe asked me to say—there’s a kickoff banquet tonight. Vivienne, be sure to be on time.”

Shen Lang put on a fake smile. “Sure, I’ll be there. Thanks for the reminder, Sophie.”

Sophie left, looking disappointed. I shut the door and turned to Shen Lang. “You’re such a suck-up.”

“Please, Grace He—that’s the female lead. The female lead!” Shen Lang forced a grin. “I don’t want to offend her and get assassinated by the male lead tomorrow.”

“Honestly, the image I had of you before and who you are now—very different.” I said.

He posed in Vivienne’s charming face. “Different how?”

“You’re the kind of industry big shot who should fit a romance novel’s male lead template: darkly intriguing, cool and domineering, or at least stoic and deeply emotional. Not… this.”

I tried to give an example. “Like Marcus Lang or Caleb Brooks in this book…”

Shen Lang snorted. “Isn’t that just nonsense?”

“…”

I gritted my teeth. “Don’t forget—Marcus Lang will be at the banquet tonight. In the original, you were smitten with him, boldly confessed in front of reporters, and got mercilessly rejected.”

Shen Lang’s smile vanished. “Shut up.”

He ripped off the rest of his makeup harshly, splashed water on his face, and tried to leave. I stopped him and forced moisturizer into his hands. “Come on, man—you’re wearing a beautiful, expensive actress’s face. Can you not be so rough?”

After I dragged him through the skincare routine, he finally came out with me.

Walking out, I said, “Don’t you feel like no matter how hard we try to avoid it, the original plot won’t change? You bombed your audition and still ended up cast as the female lead’s role…”

Shen Lang nodded. “I suspect that, but I only have one data point so far. We need more experiments—enough to prove or disprove the theory.”

Typical engineering rigor—same as me.

When we reached the set entrance, Sophie was still standing there.

It’d been half an hour since she’d first come looking; she hadn’t left.

Worse, Caleb and Ethan were each standing on either side of her, and each had a car waiting behind them.

At six in the evening, with the sunset bleeding into the sky, the dusk made everything softer—except for Caleb Brooks’s bright red Ferrari, which still stuck out like a sore thumb.

Shane and I stopped walking. I poked him with my elbow. "Want to watch the drama?"

"Sure."

So we settled in, unhurried, to watch.

Caleb glanced at Ethan Quinn and curled his lips into a disdainful smile. "Mr. Quinn, let me be clear—I’m the one Sophie is supposed to be working with in this drama. This kickoff banquet is for our crew. It doesn’t have much to do with you.

Why are you clinging to her like that and insisting Sophie ride in your car?

Has your lawyer bill not been paid off yet? Are you so broke you’re desperate for this dinner?"

Ethan looked at him coldly. "Sophie is my sister. It’s my responsibility to keep her safe.

Especially since Mr. Brooks was out last month with three different female companions—there are even photos of you holding hands. I think it’s necessary for me to personally take Sophie there so she doesn’t get fooled by Mr. Brooks’s fake charm."

Sophie looked back and forth, uncomfortable. "Ethan—Caleb—please don’t… I have to go now. If I’m late, Director Rowe will be upset."

Finally it clicked: these two were arguing over who Sophie should ride with to the hotel for the kickoff banquet. Neither would budge.

Big brothers are really bored, huh.

Shane’s mouth twitched. "Greta, is this what I looked like in your head originally?"

"Uh… literature embellishes things. Don’t mind the details."

I pulled up the map on my phone. The hotel where the banquet was being held was less than eight kilometers from the set—half an hour by car if they weren’t dilly-dallying. So what were they doing?

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