"Crispy Corner" went into "Merry Cafรฉ’s" "Merry"โthe โmeiโ of elegance.
Hazel Bennett and the original girl were born in the same hospital on the same day. Hazelโs mother, unable to raise her, swapped Hazel and the other baby, calling it โgiving her a better life.โ They painted it as a saintly act of maternal loveโฆyeah, right.
For more than a decade, Hazel grew up as a pampered heiress in luxury while the other girl was branded a country bumpkin, neglected and abused by the woman who raised her, turning her into someone standoffish and withdrawn.
Later, Hazelโs birth mother missed her so much she went to work as a housekeeper in Hazelโs home, doting over Hazel with obsessive care. That imbalance shredded the other girlโs sense of fairness.
One day, the other girlโs real mother discovered by accident that the babies had been swapped. She reclaimed her biological daughterโbut, unwilling to give up the girl sheโd raised for years, she left Hazel with them despite Hazelโs protests.
Claire Bennett arrivedโwell-timedโwith that exact moment of the swap being corrected.
"System, what were the original girl’s unfulfilled wishes?"
"She wanted revenge against Hazel Bennett and the male lead, Logan Hayes; to find true love; andโฆto study hard."
After the switchback, everyone still favored Hazel. Her biological parents, her brotherโeven the woman who had raised the other girlโkept favoring Hazel. Hazelโs fiancรฉ, Logan Hayes, was Hazelโs childhood friend, and the other girl, without even realizing it, became a stumbling block in their romance.
Hazel publicly acted sympathetic but quietly used tears and a helpless act to hoover up everyoneโs affection, gradually pushing the other girl away. She even maintained a boundaryless friendship with Logan despite him being engagedโcalling it โjust friends.โ
In the end, prompted by Hazel, Logan coldly betrayed the other girlโs feelings, schemed to take a share of the Bennettsโ company, dumped the other girl, and ended up happily with Hazelโthe sweet, innocent heroine.
The other girl was crushed socially, sank into depression, and was shipped abroad by the family like a problemโshe committed suicide.
Nobody truly loved her all her life. When she left, the looks on their faces were only contempt and indifference.
As for studying hardโฆClaire guessed the original girl had once enjoyed learning, but after realizing she was an heiress, she lost herself and gave up studying. Regret was likely why sheโd wanted to make amends.
"Donโt worry. This life Iโll make you live for yourself."
02
Claire was doing calculus while wearing a face mask, studying her reflection. The original girl had inherited strong genes from her birth parentsโdelicate features, tallโbut her skin was darker and her temperament less refined than the pampered Hazelโs.
The Fey had a technique to cleanse the body and renew the complexion; with time, Claire could remake this body. But there were more important things now. If Hazel was a white-flower facade green teaโsweet on the outside, toxic withinโClaire would take that path and leave Hazel nowhere to hide.
Morning light seeped through the tall windows, touching a corner of the villa. Claire had risen early, bustling in the kitchen, seeming industrious.
When Margaret Bennett came downstairs she found the recently returned daughter busy at work.
To her, this girl was neither unfamiliar nor truly known. Guiltily, Margaret felt more remorse than maternal warmth. Affection wasnโt rebuilt in a day, and this child didnโt much care for Hazelโฆ "Mom, youโre up."
Claire smiled shyly; when she said "Mom" there was a flicker of fear and awkwardness, but her tone couldnโt hide genuine warmth. She set dishes on the tableโaromatic, colorful, appetizing.
Margaret watched the girlโs timid, eager-to-please manner and felt something stir.
"Claire, you made so much. Arenโt you tired?"
"No, Mom. Iโve always been like this since I was little. Itโs nothingโฆ"
Claire played the part of grateful, worried-for-rejection child. "I just wanted you to taste food I cooked. I was afraid it might not suit you."
Claire watched Margaretโs expression shift from surprise to a tender pity and knew sheโd touched the right chord. Right now, Margaret felt more guilt than affection for the child sheโd reclaimed; as long as Claire used that pity, sheโd be cherished.
"Youโve suffered, child."
Margaret reached over and stroked Claireโs head, guilt twisting her heart. This biological daughter didnโt hurl accusationsโshe acted small and carefulโand Margaret felt worse.
"Itโs fine, Mom. Iโm already happy."
Claire didnโt overplay it. When the rest of the Bennetts assembled, she didnโt make a fuss.
"Mom, did we hire a new cook? This tastes awful," Ethan Bennett said in a lazy, bullying toneโdefinitely a school tough-guy.
"This was made by meโฆ" Claireโs voice was soft, hard to read.
Ethan looked up. The dark-skinned girl at the table stared back with big eyes that ignited an inexplicable flare of anger in him. If it werenโt for her, why would his sister have left so upset?
"You made this? No wonder itโs terribleโ even pigs wouldnโt touch itโฆ"
His words were cut off by Margaretโs look; she nodded at Claire to reassure her.
"Itโs fine, sweetie. Itโs really good."
Claireโs eyes watered and she bowed her head, smiling gratefully at Margaret while internally smirking. Sheโd done it on purpose: not because she couldnโt cook, but because this gave her a handy emotional play. If you watch someone work hard to become competent for your sake, arenโt you more likely to be moved?
"Go on, everyone eat," Edward Bennett intervened, smoothing things over. He was too busy with the companyโs affairs to care for household drama. The biological daughter was harmless if unremarkableโneither loved nor disliked. His idea of mercy was to find her a decent family to ease his conscience.
After the tense meal, Claire put down her cutlery and faced the family directly.
"Dad, Mom, thereโs something I want to discussโabout Hazel."
Claireโs darker face held a timid look. Before she could finish, Ethan leapt up cursing and pointed at her.
"Claire, donโt act ungrateful. What are you trying to do to my sister?"
He wanted to continue and say worse, but Margaret stopped him. Her gaze toward Claire turned guarded, though she wore a calm face.
"Claire, Hazelโs already had a hard timeโฆ"
Margaretโs eyes glistened. She regarded the girl at the table like a stranger.
"I think you misunderstood me," Claire said, voice steady. "I mean, bring Hazel back here."
Pain filled Claireโs eyes. A tear trembled but refused to fall; she stared at Margaret and Ethan like that.
For a moment neither of them knew what to say. Margaret had already arranged for Hazel to stay in another villa, planning to bring her back when the time was right. When Claire volunteered Hazelโs return, sheโd assumed Claire had other motivesโthis wasnโt what she expected.
"Dad, Mom, brother, I know how much you love Hazel. Even if itโs hard for meโฆ"
Claire lowered her head, masking her discomfort with a show of anguish. "But I canโt bear to see you unhappy."
The Bennetts were stunned. Claire straightened and, face streaked with tears, managed a small smile.
"If Mom and Dad are happy, then Iโm happy too."
Margaretโs heart clenched. The childโs thoughtfulness was heartbreaking. For Hazelโs sake, she could make concessions.
"You silly thingโฆthank you."
In her previous life Claire had refused to let Hazel return, even threatening suicide because she knew that if Hazel came back, any shred of love sheโd beg for would disappear forever. She was terrified and clung desperately to scraps of pity. In the end, even with every scheme tried, Hazelโs tears won out and Margaret brought her backโthen blamed Claire for being immature.
So now Claire decided to yield outwardly. Better to retreat and win pity than to fight. Sheโd stack the odds and blindside Hazel when the time came.
03
When Margaret happily told Hazel the good news, Ethan felt sour. Seeing Claire, who didnโt fit in with the house, only stoked an unnamed ire.
"Come here."
Ethan looked at the so-called biological sister with a curt tone.
"Claire, what do you actually want?"
Claireโs face shifted from sorrow to something unreadableโcalm and precise in a way that unsettled him.
"Ethan, admit it. Youโre biased against me."
She spoke slowly. "To be exactโyou dislike me."
Each word landed like a needle. Ethanโs ears burned. He did hate herโhow could he not? Wasnโt she the reason the family ended up this way?
He opened his mouth but couldnโt retort. As he hesitated, someone elseโsomeone who had intended to leaveโstopped, turned, and with a sad, self-mocking tone and a single tear in his eye said, "Arenโt I a victim too? Maybe I donโt deserve to be loved."
By the time Ethan processed it, the figure was already walking away, leaving only a retreating silhouette.
04 When Claire Bennett chose to go to the public school, the whole Bennett household was shocked. Public school was tougher and more challenging. In her previous life Claire had been misled by Hazel Bennett into attending an elite international school, where she was bullied, laughed at, her studies ruined, and her spirit crushedโwhile Hazel thrived there despite mediocre grades, surrounded by admirers, putting on a nauseating onstage romance every day.
This time, Claire had no intention of going back to that gilded nightmare. It was toxic, and it would ruin her focus.
A villainess who doesnโt actually study isnโt a real cunning social climber.
But when she ran into Logan Hayes and Hazel at the school, Claire almost lost it.
โClaire, youโre avoiding me on purpose.โ
Under the sun, the two of them in designer clothes looked perfectly matchedโhands intertwined, the picture of a golden couple.
Claire, however, preferred oversized, ordinary athletic wear. It felt real.
Logan had seen Claire beforeโat their engagement ceremony months earlierโso this wasnโt their first meeting. They were technically engaged. Compared to the shyness and restraint of that last encounter, Claire this time barely acknowledged him.
โLogan, could you stop being so full of yourself?โ
Claire rolled her eyes, glanced at their clasped hands, then rolled her eyes again as if it still wasnโt enough.
โSis, donโt decide things like this just because youโre avoiding us,โ Hazel said, eyes brimming with tears, looking terribly aggrieved.
โHazel, Iโll have Mom and Dad take you back home if you want. Iโll give you my fiancรฉ. Iโll give you my parents. Whatever you want, you can have it.
Justโdonโt mess with my stuff.โ
With that, Claire ignored the two of them and walked off.
She had her reasons for not attending the elite school.
The social standing between kids at public and elite schools wasnโt that different, but public school was better for studying. The atmosphere was healthierโeverything was based on your own merit, unlike the elite school, which was full of fluff and prioritized family connections. It tolerated less; family background always came first.
And besidesโฆ Hazel loved stealing peopleโs boyfriends. Claire would hand them the chance to fall for each otherโlet the sparks fly and things get serious.
Maybe her old-life Hazel would sneer, but this Hazel, whoโd grown used to life as a wealthy heiress and suddenly discovered she was a fraud, wouldnโt be able to keep up her prim-and-proper act. That would be entertaining.
On her way to class, Claire noticed that everyone seemed focused on studying; there was little horseplay. In the stairwell she saw a boy pass byโhis steps were so quick Claire only caught his profile, but it was enough.
He was a handsome boy.
She wondered if his full face was even more striking.
Before she could dwell on it, she arrived at her classroom.
During the teacherโs brief intro, Claire spotted a boy sitting in the back. Head down, sunlight fell across his face; his lashes were long and thick, his features still carrying a boyish innocence that made Claireโs chest feel warm.
A boy who could make a fairy lick her lips.
As she stared, he looked up. His eyes were a little lostโher intense, focused gaze made him quickly look down and return to his book.
โCongratulations, host. Target identified. This person is highly valuable to your objectives.โ
Claire smirked inwardly. Of course she wanted to win him overโwho doesnโt like a pure, beautiful boy?
Of course, years later Claire would remember this moment with bitter irony during nights when someone kept wearing her out in bed and sheโd cry over her own misjudgment.
โHi. Mind if I sit here?โ
Claire smiled brightly, radiant. The boy pretended not to hear, but his faintly flushed ears betrayed him.
Claire wasnโt offended; she wrote her name on a slip of paper.
[Hi, Iโm Claire Bennett. Whatโs your name?] She handed the note to the boy. He saw it but didnโt replyโhe picked up a book and kept reading.
She glimpsed his notebook; the handwriting was bold and precise, and a name was written neatly.
โEvan Clarke.โ
Claire smiled and whispered, โEvan, your name is so pretty.โ
The boyโs back stiffened; he didnโt answer. His cool expression didnโt show much, but the slight furrow in his brow revealed his confusion.
After the first class, the counselor called Claire into the office. Ms. Parker was a pleasant but stern young woman.
โClaire, the principal informed me your familyโs circumstances are quite privilegedโฆโ Ms. Parker paused, then continued, โThereโs a student in the class, Evan Clarke. His family situation is special. Please be mindful of his dignity.โ
Ms. Parker spoke delicately, but Claire caught the meaning: some wealthy kids could be thoughtless and hurtful without meaning to.
Claire nodded and left. In the hallway, Evanโs thin figure looked particularly lonely in the September breeze.
His clothes were plainโworn canvas sneakers slightly fadedโyet his face was ridiculously handsome, and his clear eyes shimmered in the sun. He still looked a little embarrassed.
Claire reached for Evanโs hand and walked forward. The boyโs palm was slightly sweaty.
Maybe the September wind was too warm and melted the boyโs composure, revealing how unsettled he actually was.
โDid you hear that?โ Claire tilted her head to look at him; tiny beads of sweat dotted his nose, his mouth was so inviting it made her want to bite it.
โYou donโt have to treat me specially. Iโm not that fragile.โ
Evanโs expression remained calm, as if discussing something distant; a faint smile hovered in his eyes.
โOf course not.โ
Claire turned her face toward the sunset and smiled.
โTo me, my classmates are just classmates.โ
โThey shouldnโt be labeled anything more than themselves.โ
Evan didnโt speak; he only nodded.
It was the first time heโd heard that response. His childhood had been harshโhis mother died early, his father was sick, he had to work part-time to afford tuition. Relatives said he was unlucky; classmates were polite but distant.
Even if he was strong, he was only eighteen.
โAnd I know Evan is amazing. You always get first on the exams.โ
Claireโs voice was gentle as a breeze; Evan relaxed. He didnโt want special favorsโjust to be treated like a normal person. That was enough.
โThanks.โ
When the bell rang, his voice was drowned out. Claire walking ahead heard his quiet reply and turned, smiling at him.
โWhat did you say, my desk mate?โ
โNothing, go back.โ
Over time Claire discovered Evan really was exceptional. He read books unrelated to classโadvanced math and complex programming textsโand had already mastered the textbook material.
No wonder the system told her to win him over. He was a geniusโexactly the kind who played dumb but was secretly brilliant.
โEvan, Iโll give you this ice cream if you teach me this problem.โ
โEvan, Iโll do the cleaning duty if you teach me this problem.โ
โEvan, teach me this problemโฆโ
Their rapport grew. Evan would sigh but set his book aside to explain problems to her.
โYou have no principles, Evan.โ
Claire grinned mischievously, like a little sprite.
โYou can be bought with an ice cream.โ
Evan just shook his head, saying nothing. Claire, of course, was shamelessly pleased with herself.
โEvan, Iโll buy you ice cream if you teach me, okay?โ
A girl from class walked over. Sheโd been watching Evan and Claireโs interactions and felt inexplicably peeved. Sheโd once considered helping Evanโsheโd even talked to her dad about sponsoring himโbut heโd refused.
And now Claire got him with one ice cream.
โEvan?โ
Evan acted as if he hadnโt heard and continued reading.
โDidnโt hear? Evan?โ
After several tries Evan finally looked up.
โI thought you were so proud. Turns out you just like climbing to higher branches.โ The girl looked meaningfully between them, eyes full of scorn.
Some students gathered to watch; others thought the girl had gone too far. Classmates buzzed with gossip.
Claire stood up. Her height and presence gave her authority.
โHow old are you, little sister? Need help? Taking someone by force nowโis that your method?โ
The girl had intended to save face but realized she couldnโt argue, her face flushing crimson. After the bell she stormed back to her seat in embarrassed fury.
People dispersed and returned to their seats.
After everyone left, Claire scribbled something on a note and passed it to Evan.
โDonโt be afraid. Iโll protect you.โ
Evan laughed in disbeliefโhow could he be afraid here? But still, he graciously explained one more problem to Claire.
05 After the school exam there was a holiday. Claire returned to the Bennett household. Hazel had arrived before her; the family was lively and cheerful. Ethan Bennett was the first to spot Claireโwho knew how long sheโd stood at the door.
After some time apart, Ethan noticed his plain-looking sister had become much more attractiveโher skin brighter, her bearing improved. She finally looked like one of the Bennetts. Hazel noticed the change too.
โClaire, youโre back.โ
Margaret and Hazel were chatting when they saw Claire at the doorway and waved her over.
โHazel says she and Logan went to school to find you.โ
Claire already knew Hazel would mention thatโand probably exaggerateโso she just nodded, signaling Margaret to continue.
โClaire, if you and Hazel get along, Mom will be happy.โ
Claire didnโt argue. She lowered her head and looked at her shoes.
"Mom, I can give her everything. As long as you’re happy."
After she said that, Claire Bennett’s tears fell drop by drop. She gently set down the gifts in her hands โ four in total, one of which belonged to Hazel Bennett.
Margaret Bennett’s chest twisted at the sight. Her daughter had been away so long, and to come back and be treated like thisโshe felt awful.
Margaret had been prepared to treat Claire well, but when Hazel returned crying and said Claire was targeting her, Margaret had softened. She hadn’t expectedโฆ "Claireโฆ Iโฆ"
Before Margaret could finish, Claire wiped her tears and went back to her room. The room had once been a spare room remodeled into a bedroom: just as pretty as the others, but it was still a guest room at heart.
Inside, Claire had shed any trace of the pitiful act. Calmly, she pulled out the calculus problems Evan Clarke had left her and started working through them.
Downstairs, Margaret opened the gift box Hazel had left and found a necklace. It wasn’t expensive, but it was creative. The card bore neat handwriting and a message that wasn’t simple, yet it made Margaret’s eyes sting.
"Mom, I’ve never given you a gift before.
I know a present only has meaning if you buy it with your own money. I used the money I earned from my weekend job to buy this. I hope you like it."
Signed: Your daughter who hopes you are happy, Claire Bennett.
Margaret’s nose prickled. She remembered that Hazel had always been pampered โ everything she wanted, she got. Claire had grown up in the countryside and even helped with farm work. When Claire went to school, Margaret gave her a card and didn’t call once that month. As a mother, she had never proactively bought Claire a present โ yet Claire had worked to buy one for her.
Guilt swelled inside her. She left the room and found Hazel standing in the living room.
"Mom, are you okay?"
Margaret shook her head and didn’t answer; her eyes were red. She was about to go back to Claire’s room when Hazel grabbed her hand from behind.
"Momโฆ Claire is very good at acting."
Hazel’s voice was quiet, but Margaret heard it clearly. She turned to face Hazel, understanding her daughter’s feelings, but hearing her speak like that about Claire disappointed her. Hazel had always been kind โ she shouldn’t be steered the wrong way.
"Hazel, I understand how you feel, but Claire is a good girl. She suggested you come back herself. And this time she worked to buy gifts and didn’t forget to include one for you."
Margaret spoke earnestly. For a moment she felt it wasn’t Claire who needed teaching but Hazel.
"Hazel, Claire can make room for you. I hope you can make room for her too. After all, it’s us who owe Claire. Do you understand?"
Hazel felt her grievance deepen. She sensed her mother’s shift โ and she had always assumed her mother and little brother were on her side.
Rightโฆ and her brother.
"It was Ethan who told me. I believed him."
Hazel thought of how much her brother favored her, and how he disliked Claire. A small fib seemed harmless.
At that moment, Ethan Bennett appeared behind them. Margaret scolded him, and he didn’t argue โ he only listened quietly.
After Margaret left, Hazel moved forward to comfort him, but Ethan stepped back.
"Sis, you lied."
Ethan took the blame off Hazel without exposing her. But since Hazel had returned, he had noticed her change and couldn’t help feeling put out.
"Sorry, Ethan. I’m just so afraid of losing you."
Hazel couldn’t hold back her tears and reached for Ethan. He stepped away at first, and Hazel looked at him with real hurt โ not an act. She stepped closer again. This time he didn’t move and allowed her to hug him.
"Ahโฆ sorry. You’re making too much noise. You’re interrupting my studying."
Claire leaned against the wall, half smiling, half mocking as she watched the siblings clinging to each other. The heroine in this story was a bit much โ not only did she try to snag her brother-in-law, now she was after her brother.
"Don’t talk nonsense. Ethan and I have been close for over ten years."
Claire approached Ethan, casually reached out, and ruffled his hair. Ethan froze, his ears flushing bright red.
"Hazel, Ethan and I are biological siblings, so that’s fine. You two aren’t โ there’s a line between men and women. No matter how close you are, you should avoid impropriety."
Claire brewed some coffee, sipped it, and with a sly grin added, "I’m telling you for your own good. If my fiancรฉ, Logan Hayes, found outโฆ"
She trailed off when she saw Hazel’s squashed expression, satisfied, and left after patting Ethan’s head again.
Honestly, stroking heads was fun.
Claire remembered that in the previous life the heroine hadn’t even spared her own brother โ a blooming white lotus who divided hearts into pieces.
Once Claire left, Ethan, still embarrassed by the hair ruffle, had no interest in staying. He ignored Hazel’s attempts to stop him and hurried off to his room to wash his hair, muttering a string of curses at Claire.
"You bitch," Ethan swore under his breath, then realized that was his mom. It didn’t sit right, so he swallowed it, tossed the limited-edition basketball Claire had given him into the hoop, and felt better.
At six in the morning, Claire got a call from Evan Clarke while still in bed. His voice on the other end was raw with anxiety and helplessness, even a faint sob bleeding through like a small, frightened dog.
"What’s wrong, Evan? Speak to me. I’m here."
Claire soothed him gently and listened in bits and pieces.
"Claire, can you lend me a hundred thousand? My dad’s bleeding heavily and needs emergency surgery."
Evan sat in the long hospital corridor. It was four a.m. The crabapple trees in the alley should be blooming, but he sat in darkness. Despair filled him.
When hope felt impossible, he saw a girl open a door and rush toward him like a shaft of light.
"I’m coming, Evan."
Claire had rushed over as soon as she got the call. She didn’t hesitate โ compared to a life, money meant nothing. Besides, this was Evan’s only father. No matter how strong he seemed, he was only eighteen.
Claire stayed with Evan to get the paperwork done, then bought him breakfast. It was now six in the morning. Evan’s father had just been stabilized. Evan, exhausted, had collapsed into a chair in the corridor and fallen asleep.
No one knew that when Claire arrived, his heart felt like something hauled out of water by warm hands. For an instant, he had been tempted to sell his skills on the dark web, illegally hack into a site. He had feared becoming the kind of person who’d curse his parents to death.
Compared to his father’s life, his own future seemed insignificant. In this world, a hundred thousand can be a trifle to the rich, but it can snuff out a poor man’s life โ or the future of a promising young man.
He thought of Claire’s always-smiling face. There was no one else he could turn to.
Half asleep, he felt movement and saw Claire in a little dress step in from the backlight, sit beside him, and gently pat his head. He hated it when people touched his head, but with her he let it be.
"Thank youโฆ"
Evan mumbled, and Claire only shook her head. She leaned close and whispered something too soft for him to catch; he drifted off again.
When he woke, she was gone, leaving only a note.
"No need to thank me. You’ll owe me one."
His face flushed. Claire must have been a flirt in her past life.
Back at the Bennett living room, "flirt" Claire was on trial โ everyone demanding to know where she had gone the night before.
The informer was Hazel. She’d seen Claire sneaking out at three or four in the morning and made a show of it at breakfast, pretending it was casual. The Bennetts prized family reputation above all, so they insisted Claire explain herself.
"Claire, just tell Mom and Dad what you did. They’ll forgive you."
Hazel smiled, concerned and sincere.
Claire knew Hazel had been spying when she snuck out. She’d played into it on purpose, putting on a guilty look. The act had to be convincing โ she couldn’t exactly waste the heroine’s sacrifice, after all.
"Mom, Dadโฆ I really didn’t do anything. Please believe me."
Tears streamed down Claire’s face as if she were utterly wronged. That made Margaret and Edward even more irrational.
Not being able to tellโฆ this was intolerable.
"Say it!"
Edward’s patience snapped. He struck Claire across the cheek. He’d always thought of himself as upright โ stern, cold, but dignified.
"Yaoyao… come on, tell us. If you say it, we can help you fix it."
Hazel looked at their motherโs sorrowful face and tried to soothe her while speaking. Margaret thought she knew Hazelโs personalityโbut she didnโt understand Claire Bennett at all. In her heart, she was already ninety percent sure what had happened.
"Dad, Mom, do you really think I’m that sort of person?" Claire lifted her head, grief making her look like a wounded blossom.
"I’ll say it!
Last night I went to the hospital."
Edward and Margaret exchanged a guilty glance: oh no…didnโt she go for an abortion?
"Hospital?
You had an abortion?"
Hazelโs face showed shock, like she was looking at something filthy.
"An abortion… is that what you all think?" Claire murmured. She was enjoying the performance too muchโplaying the tragic, stubborn little victim fit perfectly. The act was set.
The dirtier their suspicion, the deeper their remorse would be when the truth came out.
"Dad, Mom, here’s the hospital bill.
My classmateโs dad had severe bleeding and needed surgery. I lent him my allowance." Claireโs eyes were full of stubborn resolve.
Edward was silent a moment, then pressed on, unwilling to let it go: "Thatโs a good deedโwhat else are you not telling us?"
Claire wiped her tears and forced up a self-deprecating smile. "Do you know?
Iโd never seen a thousand dollars before. Ten thousand was a fortune to me.
When I was little I once took Momโs ten dollars and she nearly beat me senseless…"
Edward looked at his daughter in disbelief. Her face was pained, despair clinging to herโso much so that even his cold heart softened a little.
"Why did you never tell us…?" His voice thickened. He genuinely couldn’t believe that ten thousand in allowance meant so much to his own child. He thought of the hard slap he’d given herโand felt a prick of regret.
"Do you know?
When I looked at him I saw myselfโwe’re both kids with cursed luck.
Mom, Dad, are you sure youโre not biased?"
Tears fell from Claire, and the red marks on her face made her appear pitiful as she voiced the grievances of the girl sheโd become in her previous life.
The hospital receipt was solid proof. Their daughter Claire Bennett hadn’t been wasting moneyโsheโd helped a classmate with her only pocket money.
Margaret remembered Claire always watching her with eager, cautious hopeโso hungry for a mother’s affection that Hazel received effortlessly. Her own daughter had worked so hard and still gotten nothing. The accusation of favoritism cut deep; Margaretโs tears slipped down her cheeks.
Yes. In this moment she had to admit: her heart had leaned toward Hazel. If it had been Hazel, how could she stand by and watch her husband strike her? How could she repeatedly wrongly accuse her or let her shoulder suspicion and humiliation alone?
"I’m sorry, my Claire…" Margaret whispered.
Claire lowered her head without answering. She was silent for a long time, shutting out everything around her.
"Dad, Mom, I donโt blame you. I only blame myself."
She quietly packed and returned to school. Leaving, she was distant but politeโthe silhouette of her back a long, endless stretch of loneliness and disappointment.
On Route 07, Claire hummed cheerfully. How could she not be happy thinking of the Bennettsโ reactions?
Hazelโs repeated scheming had failed again; trust in her would be diminished.
And peopleโhow they ache when they finally realize what a precious thing they almost lost. Guilt, regret, pityโthey ferment into something heavier. When the heartโs ill grows, only the right remedy can cure it.
Sunday night self-study: Evan Clarke saw Claire lazily working through an extra set of harder worksheets, and his ears went a little pink.
He felt oddly unsettled as he sat down. Autumn wind teased the window; sheets of sunset clouds burned bright. Classmates chattered about clubs and gossip, but Claire and Evan sat in the back row. Many students thought the two of them looked impossibly good together.
Evan had always been handsomeโhe stood out even in a school full of attractive guys. Quiet, reticent Evan was the center of female whispers. Claire hadnโt been especially striking when she first arrived, but two months in sheโd become radiant, fair-skinned, still a bit youthful but already blossoming into a beauty.
Claire didnโt notice the undercurrents around her; she read quietly until she felt a hot gaze.
"Whatโs wrong with your face?" came the cool voice behind her. The ticking clock and murmuring students blurred around Evanโs close presence. Claire felt him lean nearer; even the little mole beneath his lashes was clear, making him look even more handsome.
"What, did someone hit your face?" Evanโs voice softened into unexpected tenderness, a kind of worry even he hadnโt meant to show.
"Itโs nothing." Claire waved it off, blinking and smiling as if it didnโt matter.
Logically, a small bruise like that would heal quickly using the charm-based regimen she knew.
But sheโd done it on purposeโto make Evan feel protective. It was their little game.
Smart Evan guessed the truth. That sum of money had been significant; Claire helped because of him. Watching her nonchalant smile, he felt a tickle in his chest, like a cat pawing at him, making his nose sting.
As soon as self-study ended, Evan tugged Claire, intent on going to the hospital.
"Iโm not going. Hospitals are so dark." Claire protested, clutching Evanโs hand and batting her huge eyes.
"I already mustered up courage to come find you that day." Evan couldn’t help her when she acted like that. He did have a first-aid kit at homeโvery barebones, admittedlyโ"My place has a kit. Will you come?"
His cool voice sounded out of place among the noisy crowd; moonlight gave his face an expression Claire couldnโt read.
Sheโd never seen Evan react so uncertainly even when classmates gave him odd looks. His gaze flickered, his head dipped. The proud, stubborn boyโs ears were flushed.
So Evan could feel insecure too… Claireโs chest tightened for no reason. She reached up and smoothed his hair, again and again.
"Evan, if you take me, I wonโt be scared." Her soft words sank into him like a pebble in a still pond. In the dark, his eyes glistened with redโtears no one could see.
Back in Evanโs small apartment, his father was still in the hospital recovering. Though out of immediate danger, Mr. Clarke needed observation, so Evan lived alone for now.
Evan switched on the desk lamp to brighten the shabby room, sat on a worn wooden chair, and took out the first-aid kit to ice and dress Claireโs face.
His hands were so practiced it was almost painful to watch. No one knew how helpless eight-year-old Evan had felt watching his mother collapse. No one knew how many cruel taunts and insults had come after she died.
"Has a mom but no one to raise you."
"Your mom killed herself, sheโll kill your dad next."
Those slurs crashed like waves. Heโd have fought the kids who mocked him until they cried, returning home wounded to his fatherโs pale smile and burying himself in books.
Rain began tapping the windows. In the little room, the warm light made everything feel cozy; it haloed Evanโs face and made him look gilded. Claire thought he seemed ever more fairy-like, and her hand grew mischievousโshe wanted to poke that nose bridge that was just too perfect.
"Donโt moveโฆ" Evan warned in his usual cool, youthful tone, but if you listened closely there was something different.
Evanโs ears matched the flush of his lips. No matter how innocent, he was still a hot-blooded boy. Claire smiled wickedly, sliding back into her plaintive act. "Evan, my face hurts because of you… boo hoo…"
Her mock-woe left Evan stuck and sighing; he blew on her bruise gently.
"Really doesnโt hurt now. Evan, youโre amazing." Claire gave him a look that made him jittery.
"If I could touch your face, maybe itโd heal faster." Evanโs ears felt like they were burning, but he obligedโleaning in and offering his cheek.
Claire treated him like a giant, affectionate dog, stroking his head and nose until sheโd had her fill.
She remembered that scrap of paper and whispered into his ear, "Werenโt you going to give yourself to me?" She smiled wickedlyโa spriteโand the roomโs atmosphere turned suddenly, deliciously ambiguous.
"Claire, you’re still a kid. Don’t talk nonsense…"
Claire laughedโclear and bell-like. Mischievous as she was, she loved teasing people she found interesting.
"No need for you to sacrifice yourself or anything…"
Evan couldn’t tell if he felt relieved or a little let down. He just watched Claire quietly. Under the warm light, her eyes shone like a fawn’s in the woods.
"Help me study, rain or shine."
Claire propped her chin on her hand and thought for a moment, then winked at Evan.
So, while rain tapped at the window, the lamp in the little room stayed on all night. The two of them studied together.
"This problem is really hard. Teach me."
"How many ways can this formula be used again?"
"Are there any derivative question types from this problem?"
…Claire was a patient little sprite. When she set her mind to something, no matter how dry it was, she threw herself into it wholeheartedly.
"Evan, you have to become someone amazing."
Claire suddenly lifted her fluffy head from the textbook, her expression serious.
Evan really was smart. He grasped things instantly, even dipping into coding that Claire couldn’t begin to understand.
Maybe it was Claire’s bright eyes and earnest expression that stopped him in his tracks. They looked at each other for a long moment.
Finally, Evan solemnly nodded.
Somehow the rain had stopped and the night faded. A red sun slowly rose on the horizon.
9
Claire saw Ethan again on an ordinary afternoon in early winter. She hadn’t gone home in over a month, and the money her mother sent hadn’t been used.
Ethan pulled up in a flashy sports car that clashed with the modest crowd around it. He had the family’s refined features, so many girls turned to stare and whisper.
"Claire, someone’s looking for you."
Claire had already seen Ethan through the window, but his swagger made her annoyed, so she pretended not to care.
After being called three times, Claire lazily stood and walked out of the classroom.
"Claire, Mom wants you home at the end of the month."
Claire ignored him and kept reciting the long English passage in her head.
"Don’t be so cocky, Claire."
The little sprite didn’t spare him a glance.
"If you have something to say, say it. If you just want to fart, go aheadโI have plenty of assignments to do."
From her seat by the window she could see Evan pretending to study, but his wandering eyes betrayed his nervousness. Ethan’s sudden appearance had unintentionally made him jealous.
"Claire!"
"Ethan, don’t shout at me."
Ethan ground his teeth; Claire was shamelessly pushing his buttons and she did it perfectly.
"Okay, tell meโwhat’s Mom offering you?"
Claire lazily lifted her head; the sunlight was sharp enough to make her squint as she yawned. She didn’t believe Ethan had come without an incentive.
"Claire!"
Ethan grew angrier watching her act like she didn’t care.
"You’re my brother, right?" Claire’s face bloomed with a big, dazzling smile.
"Say ‘sis’โsay it for me."
Ethan couldn’t resistโhe wasn’t about to give in… and then, "Sis…"
Alright, fine. For the new sports car, he would.
"Oh, too quiet. Say it louder."
Ethan: ???
This girl must’ve been a monkey in a past lifeโalways climbing the pole.
"SI S!"
Claire smiled in satisfaction and snuck a hand to ruffle the kid’s thinning hair.
He fluffed even more.
"Tell Mom I’m coming home at the end of the month."
Ethan calmed himself, telling himself at least the car was secured.
When Claire returned to her seat, Evan was clearly avoiding her. He even put his calculus book away.
Immature. Completely immature!
She liked him that way.
"What’s wrong, Evan? Why are you acting like that?"
Claire puckered her lips adorably. Evan didn’t answer.
"Evan, Evan…"
Evan couldn’t resist her pleading cuteness forever. Finally he let out a few words.
"You smiled at him a moment ago."
Claire started to explain, but Evan continued, "And you… touched his head."
Second Chances: I Studied, I Struck Back
Evan didn't know why he was like this. He was usually even-keeled, but around Claire his feelings bubbled up like a springโfree and inexhaustible.
"Are you jealous, Evan?"
There was a trickster glint in Claire's voice. Evan didn't deny it; his ears flushed redder.
"He's my brother."
"Hm…"
Evan's face stayed calm, but Claire knew he was still upset.
"I can ruffle your hair too, and smile at you."
She mussed his hair into a mess and added, "He can't compare to you. If you want, I'll ruffle your hair and smile at you every day."
Hearing that half-hearted comfort, Evan's tight chest eased a bit.
But late-night breeze and windowpane could only tell part of the truth. From his angle in the hallway, he could see Claire's face but not hear her voice. She seemed to glow wherever she stoodโsmiling at others, touching other boys' heads.
At that moment he admitted it: he was jealous.
He felt like he was falling for someone undeniableโcaptivating and dangerous, addictive in a way he was willing to savor and never quit.
10
This time Claire's mother came to pick her up.
Ethan sat in the car with his legs crossed, looking ready to say something and then holding back.
"Well… Mom made me come," he offered.
Claire barely acknowledged him, said hello to Margaret, and climbed in.
"How's school, sweetie?"
Claire answered politely, quieter than before but still civil.
Margaret was secretly relievedโshe had feared Claire would ignore her. Last time Claire had mentioned being mistreated as a child, Margaret had hired a private investigator. They'd discovered Claire had indeed suffered under her foster mother, and that the foster mother had intentionally swapped babies.
Margaret was furious and heartbroken. Though she knew Hazel was innocent, after repeated coldness from Claire, they could never go back to how things were.
Claire sat in the back, humming and letting the wind tousle her hair. Her face looked dewy and alive like a newly ripe peach, tempting to touch.
Ethan looked at her profile and felt an odd, deep familiarity. Maybe… blood was thicker than water?
When they got home, Hazel was in the living room cutting fruit.
"Sis, you're back."
She'd clearly taken some hits at home these past weeks; the brazen spark in her eyes had dimmed. She'd learned to be careful.
Sitting beside her was Logan Hayes in a white shirt and black pants, his look almost ascetic. When he saw Claire, barely anything masked the hostility in his eyes.
In the original story, this was the stretch where the heroine and the male lead had already gotten cozy at school. The heroine had been elevated by contrast with the original girl's supposed purity, and people kept protecting her. Without the original's shading, Claire's charm and popularity would falter, and Logan was her main support now.
Claire ignored the pair's closeness and flashed an innocent smile at them.
"Little sister and Logan are such childhood sweetheartsโwhat a lovely bond."
Her teasing wasn't loud but it prickled Margaret's nerves.
Logan was Claire's betrothed's child from the Lin familyโseeing him so close to Hazel made Margaret uneasy. Once she'd brushed it off as mere friendship, but now, watching Hazel seek Logan's help, she worried.
"Honey, my future husband is at school; be sure to look after him," Margaret said, encouragingly.
Claire looked pure as milk and smiled.
Logan felt a surge of suppressed anger. Hazel had come to him in tears last time, claiming the Bennetts favored Claire. He'd thought it an overreaction, but now it seemed Claire was crowding Hazel out.
"My fiancée is being so considerate. Of course Iโll look after my little sister for her," Logan said smoothly, comforting Hazel with a glance before he and Claire left together.
Hazel watched them go, the gaze lingering until they disappeared. Even though it had been her idea to have Logan seduce Claire, it still hurt.
This should have been hers.
"What are you thinking about?" Ethan asked, coming up behind her. He saw an unfamiliar emotion in the sister he thought was always sweet and good.
"Nothing, Ethan. I'm just a little tired."
Hazel shook her head, pretending she didn't feel well. As she turned to leave, Ethan grabbed her arm.
"Sis…"
He moved his lips but couldn't find the words. Instinct told him that if he didn't hold onto Hazel, she'd drift further away.
"What do you want to say, Ethan?"
Ethan shook his head and walked away without answering.
In the warm parlor, Loganโs face had already turned green with anger. Could someone tell him why the girl in front of him had two completely different faces?
A moment ago sheโd been all eager and flattering. Now she was sitting with her legs crossed, snacking, leaving him hanging.
โAunt Song, Brother Loganโฆ loves lychees the most. Go get some lychees for him.โ
Claire deliberately emphasized the word โBrother.โ
That sticky, cloying tone made goosebumps run up Loganโs arms.
Aunt Song came in, feeling pleased to see her young miss so attentive to Master Logan. What a lovely match they madeโthe perfect pair.
Logan stood there, stunned. Who the hell liked lychees?
After Aunt Song left with the tray, Claire didnโt even look at himโshe just started eating.
โWho likes lychees? I donโt like them.โ
Watching Claire eat with such obvious delight, Logan couldnโt help but snap back.
Claire rolled her eyes as if it troubled her not at all.
โI do.โ
She finished, then flashed Logan a challenging smileโbrilliant and dazzling for a heartbeat that made him blink.
Roses behind her bloomed lush and full. In front of them stood the girl with bright eyes and white teeth, every expression vividโlike a little vixen.
Logan suddenly realized, a second too late: when did Claire get this pretty?
Thatโs the effect the little enchantress wanted. The heroine would behave foolishly, throw herself at Logan, and the protagonist would belatedly realize the one he loved was someone else.
How delightfully ironic.
At lunch, the little charmer hovered over his plate, fussing over him.
โEat moreโyou love shrimp, right?โ
Claire looked at Logan with big, expectant eyes. Margaret watched their interaction and smiled.
โI donโt like shrimp.โ
โYou donโt like shrimp, Logan?โ
Logan said it through gritted teeth.
Hazelโs face showed worry as she repeated the same line.
Claireโs eyes glistened with fake sorrow. Pitiful and imploring, she looked at Margaret. โSis really knows Brother so well. Unlike meโฆ Iโll learn what he likes next time.โ
Margaret, seeing the childโs pitiable look and remembering how the two had just spoken in unison, felt her heart ache for Claire even more.
โItโs fine. My daughter just be herself.โ
Margaret fondly patted Claireโs head and served her some shrimp.
โItโs okay, Mom. Brother Logan is worth it.โ
Claire smiled sweetly and ate what Margaret handed her.
Loganโs mind went in a hundred directionsโClaire was such a drama queen!!
After the meal, Logan pulled Claire into the back garden, face serious.
โDonโt you feel like youโre two-faced?โ
A boy in his teens hadnโt yet grown into the protective, towering figure the book described. Without the old versionโs manipulations pushing Hazel and the rest, his feelings for Hazel were still just the simple affection of childhood friends.
โWhat do you mean, Brother Logan?โ
โYou donโt like me, yet you pretend you do.โ
Logan spoke seriously, and the more he thought, the more sense it seemed to make.
โI do like you, Brother Logan.โ
Claire nodded with mock sincerity, then turned her head and blinked. Under the night sky her eyes shone like stars, and Logan instinctively looked away.
โNonsense. You clearlyโโ
โLoving someone is exhausting. Sometimes I need a break.โ
Claire kept spinning her nonsense. โYou see, Mr. Hayes works and needs rest. You study and need rest. So when I like you and pamper you, I need breaks too.โ
Logan had no idea liking someone required rest.
Claire yawned lazily.
โBrother Logan, I wonโt accompany you now. This is my rest time.โ
She deliberately emphasized โrest,โ waved, and walked off, leaving a baffled Logan behind.
This girl must have some screws loose.
After returning to her room, Claire went to Hazelโs room with fruit.
โWhat are you doing here?โ
Hazel went on alert, her gaze sharp and probing.
โBringing you fruit.โ
Seeing Claireโs face getting prettier and prettier made Hazelโs jealousy grow more intense.
โSis, I really like Brother Logan.โ
Claireโs expression was full of admiration and fondness.
โAt school, please take good care of Brother Logan for me.โ
Hazelโs jealousy sprouted uglier roots at those words.
โIโll make sure to take care of my brother-in-law.โ Hazel said it with dangerous calm.
Claire looked thrilled, as if favored beyond belief, beaming at Hazel.
โThanks, sis. Weโll be the best sisters.โ
Margaret had been standing at the door while they talked. Sheโd wanted to talk to Hazel about the Hayes boy and, hearing Claireโs words, felt reassuredโthis child was so kind and sensible. She quietly closed the door on the two girls and left.
As soon as Margaret walked away, the little enchantress found an excuse to leave too. Claire couldnโt bear to stay in Hazelโs room for another second.
Now Hazel would dig in her heels even harder. The more she rushed, the more mistakes sheโd make. And in front of Margaret, Claireโs attempt to play the devoted, lovestruck girl had clearly taken root.
The end of term was approaching fast. Claire had been tutoring Evan for over a month.
That evening the city library was warm; outside the wind bit hard. Snow started to fall in soft, scattering flakesโthe first snow in Brighton.
โItโs snowing, Evan.โ
Claire looked up at the window. The boy at the sill had a handsome, clear-cut face and eyes like moonlit stars, yet his gaze couldnโt help lingering on the girl watching the snow.
โYeahโฆ itโs snowing.โ
They left the library side by side under a black umbrella. Night had already fallen; streetlamps flickered on, one by one leading the way.
Claire noticed Evanโs black jacket was thinโcold could slip right through. His shoulders stayed straight, but his nose was a little reddened and his lashes trembled with the cold.
From behind, Claire took Evanโs hand. Her warm palm enclosed his slightly chilled one.
Feeling her soft, warm fingers, Evanโs ears flushed. He thought he could smell a faint, special scent on herโan almost-there fragrance distinctly hers.
It was the scent of a charm-witchโonly someone who loved a charm-witch could perceive it. At its strongest it was intoxicating but not mad-making; it made people clear-headed yet willingly surrendered. In private, it was the perfect aphrodisiac.
โEvan, tilt your head down.โ
Though puzzled, Evan complied. Being taller than Claire, when he bent his head he looked obedient and gentle.
In the next instant, Claire stood on tiptoe and looped her beige wool scarf off her neck, one circle after another, and placed it around his neckโbringing her unique warmth and scent close to him.
Evan froze. His hand holding the umbrella trembled. From this angle she was unbelievably closeโhe could see even the lashes on her eyes. Her portrait-like features were only a fingerโs breadth away. Warmth, tempting scent, the endless snow, Claireโs breathโall amplified.
Suddenly a seed of desire sprouted inside him. His Adamโs apple bobbed; his face flushed scarlet.
Damn it, that scent was stronger now.
โFor you. This will keep you warmer.โ
Claire tapped his cheek with a blink. The usually mature-seeming boy looked adorably awkwardโso rare it was almost deadly cute. Claire found Evan more and more handsome; even she, a little enchantress, sometimes felt jealous of his looks.
โThanksโฆโ
Evan muttered, tilting the umbrella to shelter Claire, letting the snow fall on himself.
Snow hadnโt been kind to Evan in childhood. It meant leaky roofs, a father with rheumatism in pain, cruel classmates pelting him with snowballsโsick and dizzy while caring for a hurt father. Heโd never liked pity or charity.
But when this girl gave him her scarf, his chest filled with an incredulous sweetness and a racing heart.
He felt the damp flakes on his clothes, the winter wind as always, and wanted to burn this moment into memory.
He hated snow, but for the first time, he felt he could forgive all the winters of his past.
Their footprintsโsome deep, some shallowโstretched down the snowy path. Passersby stole glances, especially at the tall boy; one look and his striking face was unforgettable.
โTheyโre all looking at you,โ Claire complained, annoyed.
Evan just lifted the corner of his mouth.
How he wanted to say, I only want to look at you.
But heโฆ didnโt dare.
Before finals, Claire and Evan reviewed everything together. They were either in the library or on the way there.
On the day exams ended it was bitterly cold. Evan and Claire didnโt have exams in the same room. Halfway through his English test, snow began falling heavily outside. A freezing gust poured into the classroom and Evan, rubbing the scarf at his neck, glanced at the sleet and turned in his paper early.
Claire left the exam room with her classmates. People clustered at the doorโcalling parents, rushing out into the snow.
Claire, nose reddened by the wind, was about to call Margaret when a black luxury car pulled up. The window rolled down. Logan sat inside.
The boy had just been let out of class. Seeing the snow, heโd remembered Claire was heading back to the Bennetts and thought heโd give her a lift. Sheโd surely appreciate it.
โGet in. Iโll take you home.โ
Loganโs handsome profile and air of privilege drew attention from the waiting students, who started whispering about the two and shipping them as a couple.
โEvan might have the looks, but these two are a perfect match socially.โ
โI like rich and handsome.โ
The chatter irritated Claire. She didnโt know why Logan had come today, but she knew his presence meant troubleโheโd shown up to make a scene.
Claire didnโt make a fuss. She opened the car door and climbed in. As the car pulled away from the school, she caught sight in the rearview mirror of a boy a short distance away in black, holding a black umbrella and wearing that all-too-familiar scarf, standing there and watching them leave.
Claire would never know why Evan had handed in his exam early, or what ran through his mind when he saw the snow.
He was so afraid his girl would be soaked by rain and snow. Without an umbrella, her pretty, obedient hair would get wet. She might catch a cold.
Heโd taken the scarf sheโd given him, carefully wrapped it in a bag, put it in his backpack, and then ran home without stopping to fetch an umbrellaโthen ran back without stopping.
The wind and snow on that run were freezingโฆ but he was so happy. He wanted to walk her home.
Claire turned and looked toward him. The boyโs striking features seemed dusted with frost; his eyes were rimmed red, but he stubbornly straightened his spine. He tipped the umbrella just enough to shield his eyes, leaving only a jade-like jaw visible beneath.
But Claire still saw.
She sawโEvanโฆ was he crying?
โStop the car! Stop the car!โ
โPull over!โ
Claire paid no mind to Loganโs impatient face or the driverโs warnings. Before the car had come to a full halt, she yanked the door open and ran off; her silhouette disappeared into the crowd.
โEvan! Evan!โ
In the blink of an eye, she couldnโt see him anymore. She ran until she was exhausted and collapsed onto a bench at the roadside.
Suddenly, the snow seemed to ease.
A pair of white sneakers entered her field of vision. She looked up to find a black umbrella over her head. Evan bent, lashes trembling, lips pressed thin, and crouched down.
โYour shoelace came undone.โ
Claire took the umbrella in his hands. She watched him with bowed brows tie her shoe with care, and felt a sour sweetness in her chest. She reached out and ruffled his hairโsoft and fuzzy, warm and pliant.
โEvan, I came back to find you.โ
Her voice brushed across him like a tiny brush, warming the frozen places in his heart.
โMy socks are soaked,โ Claire said, lifting her foot for him to see. She noticed that his clothes were wet tooโless obvious because they were blackโbut she worried. Heโd catch a cold if he didnโt change.
โCan I come to your place and change socks?โ
Claireโs voice was impossibly sweet. Evanโs face heated; he nodded and pulled out a tightly saved wad of change from his backpack, then hailed a cab.
โGet in. Itโs warm inside.โ
Claire didnโt refuse. She understood Evanโhis goodness, his awkward poverty, the way he sometimes wouldnโt buy an extra bread just to save moneyโyet still gave her everything he had.
She couldnโt refuse that kindness. Accepting it happily felt like the right answer. What he wanted wasnโt some condescending โfor your own good,โ but equality and acceptance.
In Evanโs tiny house he bustled about, brewing hot water and steeping ginger tea. Claire sat on the small but tidy bed and flipped through his bedside notebook.
Pages were dense with handwriting and marks she didnโt understandโcircles, crosses, all kinds of symbols.
While she stared, he brought a basin of hot water and crouched to test the temperature.
โSoak your feet in hot water, then drink some ginger tea.โ
His voice was hoarse and different from usual; his cheeks were flushed. Claire touched his headโit was too hot.
โEvan, go shower and change your clothes.โ
He shook his head, worried, trying to keep his head from feeling so heavy. โIโll watch you soak first. Iโm afraid youโll catch a cold.โ
Claire immediately kicked off her shoes and tucked her cold little feet into the steaming basin. โNow go!โ
He couldnโt help but smile at her glare; the smile surprised Claireโit was breathtaking. He looked so handsome when he smiled, and in his eyes was a softness that made her heart thud.
โOkay.โ
Claire hid a blush and nodded.
The bathroom water ran, hot steam curled from the basin, and Evanโs ginger tea steamed on the bedside table. The snow outside thickened. Claire finished the tea and felt warmth spread through her body; she drifted off to sleep.
In a half-dream she felt someone wipe her feet with a warm towel, slip on clean socks, and tuck a blanket over her. She knew it was Evan, but her eyelids were heavy; she wanted to keep sleeping.
A long while later, thinking Evan had gone out, she heard the boyโs voice by her ear, broken and hoarse.
โClaire, wait for me.โ
โClaire, waitโwait for me.โ
He remembered that afternoonโs scene. Heโd run with everything he had to give the girl support, and someone had easily offered her something better. In that moment his blood seemed to freeze; his eyes burned in a way they hadnโt for years. The boy whoโd survived upheavals in his life had not cried in a long timeโbut now he broke.
He hated himself for being born in the dark, for feeling unworthy of that light.
Evan reached out to touch her fuzzy head, aching to be closer, but he drew his hand back.
As dusk fell, the light inside the room lit only a corner; it washed his handsome, cool face in a faint glow. He spoke softly, like a vow and like a whisper: โClaire, wait for me. I will grow up. I will be worthy of youโฆโ
Claire woke to the smell of dinnerโalready seven in the evening.
In the kitchen the boy skillfully lit the stove and made scallion oil noodles.
โIt smells so good. I want it so much.โ
โEvan, youโre a hidden treasure.โ
โHandsome, smart, youโre amazing.โ
Claire admitted she was terrible at everything except flatteryโfirst place in complimenting.
Evanโs ears flushed a little; he kept a calm face but was thrilled inside.
The sweet-talking little imp happily ate a whole bowl of noodles.
On the walk back to the Bennettsโ estate, Claire alternated between saying her legs were tired and fretting that her socks might get wet again.
โCarry me, Evan.โ
Under the streetlamp Evanโs face was resigned but he didnโt hesitateโhe bent down and hoisted the girl onto his back.
โYouโre so good, Evan.โ
She lay against his broad back, feeling his burning body heat, wrapping her arms around his neck and breathing in his faint scent.
Streetlights streamed on. The snow had eased. The tall, cool boyโs mouth quirked up as he walked slowly. The girl held the black umbrella over them; their footsteps left a long trail behind.
Near the villa district he stopped, pausing across a long road, the lights gleaming. He didnโt step forward.
โClaire, your family will come pick you up soon.โ
Claire understood. From this angle she could only see his Adamโs apple tremble.
โDonโt leave first, Evan. Iโm scared to be alone.โ
His features hardened, but when he looked at her, he was unexpectedly gentle.
โAll right. Iโll wait behind this lamppost.โ
He smiled and said it as if putting on a brave face.
The Bennetts wouldnโt like seeing Claire so close to him. He didnโt want her to be embarrassed.
When the Bennett car arrived, Claire slipped behind the lamppost, flew around, and hugged Evan from behind.
โIโll wait for you.โ
She said it and left before he could answer.
Evan froze. Normally clever, his mind blanked. He remained motionless until the Bennettsโ car drove away; then he stepped from behind the lamppost, shielding his eyes with the umbrella as his eyes went red once more in the dark.
Before the final exam results came out, Hazelโs schoolโan elite academyโpublished grades early.
Margaret opened her inbox and saw an email from Hazelโs teacher: Hazelโs grades had slipped recently. Although she was still in the top ten, it wasnโt high enough; her improvements were mainly in art class.
โHazel, why have your grades dropped so much lately?โ
Theyโd barely finished breakfast when Margaret pulled Hazel into a talk. Claire ate calmly, totally unbothered.
Hazelโs face flushed. Sheโd been spending too much time nurturing relationships with Logan and other second-gen kids, and her studies had suffered. Even her strong suitโartโhad fallen behind.
โMom, I want to pursue art. I can study abroad later.โ
Her voice was soft; Margaret understood but couldnโt hide her disappointment. She remembered Hazel practicing piano and working hardโwhere had that gone?
โHazelโฆโ
Margaret sighed, the kind of disappointed plea parents give when they want more.
โMom, if you support my sister choosing this path, thatโs fine. Everyone can shine in their own field.โ
Claireโs expression was earnestโshe sounded sincere, but Hazel knew better. Her words were meant to needle. Hazel was embarrassed and furious all at once.
โClaire, who do you think you are? Donโt think just because you went to a public school youโre something special. Iโd like to see what you can actually achieve over there.โ
Hazel closed in on Claire, defiant despite Margaretโs attempt to intervene. โNo matter how Iโve slipped, Iโm still better than you.โ
Exactly what the little imp wantedโmake the heroine flustered, make her snap and make the Bennett family and Logan fracture.
On the sofa, wearing a silk robe and looking impossibly pretty, Claire blinked and smiled at Hazel, completely unbothered.
โIf saying that makes you feel better.โ
Mr. Bennett had been watching from the stairs. From his angle, Claireโs movements had grown more poised; Hazel, by contrast, was losing composure. Mr. Bennett didnโt expect much from the daughter whoโd returned to the family lateโhe only hoped she wouldnโt embarrass them.
โHazel! Go to your room!โ
Margaret was furious at Hazelโs reckless words. โClaire, donโt take it to heart. We donโt ask muchโwe just want you safe.โ
Raised in a border town with an offhand mother, Claire had already done well just by studying. She wouldnโt dare hope for too much.
โMom, Iโm Claire Bennett. I donโt intend to stop here.โ
Mrs. Bennett hurriedly nodded. It was already good that Claire had ambition.
Seeing her mother like that, Claire didnโt argue further. She stretched, then went to the sunroom to read.
On the day the school results were released, Margaret got a call from Ms. Parker early in the morning.
โIs this Claireโs mom?โ
Margaret was taken aback. She was usually called Mrs. Bennett โ even โLady Bennettโ at Ethan and Hazelโs school โ so hearing such a warm, informal greeting felt oddly pleasing.
โYes, this is Claireโs mom. Is this Ms. Parker?โ
โY-yes! Iโm calling to tell you Claireโs grades.โ
Margaretโs heart began to race. Were Claireโs grades that bad that the school had to call? Quickโcall Edward, come steady the situation.
โTeacher, Iโm so sorry Claireโs caused troubleโโ
โClaire ranked second in her grade for credits on the final, and third nationwide in the Challenge Cup.โ
Margaret opened her mouth to say โThank you for your care,โ but thenโ
Second in her grade?
Top three in the nation?
Edward was about to soothe Margaret.
Thenโ
Second in her grade?
Top three in the nation?
Hazel had been ready to put on a sympathetic act and say something comforting.
Butโ
Second in her grade?
Top three in the nation?
No good. The astonished, slack-jawed expressions spread from one face to another like contagion, getting more and more exaggerated.
โHello? Hello? Claireโs mother?โ
โYes, yes! Thank you, teacher, thank you for looking after Claire.โ
After the call ended, the house fell into a strange silence. Edward and Margaret looked at each other, eyes wide, both blinking in surprise.
โYou heard that too?โ
Edward โ usually calm โ nodded, equally stunned.
โOf course I heard!โ
No kidding. Ms. Parkerโs voice had been loud and excited; how could they not hear? And this was a legit top public school and one of the most influential competitions. The pressure was fierce. Even if their family had resources to get kids into good schools a hundred ways, Claireโs results were something to brag about for a year.
โClaire is extraordinary!โ
Margaret belatedly hugged Edward, beaming, which made him blush. He remembered something Claire had said a few days earlier.
โIf my last name is Bennett, I wonโt stop there.โ
Suddenly Edward understood: his daughter had ambition and ability. The score alone didnโt explain everything, but the effort, intelligence, and maturity behind it were exceptional. His opinion of his daughter improved; he felt a new, quiet appreciation.
That night they celebrated. Margaret invited a house full of ladies โ a clear signal of how much the Bennetts cared about Claire.
Mrs. Hayes came with Logan Hayes. She exchanged polite niceties with Margaret, while Logan, bored, settled into a corner alone.
โLogan, you came?โ
Hazel had dressed carefully in a white dress, looking sweet. After greeting the adults, she went straight to Logan.
โClaireโs really in the spotlight. Mom and Dad adore her.โ
Hazel put on a pitiful look. She was growing more and more afraid โ her parentsโ sudden attitude and Claireโs performance made her restless.
โRanny, calm down. Look at yourself. Youโre excellent.โ
Logan hadnโt expected Claire to do so well, but he didnโt want Hazel losing herself.
โLoganโฆ oh, you and my sister are together?โ
Claire had appeared behind them without anyone noticing. She swirled the drink in her hand. Her aqua dress gave her a quiet elegance; her bright, slightly cool face smiled sweetly and strikingly. Her voice carried; heads turned.
Logan was Claireโs fiancé โ technically Hazelโs half-brother-in-law โ so the two of them being close had people murmuring.
Margaret quickly intervened, suggesting Claire and Logan check the desserts. Claire feigned excitement, looked at Logan with wide eyes and fluttering lashes, like tiny brushes, which momentarily stunned him.
โCome on, Logan.โ
Casually, Claire took Loganโs hand. Her slightly cool fingers in his warm palm made his heartbeat quicken.
โClaireโฆ why are you grabbing a manโs hand so casually?โ
Logan tried to sound indignant.
The little imp just smirked; some men denied with words while their bodies told different stories. Look โ his hand was obediently in hers.
โHow is this casual? Youโre my fiancé.โ
Claire tossed a flirtatious look at Logan, her eyes bright and inviting. Loganโs face flushedโwhether from embarrassment or anger, it was unclear.
Hazel, now a forlorn extra, turned green with jealousy but was powerless. She watched her crush walk off hand-in-hand with the girl she hated, amid the amused, whispering gazes of onlookers.
At the doorway, Claire abruptly let go of Loganโs hand, then pouted at him.
โOh, Logan, why did you let go of my hand?โ
Logan widened his eyes. He was usually reserved, not one to show emotions easily. Butโ
Heโd never seen Claire act so shamelessly. She was audacious to the point of being thick-skinned.
โYou let go of my hand!โ
Unexpectedly, Claire stepped closer, tipped up on her toes, and stared at him. The mischievous grin vanished; her eyes softened with a kind of sultry charm.
Under the moonlight her lips glistened like juicy peaches. She leaned close to Loganโs ear and murmured, โI donโt just want to hold your hand. I wantโฆ to kiss you.โ
A tiny smile curved at her mouth. Warm breath skimmed Loganโs neck, making him itch. Something in him suddenly stiffened, embarrassed and alive.
Before he could react, Claire turned and left.
โMy fiancé, Iโll go check the desserts.โ
She departed with effortless flair, leaving Logan dumbfounded.
His head buzzed. In this scene, Claire felt like a heartless temptress. Then he forbade himself that thought โ he should be the one in control here, not the other way around.
Logan followed her. He straightened her dress, smoothed a stray hair, and tossed a few polite French phrases to a foreign guest. In every small motion he radiatedโฆ charm.
Claire thought of it as putting on a peacock display โ all show, self-satisfied.
Still, she played along, tilting her head and looking at Logan with adoring eyes.
โWow, my fiancé is amazing.โ
โLoganโs so talented!โ
Logan felt her act was a bit fake, but he liked seeing stars in her eyes; it encouraged him to perform even more. If only it would say โWomen, fall for meโ in neon on his forehead.
Hazelโs look could kill. Logan didnโt notice. The more attentive he became, the more he investedโemotionally and otherwiseโthe harder it would be for him to walk away.
Hazel grew more and more muddied with resentment, nothing of the clear, haughty girl left.
โStop this, Claire.โ
Ethan walked over. Seeing Hazel like that made him disappointed. Why couldnโt she understand that things that werenโt hers simply werenโt hers, whether the Bennett name or Logan.
โYouโve changed! Back her, Ethan. Pretend I donโt have you as a brother.โ
Hazelโs anger flared in random directions. She had been the favored one all her life: wealth, her parentsโ love, the envy of others. Now those comforts slipped through her fingers like water, no matter how she grasped.
Everyone around her treated her as if she were invisible, while the center had become the despised Claire.
Hazel didnโt know whether she truly loved Logan, but she knew if she couldnโt hold him, she would be pushed farther from her once-glamorous life.
Family was unreliable; if she wanted something, she had to take it. Without a glance at Ethan, she turned away, leaving with eyes full of unfamiliar hate.
On New Yearโs Eve, the variety show buzzed loudly on TV. The Bennett kids went with Edward to the Hayes house to pay respects; Margaret stayed home to entertain guests.
When Logan arrived, he saw Claire chatting and laughing with Mr. Hayes, whose face was flushed and unexpectedly happy. He stepped closer and heard them discussing National Geographic, then the differences between hard- and soft-tip brushes.
Claire wore a red sweater with a Mandarin collar; her black hair was tied in a bun, revealing a slender, fair neck. She turned, smiled at him, eyes bright.
โLogan, Mr. Hayes is so interesting.โ
Logan suddenly found Claireโฆ endearing. After leaving the Bennett house that day he would sometimes, without meaning to, catch himself remembering the faint, delicate scent sheโd had when she spoke in his ear โ subtle but memorably sweet.
Hazel sat on the couch, uneasy and prickly. Sheโd been to the Hayes house before and always avoided Mr. Hayes, thinking him stern. Now he was so close with Claire; it stung.
The little schemer scanned the room, satisfied, and slipped away. Everything was unfolding exactly as she planned.
As soon as she got home, Claire called Evan Clarke. His phone went straight to voicemail.
She didnโt know how many times Evan had picked up the phone during the vacation only to put it down again. In between studying, he stared at his phone, lost in thought. A few stray messages from Claire could keep him savoring the feeling for days. Most of the time his screen just filled with random notifications.
A boyโs eyes can only see the square sky through a dim window, but across that square sky Claireโs face crossed his mind again and again.
โClaire, I miss you so much.โ
Unfortunately, he didnโt dare send that confession to the other end. He held it in, waiting for the day he could face her openly and tell her he missed her.
On New Yearโs Eve, when every house was lit up, heโd just come back from the hospital, exhausted. He stared at the pitch-black room, couldnโt see his hand in front of his face. Cold wind slipped in through the window. Outside there were kids chattering and the smell of dinner โ but in here felt cut off from the world.
He reallyโฆ missed her. Missed her so muchโฆ he wanted to hold her.
Half asleep and unsure how long heโd dozed, someone knocked โ once, twice โ again and again.
โEvanโฆ Evanโฆโ
His eyelids were heavy, too heavy to lift.
โEvan, are you home?โ
โEvan, itโs Claire Bennett, open the door!โ
Claireโฆ Claire Bennett?
Evanโs mind snapped back. His head cleared a little and his heart raced. When he opened the door his hands were trembling.
Claire stood outside in a thick coat; her cheeks were flushed, the tip of her nose red. There was something in her eyes that looked like it could burn him alive โ was sheโฆ worried about him?
Evanโs face and ears turned scarlet. Claire reached out and felt his forehead; he had a fever.
Before Claire could scold him, a burning, warm embrace wrapped her up. Evan bowed his head and pressed his forehead to hers, letting out a happy little sound.
He had finally, finally held her.
Claire froze. His voice was husky; he nuzzled her hair and murmured, half-faint, โClaire, you smell so good.โ
There was a sweet scent on his breath and in his hair that made him burn hotter โ the kind of alluring perfume usually only noticed in intimate moments. In short, something was off with Evan, and it was a little alarming.
โOkay, Evan, Iโll give you some cold medicine.โ
Evan wouldnโt let go of Claire. Then he laughed softly, in a way that sounded teasing, and Claire felt a warm flutter.
โNow that youโre here, donโt even think about leaving, Claire.โ
Days of longing that Evan had shoved down finally overflowed; he kept saying her name over and over.
Claire was stunned โ beneath that pure exterior, this guy was sly.
โTake the medicine!โ
Claire quickly handed him the fever medicine. Sheโd slipped out to his place while her parents were at friendsโ for mahjong.
โNo! I want you to feed me.โ
Evanโs face flushed deeper; his voice went soft and childish.
โFeed you how? With my mouth?โ
Claire snapped back, half-irritated, half-amused. This kid was getting cocky.
To her surprise, Evan actually considered it. He blushed hard and nodded, whispering, โYou canโฆโ
Claire tapped his head, then handed him the water and sat on the nearby stool, fuming but playing along. Evan grew bolder.
A small smile curled his lips; the emptiness that had been inside him felt filled.
Is there anything more fun than teasing Claire Bennett?
Because it was late, Evan had Claire sleep in his bed while he took his fatherโs.
The next day, when Claire slipped back to the Bennett household, she ran straight into Logan Hayes arriving for New Year greetings.
โOn the first day of the year, lucky star shines โ Logan, you really glow.โ
Claire pretended sheโd just been out for a morning run and bumped into Logan, tossing off a few half-hearted compliments.
Logan didnโt respond. Claire kept on: โWith that handsome face, youโre blessed, Logan โ a real little genius.โ
Logan frowned. Claire went on, more blunt: โDog poop with dog poop, Loganโs not ugly.โ
Logan found the insult from Claireโs mouth increasingly distasteful and left in a huff.
Claire breathed out โ this trick always worked to divert attention. Now nobody would worry about where sheโd gone.
She followed Logan into the house, calling loudly as they walked, โIโm a little foggy after my run, Logan, donโt be mad at me!โ
Now the whole Bennett household would believe Claire had been out jogging; sheโd conveniently โforgetโ to mention the foggy brain part.
Lately, Hazel had been acting different โ more sensible, more obedient.
โSis, Iโll clean your room.โ
โSis, Iโll cut you some fruit.โ
โSis, Iโllโฆโ
Claire accepted everything, and Hazel froze.
Why wasnโt Hazel following the usual playbook? Wasnโt she supposed to decline so later she could pout that she wanted to help and Claire wouldnโt allow it?
Claire smiled and urged her on.
โLittle sisterโs getting so mature.โ
Margaret Bennett beamed; Edward smiled quietly; Hazelโs mother smirked like sheโd won.
While the parents smiled, Hazel went to wash Claireโs fruit.
Visiting relatives over the holidays was exhausting; the Bennetts were no exception. Some relatives were particularly insufferable.
Ethan watched his cousinโs son, Andrew, with a grim look that said he wasnโt happy.
โEthan, I heard your finals slipped again.โ
Twelve-year-old Andrew loved acting like a little adult and delighted in taunting his older brother.
Ethan tried not to engage and kept playing his game.
โYou keep playing games, youโll ruin your future.โ
โIf you ask me, youโre just not motivated.โ
Andrew jabbered on and on; Ethanโs expression turned sour. Every year this cousin annoyed him.
Hearing the noise, Claire sat on the couch and joined Ethanโs game.
โYouโre that Claire Bennett, one of the top in the city? Donโt be like your brother, ruin your life with games.โ
Claire rolled her eyes without looking up.
โWhat my brother does is his business. Do whatever you want; no one needs your critique.โ
She raised a lazy brow, yawned, and draped her hand over Ethanโs shoulder like she was protecting a chick.
Ethan blushed at the sudden affection. He was the school tough guy โ and he almost lost his temper โ but Claireโs harmless smile and shining eyes instantly calmed him.
โI want to be your brother too!โ Andrew said enthusiastically. He liked talented people and wanted Claireโs study tips.
โI only have one brother โ Ethan. Arenโt youโฆ a cousin?โ
Claireโs frank manner silenced Andrew. Ethan felt a jolt.
Growing up, Hazel had always treated the younger kids well, no matter who they were. Even when Ethan struggled at school and was criticized by their parents, Hazel would just smile and enjoy their praise. He hadnโt felt that doting affection in a long time.
And Claire saying she had only one brother โ Ethan โ warmed something inside him. Maybe this sister wasnโt so bad.
โNonsense. Ethanโs never called you sister. He only has eyes for Hazel,โ Andrew sniffed, looking for something to needle Claire with.
Claire froze; her eyes brimmed and turned red. Without another word, she left.
โIโll get a glass of water,โ she mumbled.
Watching her go, Ethan felt a tightness in his chest โ and a little guilt. On impulse he followed her into the kitchen and found Claire wiping away tears.
โWhat are you doing here?โ
Claire hurried to wipe her eyes.
โI came to see you.โ
She put on a wounded look, but inside she was secretly thrilled โ being the sweet sister had its perks.
โAndrew was right. Maybe I overthink things. Youโve never really treated me like a sister.โ
Claire shook her head, teary-eyed, and stared at Ethan. He felt awful.
โIโฆ.โ
โSisโฆ.โ
Ethanโs voice was tiny, barely audible. Claire stepped closer.
โWhat did you say? I didnโt hearโฆโ
Ethan rolled his eyes, then forced himself again.
โSisโฆโ
Claire burst into a little pleased laugh โ she looked delighted.
โI still like being calledโฆ sister.โ
Eager, she encouraged him. โSisterโฆโ
She ruffled his hair and patted his head. โSuch a good little brother.โ
Ethan had thought heโd be embarrassed, but instead he liked it.
Before he could process it, Claire hummed a tune and skipped away.
Actually, Claire made a pretty good sister.
Ethan grinned.
Claireโs holiday had been smooth; relatives had praised her until she was practically the model child.
โThis kid has been clever since she was little.โ
A relative gushed. Claire shot back without mercy.
โSister-in-law, wasnโt I only brought back this year? Werenโt you only married in this year?โ
The sister-in-lawโs smile froze.
โHa ha ha, this kid, always something to sayโฆโ
Claire proudly noted sheโd been feisty since childhood.
Classes officially resumed on the eleventh day of the first lunar month. Edward drove Claire to school himself.
โStudy hard, keep it up. Make us proud, Claire.โ
Claire thought the pep talk was over-the-top. Then she replied, โOkay, Dad. I wonโt let you down.โ
Just inside the school Claire ran into Evan, who had arrived late.
โYou didnโt do well this time.โ
Evan was still first, but this exam result was far below his true ability.
He nodded slightly. His usually handsome features looked hollow and strained; something about him was off.
โWhatโs wrong?โ
Claire felt it too โ Evan wasnโt himself.
On the stair landing she stopped him as if she could see into his heart.
โMy dadโฆ got a notice that heโs critically ill.โ
Evanโs lashes trembled. His jacket rose slightly, hiding his trembling throat and parched lips, leaving only his sharp nose and striking eyes. He kept his head down so you couldnโt read his expression.
But Claire knew. He was hurting โ profoundly hurting.
โEvan, treat him. Get him treated. Donโt worry about money โ I have lots and Iโll give it to you.โ
Evan looked up at Claire. Tears brimmed and his eyes turned red.
The bell rang โ loud enough to hurt Claireโs ears โ but she still heard him say it.
โThereโs no cure.โ
Evan said it could not be cured.
He finished speaking and walked off by himself. The winter wind bit colder than usual, and under the warm streetlights his silhouette looked so lone, like he could disappear at any moment. The breeze shook leaves down, and they fell around him.
Claire froze for a long time, then resolutely followed.
She thought: Evan is only eighteen.
In class, Evan kept reading and taking notes, but he was colder than beforeโas if he were holding back a river of grief in his chest, determined that no one should notice his shame or sorrow.
The world around them went on, loud and obliviousโflirting and teasing, weekend plans, heated debates over homework, kids gossiping about teachers.
But that bustle didnโt belong to him. He drifted outside of it, alone and without warmth.
A warm hand suddenly reached across the desk and squeezed Evanโs under the table, passing him a slip of paper.
โAfter class, can I take you to the hospital?โ
Evan didnโt answer. After a moment he had another note in his hand.
โI donโt want you to be alone.โ
Still no answer.
Claire wasnโt upset. After class she cornered him in the bathroom.
โEvan, let me be with you. Whatever happens.โ
In the stairwell, Evan stopped with his back to her, eyes reddening again.
People said he was cursedโa bringer of misfortune whoโd killed his mother, then his father. Once he didnโt believe it, but as family after family was ripped away, he had to consider the possibility that he was a jinx.
He refused to do anything that might put Claire in danger.
โNo need.โ
Evanโs voice choked.
โDonโt push me awayโฆ Evan.โ
He turned, gave a small smileโClaireโs face was bright and lovelyโbut heโd made up his mind to push her away.
Light had no place in his life; he couldnโt let it be dimmed by him. He wanted her to live fullyโthe breeze, the moonlight, the sun and starsโnot have her happiness sanded down by even the hint of his hurt.
โClaire, stop being sentimental.โ
Before she could react, he left. His desk moved away from hers.
Rumors rippled through the class; nobody knew what had happened. Maybe the wealthy girl had grown bored and wanted a change.
โHeโs probably bored of her.โ
โEven if heโs handsome and smart, heโs not worthy of the Bennett family.โ
โYeahโฆโ
Claire heard that and felt a knot in her chest. But she had a sharper instinct than most and a cooler headโshe knew Evan must have reasons, and pestering him wouldnโt help.
โEnough. Can you keep it down? Havenโt you ever seen a couple argue?โ she snapped.
The chatter died down, and in the back Evanโs ears turned faintly pink.
Even when sheโd said harsh things, Claire couldnโt actually hurt himโshe defended him.
His face looked pale, his features painfully arresting. Fate had a dark sense of humor: it made him watch the ones he loved slip away time and again, and now it forced him to push away the girl he cared for most.
Evan gave a bitter little smile.
If there were a god, he hoped that god would keep her safe and grant her peace year after year. Even if he remained in darkness, heโd be grateful.
Unfavored by gods, he still wished theyโd favor her.
Lanterns hung everywhere for the Lantern Festival; streets and shops buzzed with families celebrating and watching lion dances, admiring the moon, and admiring lanterns.
After eating tangyuan, Claire returned for evening study but couldnโt find Evan. A bad feeling rose in her chest.
She hurried to ask Ms. Parker for leave, went to the hospital, to Evanโs homeโno sign of him. She searched everywhere and couldnโt locate him.
At school the next morning he was back in his seat. The room filled with whispers and scornful looks aimed at him.
โHe came to class the day after his dad diedโhow heartless.โ
โHe didnโt even cry. Must have been waiting for it.โ
โThey say heโs a jinxโkilled his mom, killed his dad.โ
โYeahโฆ Iโd be scared to be in the same class.โ
The voices, even hushed, gathered like a roaring flood. Claire understood then: Evanโs father had died last night.
On a night when the whole world celebrated, the boy had lost his family forever.
Claire rapped the desk, cold and impatient.
โYouโre disturbing my studying. Quiet.โ
The noise shrank, and when the bell rang the class finally fell silent.
Evan stayed at his desk the whole day, head bent over books, blocking out everythingโacting as if nothing had happened.
A month passed like this. The gossip only got worse, relentless. But Claire knew betterโEvan wasnโt what they said.
After school, when it was still early, Claire grabbed her bag and left, but she followed Evan anyway.
Night fell. His small roomโs light stayed off; under the weak moon she saw him curled on the bed, clutching a scarf and a framed photo.
โIโll forget youโฆ but I donโt want to forget, and I canโt.โ
By day he could fake strengthโheโd promised his father heโd stay in school. At night he was a wounded creature, licking his wounds alone.
Lately heโd find himself staring at Claireโs back in class, noticing the small things she didโthe brief talks, the tiny smiles, the irritated frowns, the trips to the bathroom or snack runs. He held the scarf like it still carried her scent.
A knock interrupted his thoughts. Evan smoothed himself and opened the door to see the girl he thought of morning and night. Before she could even react, Claire grabbed his collar and kissed him.
His face flushed, eyes rimmed in red; his heart suddenly pounded. His body burned with a fever. His already-handsome features seemed to blaze.
Claire had never seen Evan so fragileโtears the size of beads fell, wetting his long lashes.
She had never seen him ready to breakโso she pressed her kiss harder.
Evan melted into it, but he knew he ought to push her away.
โClaireโฆโ
He turned away from the kiss, his face growing solemn.
โIโm a jinx, you know?โ
Claireโs anger broke into a laugh.
โSo what? Evan, youโre missing me.โ
He froze, not sure whether to follow his heart or something else.
โLife and death are fate. Evan, your parentsโ passing is not your fault. They wanted you to be happy.โ
Claire stroked his face, wiping his tears.
โEvan, donโt decide things for me. I want you to stand at the top, shining. Then come and marry me.โ
โEvan, the gods may not favor you, but I favor you.โ
โEvan, I told you Iโll wait.โ
Each word was soft and relentless. Evanโs heart had already softened.
Unloved by the heavens, a light came to him insteadโher lightโtelling him to rise, to shine, to marry her.
โKiss me, Evan.โ
No one knew how fast his heart raced.
His body burned; through fabric his heated lips found the girl he lovedโrestrained and wild all at once.
From that moment, his world had but one god.
Two years later, when the international physics competition results were announced, the school eruptedโEvan had brought home a long-awaited gold for the country.
Overnight, it seemed everyone adored him. Media clamored. Classmates suddenly claimed how close theyโd been. A speech video resurfaced: the pale, composed boy at the podium, cool and magneticโan internet sensation, spawning legions of fans.
Evan refused all interviews. June rains fell on City B like a heavy, hot shroud.
In the suburban cemetery he stood under a black umbrella, rain pelting around him. Silent and still, heโd borne misunderstanding and silence for two years.
No one knew that on that Lantern Festival night, an eighteen-year-old had watched the lights and stood with his dead. The rain thickened. He placed a simple bouquet of daisies, the umbrella shielding his eyes but revealing his straight nose and thin lips.
โMom, Dad, donโt worry about me. Becauseโฆ I met an angel.โ
Rain ticked. Tears or rain soaked his lashes; he smiled faintly.
The world cheered for him now, but the ones he wanted to tell were gone, never to clap for him again.
Outside the cemetery a girl had been waiting a long time.
โYou didnโt let them down, Evan.โ
Hearing that, his nose stung. He shook his headโhe hadnโt done enough.
Heโd promised Claire heโd stand at the top and shine.
After the award, Evan was recruited into a research program and quietly left to join development work. Claire had known heโd been studying coding and algorithms all these years; his performance at the competition was outstanding.
His future was blinding.
And she would wait.
Besides, it was time to deliver the final boxed meals to the heroine, and Claire chose to pursue higher studies in education.
Her parents had objected when she picked this major, but she followed the original heroineโs heart. The Bennett family had heirs for the family businessโHazelโbut Claire wanted to be an educator, to repair the regrets of the original life and teach kids the value of learning.
Hazel, meanwhile, squandered her artistic talent, hiding her reckless lifestyle from their parents.
As the Bennetts doted more on Claire, Hazel grew more restless, and Logan Hayes was the only handhold Claire could grasp.
On the graduation trip, Claire, Hazel, and their friends went to a hot-spring resort and settled into villas.
Logan made all the accommodation arrangements.
โAfter we soak in the springs, letโs do a barbecueโmake our own food,โ Claire suggested. The other second-generation kids agreed; an open-air barbecue sounded fun.
At the resort, Claire slipped into a floral bikini. Her impressive figure, increasingly pale fine skin, and cheeks just flushed made the guys present all lose their composure.
Logan stole another look. After spending these past few years with Claire Bennett, heโd actually realizedโฆthis fiancée of his wasnโt so bad.
Claire stretched when she reached Logan, arching just enough to show a sliver of a delicate waist.
โSee you later, Logan,โ she said, smiling at him so sweetly his ears flushed and his Adamโs apple bobbed. He nodded.
Claire noticed Hazel Bennettโs dark glare out of the corner of her eye, but she only lifted the corner of her mouth and turned away.
For years sheโd cultivated the image of the perfect fiancée for Loganโso convincing that even Logan couldnโt read her true thoughts. Heโd quietly convinced himself she genuinely cared for him.
While Claire soaked in the hot spring, Hazel sidled over, wearing a floral bikini that added to her allure in the steaming pool.
โSis, what do you think of my husband?โ Hazelโs eyes were dull as she asked, applying lotion to her skin.
โI like him very much. Heโs everything to me.โ Claire sounded like a lovesick girlโeasy to read, disarmingly guileless. Some people are born to pry at hearts, to lay traps and lie without blushing.
Hazelโs smile widened as she dabbed on rose-scented oil. โWhatโs that scent? Itโs so good.โ
Claire humored her. Hazel said casually, โItโs called Soul-Stealer.โ
Yesโsheโd use that scent to steal your fiancéeโs soul, to make him run wild over Hazel Bennett.
The thought made Hazel delight in herself. She smiled with a sweeter tilt.
โYouโve got taste, sis,โ Claire said as she stood, smiling, already looking forward to the little drama about to unfold.
Hazel had no idea Claire had predicted every step of her scheme. Staring into the abyss meant the abyss would stare back.
That night after the barbecue, everyone had drunk more than enough at Hazelโs suggestion and staggered tipsily.
Logan suddenly felt a flush of heat through his body. He felt feverishโthen his hand brushed something cool and soft.
A pair of hands, featherlight and without stiffness, steadied him and guided him toward a plush bed. The room was hot; the womanโs body against his was cool and soft, kissing him with desperate force.
โClaire?โ Logan mumbled, half-conscious, moving with her. The woman paused, then resumed, pantingโher breath dragging him deeper into desire.
He didnโt hear Claireโs voice.
โHusband, husbandโฆโ came a womanโs whisper, triumphant and delighted. She finally had Claire Bennettโs man. Even if the price was her own body, it was worth it.
Hazel thrilled at the thought of Claireโs misery. The idea made her body respond more eagerly.
At the crack of the door, the woman who should have been passed out looked uncommonly calm. Claire watched the two inside with a cold, strange composure, a small victorious curl at the corner of her mouth.
Tonight, Hazel would pay for her greed and choices.
The next morning, a scream ripped through the villa, waking the hungover crowd.
โIโIโฆhow could this happen? Logan, youโre Claireโs fiancéeโthis was my first timeโฆโ The woman wailed, miserable. Logan looked stunnedโlast night it had seemed like Claire. And she had been the one kissing him.
Something about it felt off to Logan, but a hangover fog clouded his thoughts.
Word reached both parents in no time. When the Bennetts and the Hayes showed up, the scene turned painfully awkward.
Mrs. Bennett stared at Hazel, tearful and shaken, while Claire stood pale but composed. Mrs. Bennett felt tornโboth girls looked injured by this fiasco.
โMom, sis, Iโm sorryโthis wasnโt on purposeโฆโ Hazel sobbed. Mrs. Bennettโs heart broke further; she stepped forward to comfort her.
โYouโre not to blame, my good girl,โ she murmured.
The Hayes parents scolded Logan and scrambled to figure out how to make amends to the Bennetts.
โMom, will I never be able to marry?โ Hazel cried, but inside she was quietly triumphantโthis would make her Loganโs wife and reduce Claire to a scandalous joke.
โThis is our fault. Logan, havenโt you always liked Hazel?โ Loganโs mother said, though she disliked the idea. But practical minds sought the easiest fix.
โWe owe Claire an apology. You should marry Hazel,โ Mr. Hayes urged.
Logan felt his chest tighten. This had once been his dreamโand now he hesitated.
But things had gone too far to back out.
โClaire, IโฆI'm sorry,โ he said, stepping forward, words dying in his throat.
Hazelโs cries grew louder behind him. โLogan, Iโm sorry, sorry, itโs all my faultโฆโ she kept repeating, trying to contain her glee.
Claire suddenly walked up to her and cut her off coldly. โHazel, how shameless can you be?โ
Everyone froze. Claire was the victim hereโwasnโt Hazel supposed to be innocent?
โIf it werenโt for Aunt Zhang, who cleaned up the yard and filmed what she saw, I mightโve believed you,โ Claire said.
Hazel blinked. Aunt Zhang?
Claire had called for the cleaner, a woman who usually stayed in the background.
โIt was a mess in the yard last night. I came to clean, and by the kitchen window I saw Miss Hazel slipping something into the drinks,โ Aunt Zhang said in a steady voice. โLater, everyone was drunkโI saw Miss Hazel help Mr. Hayes insideโฆโ
Her voice was soft, but everyone fell silent. Could this really have been an act staged by Hazel?
โNo way, Claire, youโre framing me!โ Hazel hissed, furious. If there was no proof, sheโd deny it until it stuck.
โThereโs video,โ Aunt Zhang said, pulling out her phone. The crowd gasped when they saw the footage.
Hazel had been a remarkably good actress.
Mrs. Bennett watched the video over and over: Claire unconscious, Logan drugged, Hazel the only clear-headed one, Hazel helping Logan awayโฆand the little smile at the corner of her mouth. She couldnโt believe her daughter could be so calculatingโstealing her sisterโs fiancé, using her body and then blaming her sister. Yet the evidence was undeniable.
She felt guilty for having pitied Hazel earlier and overlooked Claire. Claire had loved Logan so much. Mrs. Bennett stepped toward her younger daughter, who had always been the strong, hard-working oneโthe bright, smiling daughter whose eyes always sparkled.
โClaireโฆโ she whispered.
Claireโs eyes were rimmed in red. โMom, Iโm in so much pain,โ she finally let herself cry, and the emotion made everyone else sympathize with her. Their looks toward Hazel turned to contempt.
Hazel lunged toward Logan, eyes wide with fear. โLogan, you have to believe meโit wasnโt me.โ
Logan stared at Hazel, the warmth draining from his gaze. The innocent, piano-playing girl who used to play Twinkle Twinkle to cheer him was goneโwhat stood before him felt like a stranger.
Perhaps he had been fooling himself all along. Sheโd long ago lost herself in greed and jealousy.
Claire moved toward Logan step by step, wiping her tears and forcing a smile. โLogan, I donโt blame you. I wonโt cling to you anymore.โ
Logan tried to speak but felt a faint ache in his chest. He remembered the girl in the conservatory by the rosesโthe bright, triumphant smile like a mischievous fox. Now she looked drained, petals wilted and face drained of color.
Heโd had no chance to understand his feelings before he was about to lose her.
โLogan, letโs call off the engagement. No debts between us,โ Claire said softly, smiled, and turned away.
Hazelโs little performance had reached its peak.
From then on, Hazel couldnโt stay in the Bennett household. Mr. Bennett sent her abroad for school and severed ties. The engagement between Claire and Logan was annulled. Feeling guilty, Logan gave Claire a sizable compensation, which she donated in full to educational charities.
By the early 2020s, Claire had become a respected educator and philanthropist.
On TV, a Chinese teamโs self-developed AI program had just won an international prize, a breakthrough that made headlines. At the awards, the team leaderโs jaw-dropping looks and cool, unattainable aura set the internet buzzingโhe gained a legion of fansโbut his acceptance speech left people puzzled.
โI finally stand on top. I hope she can see me.โ His striking face and cool voice froze Claire in front of the screen.
It was himโher teenage crush, Evan Clarke.
On a rainy night years earlier, Claire had just washed her hair when someone knocked on her apartment door. Standing there was a man in a black jacket, collar up, a black umbrella in hand. His eyes shone like starsโburning, unable to hide the heat beneath.
Heโd matured into a confident, handsome man. Only his eyes had changed the mostโfull of hunger, longing, and possessiveness. A few strands of dark hair fell over his smooth forehead, adding a dangerous edge.
โClaire, Iโm here to keep my promise,โ he said.
The next moment, Claire was swept up in a hot embrace. Evan Clarke had become a wolfโhe lifted her in one strong motion.
โYou still have a chance to back out, Claireโฆโ he murmured.
Years of restrained longing, the long days buried in research and dataโhis only comforts were the rare memories of walking beside her. No one knew how much heโd missed her, how many nights he had dreamed of being tangled with her, how she had been the focus of all his desire and jealousyโespecially toward the man named Logan.
He had waited. Now he stood at the top, shiningโand finally closer to her.
"Do as you wish, Evan."
Claire Bennett slipped off her coat, revealing a slender waist, and smiled at Evan Clarke. One hand lifted his chin; her eyes were at once bewitching and pure.
The air filled with a heady, intoxicating scent.
Evan's lips trembled, his ears flushed. Heat flushed his whole body. He bowed his head with a reverent, aching tenderness and kissed every inch of her skin, loving her in the night just like in his dreamsโagain and againโlistening to the soft, winding music of her beneath him.
The usually cool, distant man tilted his head back slightly; even his passion looked impossibly handsome. Sweat beaded down the line of his abs, and the man who always seemed so ascetic had finally let his guard down, giving himself over completely.
He closed his eyes slowly; sweat dampened his lashes, and a single tear trailed down with it.
At last, he had the light from the year he was eighteen โ the dream he'd chased his whole life.
His goddess, Claire Bennett.
22
In this life, Claire and Evan stayed by each other's sides, each achieving in their own fields. Evan became one of the most influential scientists, and their love story was told and retold.
Sunlight poured through the window and fell across the man's face as he lay in a rocking chair, having had a long dream.
On the brink of death, Evan's mind filled with the smile of the girl from when he was eighteen.
"Claire, if there's a next lifeโ"
At the same moment, Claire woke up in the space.
"Ding dong!
Congratulations, host. Task completed. Would you like to open the next world?"
"Open it."