The male lead, Ethan Carter, and the female lead, Hazel Bennett, go to the same high school. Both top students, they move from mutual admiration to a deep, heart-joining love and finally pledge to get into a top university togetherโHarvard, of course. Itโs a perfect, happy ending.
And none of that happens without the push from the antagonist, Claire Bennett.
Claire comes from a wealthy family, has a circle of followers, and spends her days eating, drinking, and having fun. When she develops a crush on Ethan Carter, she leads her little crew in relentlessly pursuing him, and eventually becomes the catalyst for the sweet coupleโs romance.
When I first read that, I scoffedโwhy would such a well-off, talented rival hang everything on one guy?
Who knew that laterโฆ Iโd become her.
When I woke up as Claire, I quietly unbraided my hair. My head was a tangled mess of curls I couldnโt bear to look at.
I rifled through drawers until I found the school uniform and put it on. Thanks to Claireโs life, I could still live at home in high school.
No servants staring in surprise at meโnice. I grabbed a steamed bun off the table and ran out the door. You donโt get to be a top student and be late on your first day.
First period was math. The math teacher seemed to live to fire off questions. He had just finished the parabola formula when he called for someone to come up to the board to work a practice problem.
I, Claire Bennettโthe low-ranked Claireโdecided to make a clean break with the past. I shot my hand up, and amid shocked looks from teacher and classmates, I confidently walked to the board and started solving the problem with flourish.
And thatโs how the opening scene came to be.
At the classroom door, Claireโs former lackey Jake Northโnicknamed Joeyโwas calling her name with deep adoration, chanting โClaire!โ over and over.
I strode over and snapped at him, โWhat are you doing? Youโre interrupting my study timeโcan you afford to pay for that?โ
Joey, startled by my sudden academic show, blinked and asked, โClaireโwerenโt you the one who said to tell you anything about Ethan Carter?โ
Sigh. That lovesick, foolish Claire.
I pinched my brow, patted Joeyโs shoulder with faux earnestness, and said in a solemn tone, โJoey, listen. From now on, donโt tell me stuff like that anymore. Claireโs goal now is the stars and the sea, okay? At lunch, call the guys overโIโm holding a meeting.โ
Joey left puzzled.
Those fulfilling days are always short. Amid the whispering in class, I made it through the whole morning of lessons.
At lunch I found seven or eight guys waiting for me. Riding on Claireโs former prestige, I swept them up and led them to a nearby diner.
This sudden change felt a little unrealistic, so I decided to gently lay out my plan.
After lunch, sipping a cup of goji tea (donโt askโyes, itโs for health, and no, it wonโt help hair), I channeled Claireโs bluntness: โEveryone hereโs my people, so Iโll be direct. I donโt like Ethan Carter anymore. From now on, donโt bring me any news about him.โ
The guys looked at one another, baffled.
Theyโre nobodies in everyone elseโs eyesโschool troublemakers. To me, theyโre just young men lost and misjudged. Maybe I could lead them onto a straight pathโฆ I paused, then continued: โClaireโs going to buckle down and study, show Ethanโs crew what a real student looks like. You lotโstudy with me.โ
Ignoring the grumbles, I flicked my sleeve and left with my loyal Joey.
Gone were the days of โfights and chaos.โ Claire was now a normal 10th-grade STEM student.
Her parents, the Bennetts, were surprised and delighted by the change and showered her with supportโand luxury gifts.
On day five as Claire, I ran into Ethan Carter and Hazel Bennett in gym class. As befits leads in a campus romance, they were both stunning. Ethan had a brooding kind of looks; Hazel mixed sunshine with fragile softness.
Isnโt the sunny heroine supposed to charm the male lead? Isnโt the fragile look supposed to make him feel protective? And then thereโs Claireโs flashy, attention-grabbing faceโlost at the starting line.
The PE teacher was running two classes at once and let everyone pick activities. I noticed Ethan and Hazel chose jogging, so I decisively picked badminton.
That day the wind was out to get us. I shouldnโt have been playing badminton with Joeyโthe shuttlecock seemed determined to attack.
I powered a serve and the gust blew the birdie out of Joeyโs reach. It danced on the wind and, to my horror, landed square on Hazelโs forehead.
In that instant my feelings were all over the map. What rotten luck.
I swallowed the embarrassment and went up to the leads with Joey. Hazelโs forehead had gone bright red where the birdie hit, and tearsโbig and roundโglistened in her almond eyes. My goodness, my heart ached for herโฆ Before I could apologize, Ethanโs low voice sounded, threaded with displeasure: โClaire, was that on purpose?โ
What? Does he really think Iโm still trying to court him?
Fineโthis is on me. Claireโs past antics were stupid and left a bad impression. I bowed and said, โIโm sorry, I didnโt expect such a strong wind today. Iโm really sorry.โ
I added, โEthan Carter, I apologize for my earlier behavior. It caused trouble. I wonโt do it again.โ
Ethan hadnโt responded yet. Hazel, head bowed, lightly tugged Ethanโs sleeve and said, โItโs okay, donโt be mad. Claire didnโt mean it, and Iโm not hurt that much. Donโt be upset over me.โ
That tone, that gestureโam I facing a heroine whoโs a bit of a manipulative sweet-talk? In twenty-three years Iโve never met a girl like her; Iโm inexperienced. Why was I the only one who transmigrated? I need my crewโs backup!
Joey stepped forward: โIt was our fault. We can go to the health office with Hazel. Weโll take responsibility.โ
โYeah, yeah.โ
โItโs fineโeveryoneโs classmates. Hazel and Ethan grew up next to each other; heโs just quiet. Donโt take it personally.โ
Hazel smiled shylyโalmost proudly? โHazel, weโre going.โ
Ethan took Hazelโs hand and they turned to leave. Hazel shot me a playful smile over her shoulder.
Joey murmured thoughtfully to me: โClaire, thereโs a reason you canโt win Ethan over.โ
Claire versus Hazel: first confrontation, total defeat.
Days passed without much drama. The old troublemakers started behaving under my guidance; they followed rules and avoided trouble. Joey stood out and became my good friend. He wasnโt just good-lookingโhe had a rough exterior with subtle care and he and I clicked.
Soon it was time for my first monthly exam since I arrived. Today I planned to show off, to make those late-night study sessions pay off.
I checked exam room assignmentsโoh! Room 20. Not badโClaire scored 794/800, after all.
Then I saw Ethan and Hazel in Room 1, sitting back-to-backโtch, what luck. Waitโthereโs someone in front of Ethan: Lucas Reedโgrade-ranked number one.
That name didnโt ring a bell.
Joey said offhand, โOh, Lucas. Heโs our gradeโs top student, Class 1. Super low-keyโcomes and goes just for class. Claire, you probably didnโt meet him.โ
True. My schedule and Lucasโs never matched.
Morning language arts, afternoon math; the next day, science and English. Iโd been stationed in the last exam room, where teachers paid little attention and students slept. Only I stayed diligent, answering carefully. Miraculously, my handwriting matched Claireโs well enoughโno one suspected.
Because I did well in that final room, the proctor took special interest and seemed like she wanted to sit next to me the whole time.
After the test, I went straight homeโClaire had no female friends besides a ring of guys. Sad.
Bored, I decided to take a shortcut home by bike.
A shortcut can flip your fate.
A fairly long alley, empty, stone slabs slick with moss from dampness. I rode slowly and kept hearing rustling.
Size up Claireโs original physical ability against mineโokay, Iโm not scared. I locked the bike and grabbed a thick branch as I followed the sound.
From a distance I saw a child huddled in a corner, sobbing. I sighed in relief and went over to ask.
โKiddo, why are you crying? Did someone make you cry?โ
โN-noโฆ hicโฆ my moneyโฆ it was stolen by bad guysโฆ they took itโฆ wahโฆโ
The kid tilted up his faceโthere was a scratch on his cheek.
Whoโd rob a kid? No shame.
โHow much did they take? Iโll give it back,โ I said, digging in my pockets. I had a few hundred.
โThat money is dozensโmy brother worked for itโฆ he worked so hard,โ the boy sniffled, words broken.
His clothes were washed pale from wear. The family probably isnโt well-off. I crouched, wiped his face with a tissue, and comforted him: โDonโt cryโhere, I have some money. Take it back. Or I can walk you home.โ
He shook his head. โThanks, but my brother says donโt take other peopleโs things. Our place is nearbyโdonโt worry.โ
Then voices and laughter came. The boy nudged me: โSister, goโthose are the kids who stole my money.โ
It didnโt sound like many of them. I lifted the kid up and put him on a higher step and called the police.
The rest unfolded as youโd expect: just two punks. After robbing the kid they tried to target me. I knocked one down and the police arrived, taking them away. We went to file a report, got the kidโs money back, and then we left.
The officer called for the boyโs brother, Sam Reed, to come pick him up. I headed back to fetch my bike.
Soon, the boyโs older brother came over. I sized him upโstill a teenager, dressed simply, with sharp brows and bright eyes. Very handsome.
But the moment he saw me, his brow furrowed.
Huh? What did I do to deserve that?
Sam Reed rushed over and explained everything. Lucas patted his head, then came to nod at me. โHi, Iโm Lucas Reed, Samโs older brother. Thanks for helping him.โ
I scratched my head. โNo problem. It was nothing.โ
Waitโwho was he exactly?
Lucas Reedโour schoolโs valedictorian?
Thinking that, I couldnโt help glancing at him again. Sure enough, handsome and politeโno wonder heโs first in the grade.
I let out a little laugh. โHi, Iโm Claire Bennett, a student at Waverly High. Are you a student here too?โ
Lucas nodded. โYeah. Thanks again for today. Itโs getting lateโmind if I walk you home?โ
No, no, no. I canโt have too much interaction with the top student. He might notice my flaws.
I waved him off. โItโs fine. You two should head back. My family will pick me up soon.โ
โAll right. Claire, take care. Weโll head off.โ Sam raised his hand. โBye, sis.โ
โBye.โ
Watching the two brothers leave, I made a call asking Mrs. Walker to send someone to pick me up and to fetch my bike.
That night before bed I reviewed the required 3,500-word list for a while, then let my mind wander to how to get on Lucasโs good side. If I became friends with the top student, could I borrow his notesโฆ? High school teachers really are efficientโtests on Monday and Tuesday, results out by Wednesday.
I sat contented in my seat waiting for the teacher to read the scores. After a month of studying from dawn to late night, there had to be some progress.
Our homeroom teacher stood at the podium, flipping through test papers and the grade sheet. After a moment she said, โOur class did pretty well this time.โ
Praise me, praise meโฆ โOverall, we rank third among the STEM Track classes. Yang Luo moved up five places to fifth in the grade; Wu Hao moved up three places to tenth; Xu Ningxia dropped ten placesโnow twentieth. And one more: Claire Bennett.โ
The teacher glanced at me and I straightened.
โClaire scored 520 total points this time, ranking 16th out of forty in our class, and 326th in the gradeโa huge improvement.โ
โHeh, Claire mustโve cheated to jump that much.โ
โWhoโd she copy off? Everyone in Exam Room Twenty had similar scores!โ
โShe probably copied from a bookโif you donโt know, you donโt. But she still copied.โ
A chorus of murmurs rose around me. I didnโt care. Why should I let others decide my worth?
โNext, letโs go over the Chinese paper. Claire, come see me in my office after class.โ
After class I filled two pages with notes.
I followed the teacher to her office.
โClaire, did you do this test on your own?โ
โYes. The proctors were all around me. I didnโt cheat.โ
โTeachers have always thought you werenโt a bad kid. Itโs good that youโve woken up and started studying. Keep it up. If you donโt understand something, come ask me.โ
โOkay, thank you, teacher.โ
Before I returned to class, a group blocked my way.
โHey, isnโt this Claire Bennett who jumped over five hundred places?โ
Two girls with twin ponytails sneered.
โRight? Wonder who she copied from. Look at Hazel and Ethanโtop of the grade. Sheโs just panicking.โ
Where did these hecklers come from? So cluelessโฆ Hazel rushed over and grabbed the ponytailed girlโs arm. โAyu, donโt say that. Claire worked hard to improve that much.โ
Then Hazel turned and smiled at me. โClaire, congrats. Whatโs your secret? Can you share it with us?โ
โYouโre too kind, Hazel. What secret could she have? She just copies.โ
What kind of comment was that? The third-ranked student asking me for my โsecretโ while insulting meโaccusing me of cheating.
โFirst, what place I get is none of your business. Second, the teacher didnโt say I cheatedโcan you accuse someone out loud with no proof? Third, are you upset because I took something from you?โ
Iโd barely transformed from a loud, hotheaded girl into a diligent, aspiring one, and already someone had to pick a fight.
I said it firmly, then turned to leave.
As I walked away, I noticed Lucas and Ethan standing not far off, clutching their papers. At that distance they probably heard everything.
Ethan looked disdainful; Lucas said nothing.
I worried Iโd made a bad impression. I didnโt care what Ethan thought, but Lucasโhe couldnโt think poorly of me. I wanted his help.
I forced a smile, trying to look relaxed.
Hazel hurried over and stood beside Ethan. โClaire, Ethan and I are going to the library this weekend. Want to come? Lucas, you should come tooโweโll plan for next monthโs English Olympiad.โ
YesโI should go, so I can make things awkward for you guys.
โIโd like that. I want to study with you.โ
I smiled faintly.
Lucasโs expression darkened for a beat, then he nodded.
Huh?
Lucas nodding means I might not be able to show offโฆ
The weekend came faster than I expected. Joey and I hadnโt figured out exactly how to be elegantly annoying around Lucas while also frustrating the leads.
Worth mentioning: this would be my last weekend without classes. At my request, the Bennetts had hired a tutor for me.
Perfectโmy long-time dream of studying at home was about to come true.
Claireโs look is naturally bright. I wore a simple sweatshirt and jeans. When I reached the library, the other three were already there.
Hazel wore a delicate floral dress, looking ethereal; Ethan had a shirt and slacks, perfectly matched; and my admired Lucas wore a too-clean school uniformโhonestly, he looked good in anything.
Hazel grabbed my hand affectionately (I never got why Claire used to chase Ethan and was supposedly Hazelโs rival, yet Hazel was so friendly with meโnow I get it, Hazelโs affection is a way to show how different she is from meโฆ). She said, โEveryoneโs here. Letโs go in.โ
Fake-smile girl, donโt chicken out.
When we sat down it was awkward. Ethan and Hazel sat together at the four-person table, so I had to sit beside Lucas. Would he be uncomfortable sitting with me?
I was still fretting when Lucas calmly sat, took out math problems, and bent his head to work.
All right thenโI wasnโt going to be shy. I pulled out my notebooks and started on the problems.
Occasionally I glanced up at Ethan and Hazel, who were in that clingy, flirtatious phase, trading tiny gestures. I didnโt want to watch the cringe-worthy couple, so I turned toward Lucas.
Outside, the maple leaves burned crimson in the sun. The light fell across Lucasโs delicate featuresโhe looked almost unreal, warm in a way that felt like a dream.
By now Joey had told me a lot about Lucas; my admiration for him had grown boundless.
Lucas had held the top spot since the beginning of tenth grade. He was so low-keyโnever joining activities, always on time to class and then gone. People suspected his family had issues, but nobody knew for sure, only that he came from a poor household.
From the day I bumped into Sam and the way that little kid treated the few dollars like treasure, Iโd guessed their situation.
A kid of five or six cherishing a handful of cash his brother earnedโmy heart went out to Lucas.
On the other hand, Lucas supporting the household while studying hardโwasnโt that a role model I should admire?
I decided Iโd add fifty more words to tonightโs vocabulary review.
When I couldnโt solve a problem, my eyes wandered to Ethan and Hazelโs matching cups. I recognized themโthe limited commemorative cup from the famous Starbar Cafรฉ, ridiculously hard to get.
Seeing them use the same blue cup, I guessed they hadnโt managed to snag the pink one.
Ahaโmy move. If I could make Hazel irritated, Iโd get some satisfaction too.
I pulled out my phone and texted Mr. Walker, the Bennettsโ family assistant. โMr. Walker, can you get me that Starbar commemorative cup? Pink, please.โ
At lunch, the three of them talked about the English Olympiad. Claire wouldnโt normally know much about this, but I didโthis stuff helps for special admissions, though itโs not as prestigious as the National Olympiad.
Ethan was first to speak. โRegistration for the English Olympiad is next week. Itโs voluntary. Lucas, will you sign up?โ
Hazel nodded. โWe can do it together. We can study and prep for the second round.โ
You want to drag me into the academic eliteโs contest?
Lucas lowered his pen. โIโm not participating. The second round requires travel to Ping City, and I donโt have the time.โ
Before Ethan and Hazel could answer, Lucas packed his bag. โI have something this afternoon, so I wonโt stay. See you.โ
Lucas left right away. I didnโt stay either. I gave a little nod. โGoodbye.โ
I didnโt care about the looks Ethan and Hazel shot meโclearly, they didnโt like me.
I caught up with Lucas by the library steps. I scratched my head. โLucas, where are you headed? Want me to walk with you?โ
โLucas?โ He sounded puzzled.
OopsโIโd accidentally used the respectful address out loud.
โEveryone at school says youโre both smart and nice, so we call you Lucas like a big brother figure. Heh heh heh.โ Joey had to drag me into sounding ridiculous at the worst moments.
โNo need. Itโs not far. I can walk.โ
โAll right then. Take care, Lucas.โ
I watched him go and rode my little electric bike home.
WowโMr. Walker sure works fast. In a day heโd delivered a pink commemorative cup right to me.
I happily brewed some goji tea and headed to school.
Side note: when I was in college, my biggest worry wasnโt failing a classโit was losing my hair! Luckily Claireโs hair is thick and healthy. I must protect it before itโs too late.
Today PE combined four classes: ours, Ethanโs, Lucasโs, and another. PEโs tiring, and during breaks everyone goes to the Corner Mart for drinks. Of course I was bringing my pink cup.
I placed the cup beside Ethan, eyes on the prize.
During the break we all sat under the shade, sipping water. I planned to wait until Ethan reached for his cup, then casually pick it up like it was no big deal.
"Hey, lookโthe cups Claire and Ethan have are the matching couple set!"
Of course, some observant girls had noticed the scene Iโd carefully set up. Blind guy, you spotted the key detail!
"No way, I knew it. Those are super hard to get."
The gossip girls started chattering right away.
The boys cheered: "Whoa!"
I pretended to be embarrassed and lowered my head. "Stopโdonโt say that. Itโs just a coincidence. Seriously, stop it."
The more I tried to explain, the more useless it was.
Boys and girls alike refused to believe me and kept clamoring for sweets.
Ethan, as always, didnโt bother to argue. When I squinted over, Hazelโs face had gone pale.
Ha ha haโI couldnโt help laughing inside. Always making fun of me, huh? Now look whoโs eating dirt.
Joey had just come back from buying drinks and looked puzzled. "Claire, whatโs wrong? Why is your face so red?"
No, no, noโthis is totally sunburn, not blushing.
PE class ended amid everyoneโs teasing, and I happily claimed a small victory over Hazel.
I ran into Lucas again outside school right before the winter break. Joey and I were walking and sipping milk tea when flyers kept getting shoved at us in the mall. After a few rounds, I had a thick stack in my hand and only wanted to refuse the next one.
Joey suddenly froze. "Isnโt that Lucas?"
I turnedโsure enough, the guy handing out flyers was Lucas Reed.
Lucas didnโt seem to mind being recognized. He nodded. "Hi."
I quickly took the flyer. "Lucas, you work here part-time?"
Seeing it was an ad for Hot Pot City, I grabbed Joeyโs sleeve and grinned, "Perfect timingโweโre starving. Letโs go eat hot pot!"
Lucas nodded slightly and handed out the next flyer.
I didnโt want to bother him while he was working, so I left before saying more.
Sitting in the hot pot place waiting for food, I asked Joey, "Joey, whatโs Lucasโs family situation?"
In a low voice Joey replied, "I heard from the homeroom teacher. His parents divorced early. He and his brother live with their mom, but sheโs not in great health. Lucas studies and works at the same time."
I took a sip of cola and felt an unexpected hollow. Even my favorite hot pot tasted bland.
Thinking about it, Lucas skipping the English Olympiad might not be just about timeโtravel costs and lacking someone at home to help were probably huge problems too.
A kid shouldnโt have to shoulder family responsibilities when he should be carefree.
To be honest, feeling zero sympathy would be a lie.
What ifโI hired Lucas as my tutor?
Iโd noticed him for his notes anywayโฆ This way I could improve my grades and he could get a little relief.
Done deal. After hot pot, I had Joey find out Lucasโs contact info and planned to ask him, and to tell the Bennetts we didnโt need the private tutor anymore.
His contact came up under his real name.
I eagerly hit "Add" and waited for the result.
Waited and waitedโI fell asleep waiting.
The first thing I did when I woke up was check the friend request. Of course he acceptedโlate last night.
So lateโwas Lucas doing homework or just finishing his shift?
I messaged right away: "Hi Lucas, this is Claire Bennett."
No reply after five minutes. Heโs probably busy, so I didnโt keep pestering him.
The dayโs classes began with morning reading. I took a sip of tea to soothe my throat and prepared to recite.
A girl barged in, backpack slapping into my water cup. "Splash!"
My cup shattered on the floor.
The girl didnโt even seem to notice and went back to her seat.
I was baffled. Maybe sheโd been clumsy, but shouldnโt she apologize?
The shattering sound drew a lot of stares. I calmly grabbed a rag, cleaned up, and went back to my reading.
Morning reading is always loudโkids who missed breakfast sneak food out, boarders tell city-kids about last nightโs TV shows, some kids nap with heads on desks. I wanted to study, but the smell of the noodles from the front row wafted over, and gossip buzzed in my ear. "I heard the art festival needs people for a stage play next month."
"Really? Thatโs gotta be someone like Hazelโgood grades and looks."
"Yeah, no hope for the rest of usโฆ"
At lunch I ditched my carefully packed bento and went with Joey for the noodles outside. I twirled sesame sauce evenly on every strand, closed my eyes, and savored itโthe pickled beans made my mouth water, the sesame was rich, the noodles had good bite. So good.
Mid-bite, a commotion started. An old man walked in to eat, but he was a little tattered and a few younger diners at the shared table complained he looked unclean. The old man just stood at the doorway and ate leaning against it.
Maybe Iโm getting soft with ageโI felt tears welling up.
I went over and told him we had an empty seat. The old man waved it off. "No, miss. Iโll finish soon."
I waved Joey over and helped the old man sit and eat with us.
The little diner was crowded. Halfway through my bowl, a fair, slender hand tapped my table. "Mind if I share?"
I didnโt even look up. "Sure, of course."
Waitโwas that voice a bit familiar?
I glanced up and saw Lucas wiping his chopsticks with a napkin.
Do I have sesame sauce all over my mouth?
I could read the disgust in Joeyโs eyes. Flustered, I wiped my mouth with a napkin, scarfed the rest of my noodles, and said to Lucas, "Go ahead and eat. Weโll go."
Too embarrassing. Joey snorted, "Claire, you get shy around him."
Ugh, the golden-boy aura makes mundane people like me feel small.
Iโd almost forgotten about my cup until I heard voices in the restroom. I didnโt mean to eavesdrop, but it was Hazelโs voice inside. "Xiangxiang, what you did wasnโt right."
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Xiangxiangโsheโs the girl who broke my cup?
"Youโre too kind, Hazel. Claire treated you like that and still uses couple cups with Ethanโsheโs bullying people!"
Oh, so it was on purpose.
I pushed the door open. They both went a little stiff seeing me. I didnโt mince words. "Hazel, I need to make this clear. I liked Ethan before and Iโm sorry for the trouble I caused youโmy bad. But donโt push me around, and donโt send your friends to bother me. I said I donโt like him anymore. From now on Iโll stay as far away from you two as possible."
Then I turned and left, feeling pretty proud of myself.
Waitโdid I forget to actually use the restroom? To avoid more awkwardness I went to the second-floor bathroom.
I cupped my notebook, thinking about the month of notes Iโd taken since classes started and felt emotional. If Iโd worked this hard back thenโฆ never mind. My grades had improved a lot and teachersโ impressions of me were getting better.
Happy!
My homeroom teacher paid me special attention. "Claire, Iโve seen your effort lately and Iโm proud. New material you can learn from class, but you need to catch up on the old stuff too. Why donโt your parents hire a tutor? Itโll be easier than studying alone."
I nodded. "Teacher, I was thinking the same. But tutors sometimes donโt match our pace. Itโd be best if a top student could guide me."
"Trueโtailored teaching is ideal. For now, keep working and donโt slack."
Teacher sounded thoughtful.
That night after evening study, I was getting ready to organize materials when my phone buzzed. A message came from a plain black avatar.
"Hello."
Lucas replied. What should I sayโsomething not awkward, not dumb, but friendly?
I panicked. I almost sent a silly sticker, but my stash was too goofy. I searched for some cute ones and fiddled around; ten minutes slipped by and I gave up.
Half a month later, the monthly exam arrived again.
Last timeโs score put me in Exam Room 9.
Go, Claire. Work hardโmake it to Exam Room 1!
I didnโt know many people in Room 9, but whateverโclassmates didnโt want to hang out with me much either.
Maybe because of previous gossip, the proctor seemed to focus on me and paced around in front of me a lot. Eventually they cooled off and started watching the others more strictly.
At Waverly High they tabulate results fast. The morning after the exam, the class reps started whispering news from the office.
"The essay got a full scoreโapparently Hazel's," the Chinese class rep said dramatically.
"The English essay got full marks tooโLucas's," piped up the English rep.
I daydreamedโif Lucas were my tutor, it would ease his financial pressure and, as a classmate, heโd understand my study progress better and be able to guide me more easily.
Then the homeroom teacher strode in, and the classroom went silent like a paused recording. Mr. Walker handed out the tests and began reading the results.
The top spots were still held by the usual overachievers, their rankings only shifting slightly.
"Tenth place, Claire Bennett. Grade rank 103, total 578."
Mr. Walker pushed up his glasses and looked around. "Claire has put in a lot of effort this month, and itโs paying off. If you have time, study hardโresults donโt ignore those who work."
When the scores were announced, he motioned for me to come to his office.
In his office, Mr. Walker smiled kindly. "Claire, you did well this time. Effort brings reward."
I scratched my head and smiled sheepishly.
"Teacher said there's something else to discuss with you."
"Yes? What is it, teacher?"
"This is the situationโdo you know Lucas Reed from Class A? His family isn't well off. Since you were looking for a top student to tutor you, the teacher thoughtโ"
I was over the moon. "I know him, ma'am.
I can do it!"
The teacher looked a little puzzled.
"No, no, no. I mean, if Lucas is willing to tutor you after class, I'd be really honored.
I just don't know if Lucas would be willing?"
"That would be great. I'll talk to Lucas later.
You can go talk to him first."
"Mm, thank you, ma'am."
I bent to thank her. Every teacher seemed willing to clear the path for their students' futures, to remove obstacles.
Lucky for me, every teacher I met was kind.
"Alright, back to class now."
The teacher waved me off.
"Okay."
That night after homework, I soaked my feet and thought about how to talk to Lucas.
Should I be direct or play it safe and build rapport first?
"How to talk to Lucas" suddenly felt harder than the last problem on my math test.
At least I could handle the first part of that last question… I searched online for "how to message someone on WeChat." The results were a step-by-step guide to using WeChat… I opened the chat and noticed Lucas's avatar looked differentโthere was a smudge of white at the very top of the otherwise black background. I rubbed my eyes, dug out eye drops from under my pillow, and gave my eyes a drop.
Yep, I wasn't imagining it. There really was a bit of white.
"Hi, Lucas."
Play it safe.
"Hi."
He replied fast. Happiness.
"Lucas, did Mr. Zhao mention me to you?
He… asked if you could tutor me.
I mean no other intentionโit's just that you're so good at studying and I've always wanted to get into a college I like."
I sent that too quickly; it sounded off.
"Mr. Zhao told me. Okay."
Huh?
Joy hit me so suddenly I kicked over my foot soak and soaked the carpet.
Ignore that for now, I typed: "Great, Lucas.
When can we talk about scheduling?"
"Okay. Tomorrow at lunchtime in the cafeteria."
As always, Lucas's answers were succinct.
I fought the urge to send a sticker and replied politely, "Okay, see you ~"
I wondered if that little "~" conveyed my enthusiasm… I never knew morning classes could feel so long. God knows how anxious I was about lunch.
From morning reading to lunch was four hours and forty minutes.
Luckily the morning classes were all review of exam papers, and the top students were showing off as usual. Sometimes the teacher called me to the board to write out a solution.
I did much better on this month's test than last, so there were fewer snide comments.
When class was over, the girl in front of me, Emily Hart, turned back and leaned on my desk, her eyes sparkling. "Claire, I think you're really amazing. Keep it up!"
Then she shyly turned away.
Awwโshe was the first girl in class to encourage me since I came here.
When the lunch bell rang, everyone slammed their books shut and hurried to the cafeteria.
To be fair, Waverly High's food was indeed greatโlots of variety, especially the braised chicken leg. It stuck in your mouth, unforgettable.
I sprinted too. Lucas was probably busy; I had to grab a seat first. No time to call Joeyโhe could eat himself.
The cafeteria was a sea of people. In the crush I lost my direction and had to go with the flow.
Honestly, I thought Lucas's idea was oddโhow could you discuss things in a noisy, crowded cafeteria?
But he must have his reasons.
Yep, total Lucas-filter.
From a distance I spotted him sitting in a corner and pushed my way over.
I flashed a big smile. "Lucas."
He looked up and smiled faintly. "Sit."
"Mr. Zhao told me everything. If it's okay with you, I can come three evening study sessions a week for tutoring."
I quickly nodded. "My schedule's flexible, Lucas. You decide."
I swallowed nervously.
He smiled again. "Did I scare you?
Don't be nervous."
I shook my head like crazy. "No, noโyou're really nice. I'm not nervousโI'm just hungry. Yes, hungry."
"Then I won't disturb your meal. Meet me at the school gate after classes tomorrow."
He slung on his backpack and left.
Waitโwhat about tutoring fees?
Forget it. Let Mr. Zhao handle thatโhe'll sort it.
The braised chicken leg sold out, of course. I grabbed a bowl of noodles, ate fast, and went back to class.
The classroom was quiet at lunch. Some students napped with their heads down, others pored over mistakes in their notebooks.
Occasional rustling pages made the room even quieter.
I rested my head on the desk, watching sunlight slant across the blackboard, curtains swaying. With a top student tutoring me in evening study sessions, the future looked bright. For a moment it felt like the peaceful passage of time.
Waverly's evening sessions were mainly for boarding students; commuters weren't required.
I used to skip daytime classes whenever I could, let alone evening study.
I politely declined Joey's invitation in the afternoon and waited at the school gate for Lucas.
Some people just draw your eyes no matter the crowd. Even with all the kids in uniforms, I only saw Lucas's thin, straight-backed figureโeveryone else blurred into the background.
We went to a quiet coffee shop off campus. It was one of those places where a coffee allows you to sit all day. The downside? It was expensiveโridiculously so.
I spoke up before he did. "Lucas, what do you want? I have a membership cardโbuy one get one free for a limited time."
"No, just go order whatever you want and then we'll start."
He began taking out his books.
"Okay."
I ordered two drinks: "One standard milk tea, less sugar, extra ice, add red beans, pearls, taro balls, and pudding.
And one cocoa milk, room temperature please."
Milk tea without toppings is boring.
I brought the drinks back and nudged the cocoa milk to him. "Hehe, this one's on me, Lucas. Try it."
He glanced up. "Thanks."
Before I could enjoy my over-the-top milk tea, Lucas set a stack of A4 papers in front of meโneat, sharp handwriting across them.
"This is a composite test I made from first-year material. Do it first, and I'll see what to target in tutoring."
"Um… okay. I'll start."
I braced myself. I thought we'd go over concepts first. Talk about awkward.
I picked up my pen and flipped throughโmath, physics, chemistry, biologyโplenty of questions, but looks like three hours to finish.
I started writing like crazy. Lucas browsed his own materials. From my college calculus experience, I saw integrals and differential stuffโso he really was elite.
Time flew while I worked through problems. When I had finished most of it, it was completely dark. I stretched and my stomach unfortunately growled.
Lucas hadn't moved much; he kept reading.
I set my pen down. "Lucas, I'm almost done. Can I go get some food and come back to finish?"
"Sure."
He said it without looking up.
I left, turned left toward the corner store, bought two sandwiches, then grabbed snacks on a whim.
I pushed a sandwich toward him. "Lucas, you didn't have dinner eitherโhave one."
"No, thanks."
Okay then.
After finishing my sandwich I went back to the questions.
At 8:30 I handed the papers back. "All done."
Lucas packed up. "Okay, I'll look them over. Do you have a place convenient to study?"
I tilted my head. Going home wasn't an optionโtoo awkward. Where else could we study without being disturbed?
"Let's go to the study room on Spring Lime Road. We can talk freely there without worrying about making noise.
They offer monthly passes and it's well soundproofed."
"Okay."
Lucas's favorite word was "okay." We packed our bags and walked out. I headed east; he went west.
I shoved the snack bag into his hand. "Thanks for today. Take these back for Sam Reedโconsider it my thank-you."
Before he could refuse, I bolted.
At home, my parents praised my effort. Dad said, "Go ahead and study. I'll talk to your teacherโwon't let Lucas be wronged."
Alright, dadโwait until I get into a 985.
Somehow my dad and Mr. Zhao reached an agreement. From then on I was steady: classes by day, Lucas's review sessions at night.
My first attempt at Lucas's test was hideous. With all my high school plus four years of college knowledge, my math and biology were still a mess.
Lucas made a full tutoring plan: in-class focuses, out-of-class expansion, exam problem-solving strategies.
A full binder of plans made my head spin, but knowing my math used to hover in the eighties pushed me to stick with it.
Sometimes for tough problems I'd message him online.
Not imagining thingsโhis avatar changed again, now one-fifth white and four-fifths black. What did that mean?
My friendship with the girl in front of me, Emily Hart, improved a lot. She's calm on the outside but goofy inside.
Thanks to Lucas, I could explain simpler problems to Emily sometimes. She even brought me lunch.
Oh, the arts festival next month is casting actors. The script is some damsel-in-distress princess and her true prince?
I bet Sam Reed wouldn't even want to read that. Who came up with this immature idea?
What era is this where a princess needs a prince to save her? If she's a real princess, she fights with meโget it done.
Emily shot me a glare. "Say that again."
Oops. I forgot she's the drama committee head, and she has a hand in this kiddie play.
"Who came up with such a creative idea? It brings us back to the joys of childhood, adds fresh elements, and shows the spirit of today's kids. It seems simple, but it's actually leading us to the purest parts of our hearts!
Amazing!"
Yeahโif my great-aunt hadn't raised the script like she was about to hit someone, I couldn't have improvised that fast.
"Ugh, gross.
Listen, Ethan's playing the prince, Hazel's the princessโthose two are so annoying."
I won't lie: the farther I follow Lucas down the study path, the more the names Ethan Carter and Hazel Bennett set my teeth on edge. They always come with my little cup and Hazel's thinly veiled jabs.
Everything was already cleared up back in the bathroomโhow could Hazel still be uneasy?
Ethan's not much better. Every time he sees me he turns away. I was just delivering a book to Joey, not visiting you.
"Whatever. I won't say anything about those two."
I curled a lip.
Jake's eyes lit up. "Claire, that kids' play still needs a stepmother. Wannaโ"
"You just admitted it's a kids' play, hahahahaโhold on, a stepmother?"
"Yeah, there's a mean stepmother who torments the princess. You should play her and make Hazel's role crystal clear."
"Nope, I don't act."
I waved her off. I was tempted, but what if I ruined it? Better not.
Later in the study room I told Lucas about it and he smiled, "I think you'd be great for it."
Wait, little broโam I ugly now or what?
Why do I have to play the stepmother? Can't I be the princess?
Lucas kept doing problems and said, "It'd be good. Try it."
…Lucas, you weren't like this before.
Still, on a moonless, windy night I called Jake: "Jake, help me lock down the stepmother part. I want it."
"Got it. That's the only role left."
At the first rehearsal, when everyone gathered and I saw the surprise in Ethan and Hazel's eyes, I was ecstatic. Surprise, boysโyour stepmother has arrived.
The first half of the play revolves around how the stepmother treats the princessโfake slaps, punishing her by skipping meals, making her do all the chores.
So deliciously fun.
Honestly, Hazel looks so frail and delicate that she practically begged to be pitied when dressed up.
But prince hasn't come onstage yet, so don't even look at Ethan down there.
Watch meโstepmother is right here.
Of course fake slaps never turn realโthat would be humiliating. Being high and mighty while Hazel bows and shows respect? I'm already thrilled.
After rehearsal everyone was thirsty. I walked to the table and, "oh!"
Acting like I accidentally bumped the table, I tilted my arm and knocked Hazel's cup off. Yes, on purpose. I can afford to replace it.
"What are you doing?"
Ethan accused me before Hazel could react.
"Sorryโreally not on purpose, noโ" I offered a small smile.
"She's not mean about it, Claire. It's okay."
Hazel tugged at Ethan.
"I'm truly sorry. HereโI've got a new one to give you."
I pulled a pink matching cup from my bag. I came prepared.
Hazel's face flushed as I slid it to her. "This one matches your Ethan's cupโcherish it. Don't let your girlfriend break it again."
Ethan looked a bit dumbfounded. "What do you mean?"
"Congrats on the happy coupleโmay you have a long life and many kids."
They were all lovey-dovey but refused to be direct; I made it clear today.
Then I slipped awayโmy signature move.
That night I exaggerated the story for Lucas and he just shook his head amused: "You."
Yeah, Lucas and I were getting closer. Besides study stuff, we'd joke about class, get snacks for Sam, though Lucas didn't accept them often.
Lately I was happy. Every afternoon I got an hour to watch Hazel grovel before meโpure bliss.
Even though the stepmother finally gets driven out, who cares? Even with hatred clear in Hazel's eyes, I kept up the roleโ"Go wash my clothes."
Hazel had talked to the publicity team about a replacement, and Jake was covering for me, and Hazel refused to give up being the princess. I didn't cross any lines, so nothing changed.
At the final rehearsal I saw Hazel breathe a sigh of relief.
The arts festival came on the weekend. I asked Lucas early, "Lucas, my show is tomorrowโare you coming?"
He shook his head. "I'm taking the day off. Not going."
"Oh."
A little disappointed, but I understood.
During the performance I peeked at the audience. Joey waved a glow stick for me, but Lucas really didn't come… The show was a hit and ended perfectly. The most popular actor? Meโthe stepmother.
Is the stepmother type just more popular?
I can't figure it out. But beating Hazel made me so happy I went home glowing.
My monthly test scores kept climbingโ300s to 100s, down to the 90s. Winter arrived, finals were next.
The night before the test I sat in the study room reviewing math. Math either clicks or it doesn't.
The heat was cozy; I stood at the window, sighed, and doodled a rabbit to relax.
Lucas said quietly, "Don't worry. You'll be in the top fifty this exam."
Top fifty at Waverly High basically guarantees a good university. I had to keep pushing.
I turned and smiled. "How'd you know I was nervous?"
"You usually look up and stare around after twenty minutes. Today you looked up three times in ten."
"That's 'cause math's hard!"
Lucas ignored me.
Finals passed quickly. Winter break began and the New Year approachedโred lanterns hung everywhere, festive all around.
When I got my final results I was thrilled: year 36, fifth in class. Lucas was right. I thanked him and myselfโdaily morning reviews in the car, correcting mistakes at lunch, evening tutoring with Lucas, and burning vocabulary before bed. Hard work pays off.
Near New Year's, my dad told me he'd arranged for Sam's mom to get some light cleaning work at his company. I liked thatโLucas is proud and wouldn't accept charity. Helping his mom find a job she can do was better.
Dad also said they planned to set up a scholarship at school to reward students like Lucas who are poor but determined.
I, of course, dragged Joey with me to wish Lucas a happy new year. Joey's grades had risen under my help too.
With a heads-up to Lucas, Joey and I went to his house carrying health supplements for his mom and snacks for Sam.
Sam called us brother and sister sweetly.
The house was small but tidyโLucas was the same.
Joey and I saluted. "Thanks for looking out for us this year, Lucas. We hope you'll keep looking out for us! Wishing you all the best!"
Lucas spoke calmly but with a smile in his eyes: "Then I wish Claire moves into the top ten next year. Jake moves into the top two hundred."
"Doneโthanks for the good luck."
Little Sam laughed happily.
I hoped we would be this happy next year and the year after.
During break Lucas didn't slack on supervising me. Up every morning at seven to memorize classical passages. Math and science at eight. English and literature in the afternoon. Nightly video calls where he checked and explained the day's problems and previewed new material.
His avatar had more white hair showingโabout a third this time.
I couldn't help asking: "Lucas, is there a pattern to your avatar changes?"
"Can't say."
Fine, I won't pry.
Second semester of tenth grade, the class vibe got more intense. Even those who used to not study chilled out a bit.
By day I'd study with Jake, chat with Jake at lunch with Joey, and see Lucas at night. Life felt full.
Thanks to both myself and Lucas, I overperformed on the opening placement testโtwentieth place, the edge of the top twenty. I was practically a class big shot.
People joked with me and asked my study tips. I smiled and said I hired a tutor.
Lucas is my secret weaponโI couldn't tell everyone. He wouldn't want the news spread anyway.
In March and April monthly tests I hovered around twentieth, sitting in the same exam room as Lucas and his friends.
When I saw Ethan and Hazel, I looked straight ahead and pretended they didn't exist. Jake told me they'd even had an argument about something; whatever it was, it didn't concern me.
After May Day came the sports meet. I'm a tug-of-war seed playerโstrong hands.
I signed up excitedly. At lunch Joey told me he'd signed up for the 400-meter relay.
"Got itโI'll cheer for you."
I stabbed my chopsticks into a chicken drumstick and started eating.
Joey whispered, "Lucas signed up for a ten-thousand meter run, did you know?"
"What? Ten thousand meters? What kind of endurance is that?!"
The chicken drumstick hit the table.
"Yes, everyone can cheer for me then," Lucas's voice came from behind.
Being caught gossiping about someone from behind is mortifying…
The opening ceremony started under an overcast sky. Every sports day I remember seems to be on a cloudy day.
The principal stood on the stage with his hands on his hips speaking. Mid-speech he urged students to use all their time to study. Old Mr. Zhao gave a look and everyone pulled out the required 3,500-word list and started reciting silently.
The long opening ceremony ate up the whole morning. My tug-of-war match was that afternoon, and since I hadnโt done any special prep, I just leaned back in my chair for a quick nap.
Wearing only a short-sleeve felt a bit chilly. I was sleepy and didnโt want to reach for my uniform, so I curled up a little and dozed off.
When Jenny woke me, I realized someone had thrown my jacket over me.
โJenny, did you do this?โ
โNoโI saw a boy come by and put it on you when I got here.โ
โThat would be Joey.โ
I stood up, stretched, and the sports monitor shouted for the tug-of-war teams to line up. Jenny followed me, cheering.
Coach Zhao organized the lineup while everyone who wasnโt competing gathered around to shout encouragement.
Sports day really brings out class unity. No matter whatโs happened before, when youโre giving it your all on the field, everyone in class roots for you.
Coach Zhao said earnestly, โIโll count one, two. When I shout, you pull with this chantโhard!โ
Our first round was against Class 16, the notorious athletics-heavy class. They had fit kids in every slot.
The outcome was predictable: before Coach Zhao could get his chant going, they pulled with one solid heave and won.
I could only feel the rough rope scrape across my palms.
Coach Zhao looked sheepish. โA little awkward there.โ
We switched positions for the second match against Class 16. This time, following Coach Zhaoโs command, we managed ten seconds of resistance before losing.
Coach Zhao clapped the sports monitorโs shoulder. โListen, next time let someone else draw for your team.โ
The whole class laughed.
That afternoon Joey had a raceโhe was the anchor. I held his gear at the finish line for him.
โAt the sound of the starter, the athletes explode forward like arrows, their vigor showing the strength of youth. Two legs have already crossed; Jakeโs class holds a strong lead. Jakeโs runningโheโs close! Coming to the finishโexcellent! Heโs first!โ
My impromptu commentary had the judges in stitches. โYou should read the announcements from the stand next time,โ one teased.
โNo thanks. Leave it to the better people,โ I said, playing it modest.
I helped Jake back to the rest area, handed him water and a jacketโfully on nurse duty. โClaire, youโre getting more and more girly,โ Joey teased.
I smacked his leg. โThanks for the compliment.โ
Lucasโs race wasnโt until the next dayโthe ten-thousand meter only had a final. Not every class has someone for that, ours included.
Twenty-five laps around the track is no joke. Anyone who finishes is impressive.
To me Lucas was already superlative: smart, kind, and an athlete to boot.
I watched him in his white shirt and black shorts, steady lap after lap, his pace evenโso like his usual calm, composed self.
Nothing seemed to faze himโfamily pressure or personal troubles. He just kept moving forward with quiet determination.
I didnโt know how many setbacks he'd endured, only that he always left me with the impression of brave forward motion.
Thinking that way made my eyes sting unexpectedly.
With one lap left everyone started sprinting. Lucas picked up speed and crossed third. Some classmates rushed to steady his breathing. I watched from a distance as he gave a small smileโbright and brazen in that youthful way.
Youth is really something beautiful.
On weekends Lucas would sometimes give me half a day off to relax.
Iโd set my sights on Sam, the six-year-oldโsoft and pudgy like a rice cake. Whatever I suggested, Sam would nod and say yes. You canโt pass up such a loyal little follower.
So on Sunday afternoons Iโd either game with Joey or go hang out with Sam for a bit.
Lucas spent weekends doing odd jobsโalways busy. I admired him. He used every spare minute productively, yet his grades stayed at the top. That was unattainable for me.
He later told me he usually worked after school, came home around eight or nine, then did homework and read until midnight.
Junior year passed smoothly. I even brushed the edge of the top ten sometimes. Classmatesโ impressions of me shifted; theyโd ask me to explain a problem or show off a bit.
As for Ethan and Hazelโwell, they still studied hard, routinely second and third. I heard they both reached finals in various competitions. Maybe theyโll place, maybe not. Who cares? If Lucas doesnโt go, neither do I. Iโd just focus on the college entrance exam.
Seniors had finished their exams and left. We were the oldest students now; the school doubled down on morale speeches: study, study, and study.
Summer came. Afternoons I still did assignments with Lucas.
Compared to when he used to tutor me in everything, now I only needed help with math. Usually weโd finish our work and then heโd pull out questions heโd made for me to practice and explain.
One evening, despite the sinking sun it was still hot. Sweat dripped down as I rushed into the study room for air conditioning and bumped into a girl leaving.
โSorry, sorry! Iโm in a rush,โ I apologized, picking up books.
The name on the notebook froze me: Hazel.
Great. Running into her again.
Hazel looked surprised too. โClaire? What are you doing here?โ
โStudying. You too?โ I smiled politely. As if this place is for chicken legs only.
โClaire, whatโs up?โ Lucas walked over at that moment and called to me.
โNothing. Ran into a classmate.โ
โThen letโs go in,โ Hazel said, pointing. โYou two studying together?โ
Lucas replied coolly, โYes. I tutor Claire. If that's all, weโll head in.โ
He tugged my backpack to signal I should follow. I didnโt make a thing of the small scene.
After our session I bought two cold Cokes at the corner and Lucas and I sipped themโrefreshment after sweaty work. That summer, besides the thick plane trees and the cold Cokes, felt like the whole world.
Senior year officially began.
Coach Zhao and several teachers gave motivational talks. I watched Coach Zhaoโs mouth crack at the corner. People stopped coasting; every problem had to be nailed down.
Iโd studied chemistry in college originally and my chemistry scores were still good. Coach Zhao appointed me chemistry class rep.
My first monthly exam cracked the top ten. My parents were ecstaticโthanking Coach Zhao and Lucas over and over.
Hey, they should thank me too. Without my initiative, even ten Lucases wouldnโt lift things that fast.
Senior year brought a mountain of work and mandatory evening study. I stopped going to Lucasโs extra tutoring on weekday evenings, though on weekends he still marked classic problems for me.
When I told my dad about it, he patted his chest and promised, โLeave it to me. No problem.โ
Coach Zhao later said Lucas initially refused financial help from my dadโscholarships or living allowancesโuntil my dad and Lucasโs homeroom teacher talked to him for a long time and he agreed.
My dad even offered to cover Lucasโs college fees, saying he could repay later if he wanted.
Everything looked warm and wholesome. At Christmas, Jenny, Joey, and I dressed as Santa, pockets full of little gifts for Sam and surprise mock-tests for Lucas. We burst into Lucasโs house shouting, โSurprise!โ
He opened the door and we jumped out, startling him. When he saw our painted faces he sighed, then smiled and welcomed us in.
We handed out presents. Sam sat in the center, hugging everything with glee.
โI didnโt bring gifts for you guys, so have an apple,โ Lucas said, offering a washed apple to me.
Crunching sounds filled the room as we sat by the window, watching glittering street lights paint soft halos on everyoneโs faces.
Me, Lucas, Joey, and Jennyโfour friends supporting one another, working toward the same goal. We didnโt count what we gave or received. We were just kindred spirits helping each other along.
As the first mock exam approached, I noticed people whispering when I walked by. When I turned, they pretended nothing was happening.
It bothered me, but studying was more important, so I didnโt dwell on it.
At lunch Jenny stormed over, slammed her hand on the table. โThat idiot is driving me nuts.โ
I forked a shrimp from my lunch and looked up blankly. โWhat happened?โ
She gulped water. โIโve been wondering why everyoneโs whispering. Hazelโand her lackeysโare saying you seduced Lucas so he tutors you!โ
I almost spat out my shrimp. โWhat?โ
โThey say they see you and Lucas going on dates all the time, that you cling to him to get him to tutor you, and thatโs why your grades jumped. They even say Lucas gives you the actual exam questions!โ
โWho actually believes that nonsense? Lucas wouldnโt hand me the exam. No way,โ I said, baffled.
โYou donโt get it. People care about one thing these days: the relationship between the aloof genius Lucas and you. Itโs juicy.โ
I scoffed. โEveryoneโs got nothing better to do, apparently.โ
Hazel was at it againโcausing trouble. Had she been kicked by a donkey?
After lunch Jenny and I went for a walk to digest. In the gazebo we spotted Ethan and Hazelโseeming to argueโwith Hazel wiping away tears.
Jenny and I exchanged looks. Eavesdropping felt wrong, so we decided to leave.
I turned and saw Lucas carrying the class homework over. I pointed to the pavilion and hissed, โDonโt bother them!โ
Lucas handed his stack of assignments to Hazel to hold and grabbed my arm, pulling me toward the pavilion.
No, no, noโI donโt want to rip anything up right here, Lucas. We donโt necessarily have the strength to take those two on!
Ethan and Hazel smoothed themselves out as we approached; Hazelโs eyes were red-rimmed.
Lucas remained cool and composed. โThereโve been rumors around school lately. Everyone knows whatโs what. Ethan and I are just good friends. Your problems arenโt his business, so donโt drag him into this.โ
โLucas, youโve got it wrong, weโre notโโ Ethan started to explain.
โI hate Claire!โ Hazel snapped, finally dropping the whole sad, delicate act.
Lucas didnโt listen to any more excuses. He turned and pulled me away.
WaitโI didnโt even get to say anything!
The mock exam replaced the final this time, and it brought surprises. Hazel, who usually ranked third, mustโve been distracted by boysโshe slipped out of the top ten, and I squeezed in.
Ethan privately came to me once to apologize on Hazelโs behalf.
โListen,โ he said, โI donโt want to hear about whatever you two have. Donโt parade that in front of me; it gets on my nerves.โ
Later, when Hazel asked around, I learned the whole backstory.
Ethan had casually said Claire had improved a lotโalmost catching up with him and Hazel. Hazel decided Ethan was paying attention to me, assuming Iโd pestered him again, and so she pulled all kinds of petty stunts.
Pleaseโwhy would I care about Ethan when Iโve got a friend like Lucas?
New Year was coming up, and the Bennettsโ company had its annual charity event to help underprivileged families. Since Lucas was doing well, I figured heโd have a good New Year, so I happily went with my family to Claireโs motherโs hometown to celebrate. It was the best way to relax before college entrance exams.
Right before the New Year bells rang, Lucas messaged: โAre you home?โ
I snapped a picture of the snowy town outside my window and texted back, โHeheโHappy New Year, Lucas. I came home to Snowhaven!โ
After a long pause he replied, โHappy New Year.โ
Huh?
His profile picture had turned mostly white, with only a sliver of black left.
One semester to goโwhew, I had to work even harder!
Lucas and I only managed to meet every couple weeks. My classroom was on the third floor; his was on the first. We barely ran into each other.
Everyone was grinding for the final push. Hazel and Joey ranked around a hundred in the grade now.
Old Mr. Zhao wasnโt just strict about our studiesโhe was our counselor, making herbal teas for stress and playing the stern-but-loving guardian.
The AC blew cold air while sweat still dripped from everyoneโs brows. Cicadas creaked outsideโthose sounds marked the last stretch before the entrance exams.
The day before the exams school gave us the day off. We packed and took a breath.
No one dared overindulge. I had a simple home-cooked meal and triple-checked my pencil case, admission ticket, and ID before bed.
Even though it was my second time taking the exam, I was still anxious. The Bennetts kept quiet, not wanting to jinx meโonly telling me not to be nervous.
A notification sounded.
It was Lucas: โWishing you success.โ
I replied, โMay all your wishes come true.โ
The memories the exams gave me were white pages and dark-blue pen strokes. One sheet after another, stitching into a lifetime.
Sitting in the exam hall I wasnโt as nervous as I thought. I followed the stepsโskip what I couldnโt do and come back later.
After finishing the last subject, English, I finally relaxed, like an eighteen-year race hitting the finish line.
Outside, parents clamored, pacingโsweaty and anxious.
I walked out dazed with the crowd.
Someone grabbed my backpack. Lucas had worked his way through the throng to my side, smiling brightly. โWe said weโd celebrate together.โ
โYeah. Itโs over,โ I breathed, relieved but strangely hollow.
That night everyone celebrated like crazy.
Lucas, Joey, Hazel, and I went to the barbecue stall weโd booked. Lucas had recommended itโamazing food. The owner, whom we called Mike, was a big-bearded, generous guy whoโd helped Lucas before. He surprised us with twenty extra lamb skewers.
We didnโt drink. We ate, drank Coke, stared at the stars, and laughed out loud. The soft starlight and our young, messy joy became one of our best memories.
We partied until midnight, then the Bennetts arranged rides to take us home.
I couldnโt sleep once I was in my room. I started sorting my booksโsaying goodbye to high school.
I sat and stared at the pile of corrected mistakes and notes stacked nearly half as tall as me. Beside those were the notes Lucas had organized for meโslightly shorter, a different hand.
Every page was Lucasโs effort: understanding where I was weak, fixing my mistakes, categorizing exam problems. That night I fell asleep next to those notes, dreaming of endless green hills.
The first day after the exams I woke early. My phone buzzedโJoey asking if I wanted to go out. No way, Iโm exhausted. I rolled over and went back to sleep. Lucas was going to work through the summer. Even though heโd accepted the Bennettsโ financial help and promised to repay, he still planned to work.
I spent the break playing games and taking milk tea runs with Hazel.
When the exam results came out the score site lagged and choked. I refreshed until my hands were red.
When it finally came up, the number in bright red was 661.
Tears exploded from meโnot tears from joy exactly, but tears of release. Years of waiting had an answer.
Phones blew up. Everyone called to compare scores. Joey was my instant scoreboardโif he knew it, Iโd know it.
โClaire! Claire! Whatโd you get? I got 585, Hazel 579โLucas is a monster, 695!โ Joey shouted into the phone.
โI got 661!โ I answered, tears still streaming.
The next day we all went to school to finish enrollment. The mood was bittersweetโthree years together, about to split. We were wistful and sentimental.
I cornered Lucas at the school gate and gave him a giant hug to congratulate him. He stayed calm. โYou did well.โ
โOnly thanks to your tutoring,โ I said.
Lucas told me, โWait for me at the gate when youโre done.โ
โOkay,โ I agreed, unsure why he wanted that.
Lucas ended up the cityโs top STEM scorer this year. Ethan had 685, Hazel 677, and I was sixth in the grade with 669.
Old Mr. Zhao slapped my shoulder, proud. โThatโs my girl. I knew you had it in you!โ
I hugged him back.
At our final class meeting there was joy and tearful goodbyes. Mr. Zhao took off his glasses to wipe his eyes and said, โAfter this class Iโm done with seniorsโIโm moving to teach freshmen. Iโm getting old.โ
โNever, Mr. Zhao!โ we cried, pounding the desks.
And just like that, high school ended.
At noon I waited at the front gate for Lucas.
He came with his backpack on and said as we walked, โClaireโif I asked you to let me tutor you in math forever, would you agree?โ
Huh?
I frozeโwas that Lucas asking? Was he deliriously happy today?
โThink about it and tell me in a couple days,โ he said with a smile, then kept walking.
In that moment I saw Lucas in every scene that mattered: bent over math problems in the cafe, running laps on the field, handing out flyers under the sun, smiling with New Year blessings, the faint smile under starlight. I rushed and blurted, โYes! Iโll say yes!โ
He looked back, eyes bright with sunlight. โYou sure?โ
I blushed. โSure. Iโll need help with college calculus anyway.โ
He ruffled my hair. โI got you.โ
Our decision to be together got Joey and Hazelโs blessingโand the Bennettsโ too. Mr. Bennett was proud. โI always thought this kid had it in him. Claire, youโve got an eye for quality!โ
Lucasโs profile picture turned completely white. I didnโt know why; whenever I asked, he just changed the subject.
When it came time to pick colleges, Lucas chose City University for Finance; I picked a nearby Polytechnic for Chemistry, continuing the field from my previous life. Hazel went south to study marine biology; Joey stayed in the province to study mechanical automation.
We spent most weekdays in our own classes and used weekends to hang outโstudy together, mostly. Calculus was brutal.
Over breaks the four of us still met. Who cared about Ethan and Hazelโs drama? As the rival female lead in the original story, my job was to live my own lifeโwhat they did was none of my business.
Most things in the world are answered with a simple โNone of my businessโ unless they involve me. The one person who would stay with me forever was Lucas.
Lucas pursued grad school through recommendation; I struggled my way into his university to continue chemistry. Later, I chose to go straight into a doctoral programโserving the nationโs research was my lofty goal.
After Lucas finished his masterโs he started working; talent shines anywhere.
At twenty-six we finally made it official.
It was a sunny day and everything felt perfect. Looking at him beside me, I thought: having him by my side for the rest of my life was enough.
Lucasโs extra: The first time I saw Claire, Ethan hissed beside me, โThatโs Claire.โ
She was waiting on a bike at the gateโat the time I knew that bike probably cost as much as a year of our familyโs living expenses.
The second time was when I got a call to pick up Sam; the police said a girl had reported something. I didnโt expect Claireโshe didnโt look like someone who would help others. She seemed different than before, almost afraid of me.
The third time, Claire surprised everyone by leaping up hundreds of ranks.
People whispered she mustโve cheated. But I remembered the shy little smile she gave that night, and somehow I thought maybe she really had studied hard this time.
The fourth time, we studied together in the library.
Faced with Hazelโs little jabs hidden behind her back, Claire didnโt lose her composure. When she left, she even asked if she should walk me out.
She didnโt know the place I was headed wasnโt somewhere a rich girl could go.
The fifth time, we had PE together. Claire carried the matching coupleโs cup that Ethan had โ I thought she must really like him.
Sixth time, seventh time, eighth timeโฆ once you start paying attention to someone, thatโs how liking begins.
I watched her stand up for others, help an elderly person sit down. When she saw me, her expression went blank, and there was still a smear of sesame paste at the corner of her mouth โ adorably clueless.
Later, Mr. Zhao and my homeroom teacher arranged for me to tutor her and told me Claire was very willing. I agreed.
But Claire seemed unusually respectful toward me, not as casual and comfortable as when she was with Jake.
Why was that?
During those tutoring sessions with Claire, I was genuinely happy. Watching the little unconscious movements she made while doing problems, I realized she really wasnโt like the rumors had said.
We grew closer. Later, Claire invited me to see her in a stage play. I knew sheโd taken the stepmother role just to spite Hazel, which made me grin.
I had other work that night, so I declined, but I still rushed over before it started to watch her act all imperious on stage, then slipped out before it ended.
She was a sweet girl, careful in everything she said and did, afraid of showing off in front of me and bruising my pride.
At the New Year of tenth grade, she and Jake came to wish me well. I outwardly treated them the same, but I added a little extra blessing just for her.
By senior yearโs New Year, I stood under her building to give her the first greeting. She told me she was going home to Snowport for the holidays. That night, walking under the fireworks, I found myself missing her.
I used to worry sheโd think I liked her for her money, but this silly girl never cared about that. She even confessed that at first sheโd only been deferential because she wanted my notes; she said it proudly, like it was a clever move.
Claire was like a shaft of light in my life, cutting through the darkness.
Every time I changed my profile picture, it was because sheโd brightened my heart again.
When sheโd ask me questions, I wouldnโt tell her the truth โ otherwise sheโd be unbearably proud.
Luckily, later my wish came true: I could keep her safe in my palm and cherish every day with her.
In the first year of marriage, Claire was still a little dazed, hardly believing sheโd somehow taken someone as outstanding as Lucas home.
Though weโd known each other for a decade and were now closest of all, Claire still felt a little shy around Lucas in some situations.
For example, when a complex math proof in a paper needed support, Claire held it out to him and asked for help. The smile in Lucasโs eyes made her blush.
Donโt say people donโt do strange things when pushed โ math is just stubborn.
The second year, Lucas was already making waves at Claireโs fatherโs company; everyone praised his performance.
Claire finished her PhD and stayed on as a researcher, pulling all-nighters in the lab. Lucas would often wait outside the research building for her.
Everyone in the chemistry department knew that Senior Claire from Lab 304 had a ridiculously handsome boyfriend who always waited for her.
One day Lucas stood by the flowerbed waiting for her. Claire dashed out, breathless, and Lucas asked with a grin, โWhy are you off work so early today?โ
A junior passing by shouted, โSenior, why donโt you introduce your boyfriend?โ
Before Claire could answer, Lucas gently said, โNot boyfriend. Husband.โ
The chorus of โoohsโ around them made Claire embarrassed, but she planted her hands on her hips and announced, โYes, this handsome man is my husband.โ
By the third year, Claire began teaching. Honestly, who wouldโve expected weโd ever be teachers?
With a lighter research load, Claire had time to try cooking for Lucas. Even though Lucas could cook perfectly, food made by your own wife always feels different.
Housework was simple: one person cooks, the other washes dishes; someone sweeps, someone mops. That year Claire had more time, so she did a bit more.
Joey once came over and teased, โClaire, youโre doing too much. In other houses, the husband handles everything.โ
Claire scratched her head. โYou know how hard Lucas used to work. If I have time, Iโll do more. I want him healthy so we can be together a long, long time.โ
Lucas, overhearing from the doorway, got a little teary.
In the fourth year, Lucasโs company planned a trip. Claire didnโt want to go at first, but when she saw the disappointment Lucas tried to hide with his head down, her heart softened, and she took vacation days to go with him. (Think about it: someone as outstanding and handsome as Lucas bowing his head, disappointed but holding it in โ who could help but care?)
Lucas introduced her to everyone: โThis is my wife, Claire Bennett.โ
His eyes were full of love and pride that wouldnโt be contained.
That day everyone saw the usually composed Mr. Reed taking photos of his wife, holding her umbrella, carrying her bag โ a smile theyโd never seen before. People called it a big helping of couple goals.
In the fifth year, Claire was tidying at home and found a book on her bookshelf sheโd never seen. Standing out among the chemistry journals, it had no title and no author โ the first page was filled with Lucasโs sharp handwriting.
โSome day, today Claire couldnโt do a math problem again. She chewed on her pen and I wanted to laugh.โ
โSome day, Claireโs performance was wonderful; she was so imperious she seemed like a little princess.โ
โSome day, Claire cooked today. Though it wasnโt great, I ate it anyway.โ
The thick book was Lucasโs diary, entry after entry. Claire read it all afternoon.
When Lucas came home, he found his beloved leaning against the bookshelf in the sunlight, head bent over the pages. Seeing him, she ran to him and hugged him, whispering, โThank you for loving me so much, Lucas. I love you too.โ
In the sixth year, their little one, Liam, was born. Everyone came to see the newborn. Lucas rushed to Claireโs side, eyes rimmed red; he grabbed her hand. โClaire, you went through so much.โ
Claire, breezy as ever, waved her hand, โItโs okay!โ
Lucas couldnโt help but laugh through his tears.
By the seventh year, Liam had Claireโs eyes and Lucasโs temperament. He could sit and stare at picture books for ages.
Lucas often watched Claire play with Liam, a tiny bit jealous, nudging her to pay him more attention. Claire smiled, โIโll be with Liam through his childhood, but Iโll be with you until weโre old.โ
Lucas was perfectly satisfied.
In the eighth year, Claire led a research project with her advisor. One day the advisor said the investor would come at noon and asked Claire to prepare a brief presentation. She prepared thoroughly, and when Lucas โ in shirt and slacks โ walked in the door, she couldnโt help laughing, but she still finished the presentation professionally.
Lucas, all serious, said, โProfessor X explained it very well โ clear and accessible. Even an outsider like me understood.โ Then he applauded.
In the ninth year, Liam started kindergarten. Lucas volunteered to handle drop-off and pick-up. On the way home he held Liam and said, โLiam, youโre growing up now. You should be an independent little man. Tonight you donโt need Mom to coax you to sleep.โ
Liam protested, โDad, are you making me independent so Mom will stay with you more?โ
Lucas thought, This kidโs pretty sharp.
In the tenth year, Claireโs smile was still warm and open, a little carefree. Sheโd cuddle snacks and binge shows in her downtime, pull all-nighters editing papers, and she was always Lucasโs little girl.
Ten years flew by, but it didnโt matter. They had many more tens of years ahead, side by side, until the end of their lives.