Second Chances: I Studied, I Struck Back

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Second Chances: I Studied, I Struck Back

Soft, sensuous music drifted from the lavish villa, and in the hush of night it made the muffled sounds coming from inside even more intoxicating. Behind the closed door, two people were tangled together, and whatever scene was playing out sounded intense.

Through the crack in the door, Claire Bennett watched with a calm face as the two flushed figures on the bed moved in a private, rapt bliss. One was her conniving "sister," the other her fiancรฉ. Both lost in it.

Claire smiled, sweet and satisfied. This decadent tableau was exactly what she had wanted.

Finally… this day had come.

01 Claire Bennett had transmigrated into a novel โ€” a glittering family drama about a fake heiress and the woman who supposedly stole her life.

This story is so melodramatic it couldโ€™ve been spit out by a soap operaโ€”like a modern-day switched-at-birth tale that makes you click your tongue in disbelief.

"Crispy Corner" went into "Merry Cafรฉ’s" "Merry"โ€”the โ€œmeiโ€ of elegance.

Hazel Bennett and the original girl were born in the same hospital on the same day. Hazelโ€™s mother, unable to raise her, swapped Hazel and the other baby, calling it โ€œgiving her a better life.โ€ They painted it as a saintly act of maternal loveโ€ฆyeah, right.

For more than a decade, Hazel grew up as a pampered heiress in luxury while the other girl was branded a country bumpkin, neglected and abused by the woman who raised her, turning her into someone standoffish and withdrawn.

Later, Hazelโ€™s birth mother missed her so much she went to work as a housekeeper in Hazelโ€™s home, doting over Hazel with obsessive care. That imbalance shredded the other girlโ€™s sense of fairness.

One day, the other girlโ€™s real mother discovered by accident that the babies had been swapped. She reclaimed her biological daughterโ€”but, unwilling to give up the girl sheโ€™d raised for years, she left Hazel with them despite Hazelโ€™s protests.

Claire Bennett arrivedโ€”well-timedโ€”with that exact moment of the swap being corrected.

"System, what were the original girl’s unfulfilled wishes?"

"She wanted revenge against Hazel Bennett and the male lead, Logan Hayes; to find true love; andโ€ฆto study hard."

After the switchback, everyone still favored Hazel. Her biological parents, her brotherโ€”even the woman who had raised the other girlโ€”kept favoring Hazel. Hazelโ€™s fiancรฉ, Logan Hayes, was Hazelโ€™s childhood friend, and the other girl, without even realizing it, became a stumbling block in their romance.

Hazel publicly acted sympathetic but quietly used tears and a helpless act to hoover up everyoneโ€™s affection, gradually pushing the other girl away. She even maintained a boundaryless friendship with Logan despite him being engagedโ€”calling it โ€œjust friends.โ€

In the end, prompted by Hazel, Logan coldly betrayed the other girlโ€™s feelings, schemed to take a share of the Bennettsโ€™ company, dumped the other girl, and ended up happily with Hazelโ€”the sweet, innocent heroine.

The other girl was crushed socially, sank into depression, and was shipped abroad by the family like a problemโ€”she committed suicide.

Nobody truly loved her all her life. When she left, the looks on their faces were only contempt and indifference.

As for studying hardโ€ฆClaire guessed the original girl had once enjoyed learning, but after realizing she was an heiress, she lost herself and gave up studying. Regret was likely why sheโ€™d wanted to make amends.

"Donโ€™t worry. This life Iโ€™ll make you live for yourself."

02

Claire was doing calculus while wearing a face mask, studying her reflection. The original girl had inherited strong genes from her birth parentsโ€”delicate features, tallโ€”but her skin was darker and her temperament less refined than the pampered Hazelโ€™s.

The Fey had a technique to cleanse the body and renew the complexion; with time, Claire could remake this body. But there were more important things now. If Hazel was a white-flower facade green teaโ€”sweet on the outside, toxic withinโ€”Claire would take that path and leave Hazel nowhere to hide.

Morning light seeped through the tall windows, touching a corner of the villa. Claire had risen early, bustling in the kitchen, seeming industrious.

When Margaret Bennett came downstairs she found the recently returned daughter busy at work.

To her, this girl was neither unfamiliar nor truly known. Guiltily, Margaret felt more remorse than maternal warmth. Affection wasnโ€™t rebuilt in a day, and this child didnโ€™t much care for Hazelโ€ฆ "Mom, youโ€™re up."

Claire smiled shyly; when she said "Mom" there was a flicker of fear and awkwardness, but her tone couldnโ€™t hide genuine warmth. She set dishes on the tableโ€”aromatic, colorful, appetizing.

Margaret watched the girlโ€™s timid, eager-to-please manner and felt something stir.

"Claire, you made so much. Arenโ€™t you tired?"

"No, Mom. Iโ€™ve always been like this since I was little. Itโ€™s nothingโ€ฆ"

Claire played the part of grateful, worried-for-rejection child. "I just wanted you to taste food I cooked. I was afraid it might not suit you."

Claire watched Margaretโ€™s expression shift from surprise to a tender pity and knew sheโ€™d touched the right chord. Right now, Margaret felt more guilt than affection for the child sheโ€™d reclaimed; as long as Claire used that pity, sheโ€™d be cherished.

"Youโ€™ve suffered, child."

Margaret reached over and stroked Claireโ€™s head, guilt twisting her heart. This biological daughter didnโ€™t hurl accusationsโ€”she acted small and carefulโ€”and Margaret felt worse.

"Itโ€™s fine, Mom. Iโ€™m already happy."

Claire didnโ€™t overplay it. When the rest of the Bennetts assembled, she didnโ€™t make a fuss.

"Mom, did we hire a new cook? This tastes awful," Ethan Bennett said in a lazy, bullying toneโ€”definitely a school tough-guy.

"This was made by meโ€ฆ" Claireโ€™s voice was soft, hard to read.

Ethan looked up. The dark-skinned girl at the table stared back with big eyes that ignited an inexplicable flare of anger in him. If it werenโ€™t for her, why would his sister have left so upset?

"You made this? No wonder itโ€™s terribleโ€” even pigs wouldnโ€™t touch itโ€ฆ"

His words were cut off by Margaretโ€™s look; she nodded at Claire to reassure her.

"Itโ€™s fine, sweetie. Itโ€™s really good."

Claireโ€™s eyes watered and she bowed her head, smiling gratefully at Margaret while internally smirking. Sheโ€™d done it on purpose: not because she couldnโ€™t cook, but because this gave her a handy emotional play. If you watch someone work hard to become competent for your sake, arenโ€™t you more likely to be moved?

"Go on, everyone eat," Edward Bennett intervened, smoothing things over. He was too busy with the companyโ€™s affairs to care for household drama. The biological daughter was harmless if unremarkableโ€”neither loved nor disliked. His idea of mercy was to find her a decent family to ease his conscience.

After the tense meal, Claire put down her cutlery and faced the family directly.

"Dad, Mom, thereโ€™s something I want to discussโ€”about Hazel."

Claireโ€™s darker face held a timid look. Before she could finish, Ethan leapt up cursing and pointed at her.

"Claire, donโ€™t act ungrateful. What are you trying to do to my sister?"

He wanted to continue and say worse, but Margaret stopped him. Her gaze toward Claire turned guarded, though she wore a calm face.

"Claire, Hazelโ€™s already had a hard timeโ€ฆ"

Margaretโ€™s eyes glistened. She regarded the girl at the table like a stranger.

"I think you misunderstood me," Claire said, voice steady. "I mean, bring Hazel back here."

Pain filled Claireโ€™s eyes. A tear trembled but refused to fall; she stared at Margaret and Ethan like that.

For a moment neither of them knew what to say. Margaret had already arranged for Hazel to stay in another villa, planning to bring her back when the time was right. When Claire volunteered Hazelโ€™s return, sheโ€™d assumed Claire had other motivesโ€”this wasnโ€™t what she expected.

"Dad, Mom, brother, I know how much you love Hazel. Even if itโ€™s hard for meโ€ฆ"

Claire lowered her head, masking her discomfort with a show of anguish. "But I canโ€™t bear to see you unhappy."

The Bennetts were stunned. Claire straightened and, face streaked with tears, managed a small smile.

"If Mom and Dad are happy, then Iโ€™m happy too."

Margaretโ€™s heart clenched. The childโ€™s thoughtfulness was heartbreaking. For Hazelโ€™s sake, she could make concessions.

"You silly thingโ€ฆthank you."

In her previous life Claire had refused to let Hazel return, even threatening suicide because she knew that if Hazel came back, any shred of love sheโ€™d beg for would disappear forever. She was terrified and clung desperately to scraps of pity. In the end, even with every scheme tried, Hazelโ€™s tears won out and Margaret brought her backโ€”then blamed Claire for being immature.

So now Claire decided to yield outwardly. Better to retreat and win pity than to fight. Sheโ€™d stack the odds and blindside Hazel when the time came.

03

When Margaret happily told Hazel the good news, Ethan felt sour. Seeing Claire, who didnโ€™t fit in with the house, only stoked an unnamed ire.

"Come here."

Ethan looked at the so-called biological sister with a curt tone.

"Claire, what do you actually want?"

Claireโ€™s face shifted from sorrow to something unreadableโ€”calm and precise in a way that unsettled him.

"Ethan, admit it. Youโ€™re biased against me."

She spoke slowly. "To be exactโ€”you dislike me."

Each word landed like a needle. Ethanโ€™s ears burned. He did hate herโ€”how could he not? Wasnโ€™t she the reason the family ended up this way?

He opened his mouth but couldnโ€™t retort. As he hesitated, someone elseโ€”someone who had intended to leaveโ€”stopped, turned, and with a sad, self-mocking tone and a single tear in his eye said, "Arenโ€™t I a victim too? Maybe I donโ€™t deserve to be loved."

By the time Ethan processed it, the figure was already walking away, leaving only a retreating silhouette.

04 When Claire Bennett chose to go to the public school, the whole Bennett household was shocked. Public school was tougher and more challenging. In her previous life Claire had been misled by Hazel Bennett into attending an elite international school, where she was bullied, laughed at, her studies ruined, and her spirit crushedโ€”while Hazel thrived there despite mediocre grades, surrounded by admirers, putting on a nauseating onstage romance every day.

This time, Claire had no intention of going back to that gilded nightmare. It was toxic, and it would ruin her focus.

A villainess who doesnโ€™t actually study isnโ€™t a real cunning social climber.

But when she ran into Logan Hayes and Hazel at the school, Claire almost lost it.

โ€œClaire, youโ€™re avoiding me on purpose.โ€

Under the sun, the two of them in designer clothes looked perfectly matchedโ€”hands intertwined, the picture of a golden couple.

Claire, however, preferred oversized, ordinary athletic wear. It felt real.

Logan had seen Claire beforeโ€”at their engagement ceremony months earlierโ€”so this wasnโ€™t their first meeting. They were technically engaged. Compared to the shyness and restraint of that last encounter, Claire this time barely acknowledged him.

โ€œLogan, could you stop being so full of yourself?โ€

Claire rolled her eyes, glanced at their clasped hands, then rolled her eyes again as if it still wasnโ€™t enough.

โ€œSis, donโ€™t decide things like this just because youโ€™re avoiding us,โ€ Hazel said, eyes brimming with tears, looking terribly aggrieved.

โ€œHazel, Iโ€™ll have Mom and Dad take you back home if you want. Iโ€™ll give you my fiancรฉ. Iโ€™ll give you my parents. Whatever you want, you can have it.

Justโ€”donโ€™t mess with my stuff.โ€

With that, Claire ignored the two of them and walked off.

She had her reasons for not attending the elite school.

The social standing between kids at public and elite schools wasnโ€™t that different, but public school was better for studying. The atmosphere was healthierโ€”everything was based on your own merit, unlike the elite school, which was full of fluff and prioritized family connections. It tolerated less; family background always came first.

And besidesโ€ฆ Hazel loved stealing peopleโ€™s boyfriends. Claire would hand them the chance to fall for each otherโ€”let the sparks fly and things get serious.

Maybe her old-life Hazel would sneer, but this Hazel, whoโ€™d grown used to life as a wealthy heiress and suddenly discovered she was a fraud, wouldnโ€™t be able to keep up her prim-and-proper act. That would be entertaining.

On her way to class, Claire noticed that everyone seemed focused on studying; there was little horseplay. In the stairwell she saw a boy pass byโ€”his steps were so quick Claire only caught his profile, but it was enough.

He was a handsome boy.

She wondered if his full face was even more striking.

Before she could dwell on it, she arrived at her classroom.

During the teacherโ€™s brief intro, Claire spotted a boy sitting in the back. Head down, sunlight fell across his face; his lashes were long and thick, his features still carrying a boyish innocence that made Claireโ€™s chest feel warm.

A boy who could make a fairy lick her lips.

As she stared, he looked up. His eyes were a little lostโ€”her intense, focused gaze made him quickly look down and return to his book.

โ€œCongratulations, host. Target identified. This person is highly valuable to your objectives.โ€

Claire smirked inwardly. Of course she wanted to win him overโ€”who doesnโ€™t like a pure, beautiful boy?

Of course, years later Claire would remember this moment with bitter irony during nights when someone kept wearing her out in bed and sheโ€™d cry over her own misjudgment.

โ€œHi. Mind if I sit here?โ€

Claire smiled brightly, radiant. The boy pretended not to hear, but his faintly flushed ears betrayed him.

Claire wasnโ€™t offended; she wrote her name on a slip of paper.

[Hi, Iโ€™m Claire Bennett. Whatโ€™s your name?] She handed the note to the boy. He saw it but didnโ€™t replyโ€”he picked up a book and kept reading.

She glimpsed his notebook; the handwriting was bold and precise, and a name was written neatly.

โ€œEvan Clarke.โ€

Claire smiled and whispered, โ€œEvan, your name is so pretty.โ€

The boyโ€™s back stiffened; he didnโ€™t answer. His cool expression didnโ€™t show much, but the slight furrow in his brow revealed his confusion.

After the first class, the counselor called Claire into the office. Ms. Parker was a pleasant but stern young woman.

โ€œClaire, the principal informed me your familyโ€™s circumstances are quite privilegedโ€ฆโ€ Ms. Parker paused, then continued, โ€œThereโ€™s a student in the class, Evan Clarke. His family situation is special. Please be mindful of his dignity.โ€

Ms. Parker spoke delicately, but Claire caught the meaning: some wealthy kids could be thoughtless and hurtful without meaning to.

Claire nodded and left. In the hallway, Evanโ€™s thin figure looked particularly lonely in the September breeze.

His clothes were plainโ€”worn canvas sneakers slightly fadedโ€”yet his face was ridiculously handsome, and his clear eyes shimmered in the sun. He still looked a little embarrassed.

Claire reached for Evanโ€™s hand and walked forward. The boyโ€™s palm was slightly sweaty.

Maybe the September wind was too warm and melted the boyโ€™s composure, revealing how unsettled he actually was.

โ€œDid you hear that?โ€ Claire tilted her head to look at him; tiny beads of sweat dotted his nose, his mouth was so inviting it made her want to bite it.

โ€œYou donโ€™t have to treat me specially. Iโ€™m not that fragile.โ€

Evanโ€™s expression remained calm, as if discussing something distant; a faint smile hovered in his eyes.

โ€œOf course not.โ€

Claire turned her face toward the sunset and smiled.

โ€œTo me, my classmates are just classmates.โ€

โ€œThey shouldnโ€™t be labeled anything more than themselves.โ€

Evan didnโ€™t speak; he only nodded.

It was the first time heโ€™d heard that response. His childhood had been harshโ€”his mother died early, his father was sick, he had to work part-time to afford tuition. Relatives said he was unlucky; classmates were polite but distant.

Even if he was strong, he was only eighteen.

โ€œAnd I know Evan is amazing. You always get first on the exams.โ€

Claireโ€™s voice was gentle as a breeze; Evan relaxed. He didnโ€™t want special favorsโ€”just to be treated like a normal person. That was enough.

โ€œThanks.โ€

When the bell rang, his voice was drowned out. Claire walking ahead heard his quiet reply and turned, smiling at him.

โ€œWhat did you say, my desk mate?โ€

โ€œNothing, go back.โ€

Over time Claire discovered Evan really was exceptional. He read books unrelated to classโ€”advanced math and complex programming textsโ€”and had already mastered the textbook material.

No wonder the system told her to win him over. He was a geniusโ€”exactly the kind who played dumb but was secretly brilliant.

โ€œEvan, Iโ€™ll give you this ice cream if you teach me this problem.โ€

โ€œEvan, Iโ€™ll do the cleaning duty if you teach me this problem.โ€

โ€œEvan, teach me this problemโ€ฆโ€

Their rapport grew. Evan would sigh but set his book aside to explain problems to her.

โ€œYou have no principles, Evan.โ€

Claire grinned mischievously, like a little sprite.

โ€œYou can be bought with an ice cream.โ€

Evan just shook his head, saying nothing. Claire, of course, was shamelessly pleased with herself.

โ€œEvan, Iโ€™ll buy you ice cream if you teach me, okay?โ€

A girl from class walked over. Sheโ€™d been watching Evan and Claireโ€™s interactions and felt inexplicably peeved. Sheโ€™d once considered helping Evanโ€”sheโ€™d even talked to her dad about sponsoring himโ€”but heโ€™d refused.

And now Claire got him with one ice cream.

โ€œEvan?โ€

Evan acted as if he hadnโ€™t heard and continued reading.

โ€œDidnโ€™t hear? Evan?โ€

After several tries Evan finally looked up.

โ€œI thought you were so proud. Turns out you just like climbing to higher branches.โ€ The girl looked meaningfully between them, eyes full of scorn.

Some students gathered to watch; others thought the girl had gone too far. Classmates buzzed with gossip.

Claire stood up. Her height and presence gave her authority.

โ€œHow old are you, little sister? Need help? Taking someone by force nowโ€”is that your method?โ€

The girl had intended to save face but realized she couldnโ€™t argue, her face flushing crimson. After the bell she stormed back to her seat in embarrassed fury.

People dispersed and returned to their seats.

After everyone left, Claire scribbled something on a note and passed it to Evan.

โ€œDonโ€™t be afraid. Iโ€™ll protect you.โ€

Evan laughed in disbeliefโ€”how could he be afraid here? But still, he graciously explained one more problem to Claire.

05 After the school exam there was a holiday. Claire returned to the Bennett household. Hazel had arrived before her; the family was lively and cheerful. Ethan Bennett was the first to spot Claireโ€”who knew how long sheโ€™d stood at the door.

After some time apart, Ethan noticed his plain-looking sister had become much more attractiveโ€”her skin brighter, her bearing improved. She finally looked like one of the Bennetts. Hazel noticed the change too.

โ€œClaire, youโ€™re back.โ€

Margaret and Hazel were chatting when they saw Claire at the doorway and waved her over.

โ€œHazel says she and Logan went to school to find you.โ€

Claire already knew Hazel would mention thatโ€”and probably exaggerateโ€”so she just nodded, signaling Margaret to continue.

โ€œClaire, if you and Hazel get along, Mom will be happy.โ€

Claire didnโ€™t argue. She lowered her head and looked at her shoes.

"Mom, I can give her everything. As long as you’re happy."

After she said that, Claire Bennett’s tears fell drop by drop. She gently set down the gifts in her hands โ€” four in total, one of which belonged to Hazel Bennett.

Margaret Bennett’s chest twisted at the sight. Her daughter had been away so long, and to come back and be treated like thisโ€”she felt awful.

Margaret had been prepared to treat Claire well, but when Hazel returned crying and said Claire was targeting her, Margaret had softened. She hadn’t expectedโ€ฆ "Claireโ€ฆ Iโ€ฆ"

Before Margaret could finish, Claire wiped her tears and went back to her room. The room had once been a spare room remodeled into a bedroom: just as pretty as the others, but it was still a guest room at heart.

Inside, Claire had shed any trace of the pitiful act. Calmly, she pulled out the calculus problems Evan Clarke had left her and started working through them.

Downstairs, Margaret opened the gift box Hazel had left and found a necklace. It wasn’t expensive, but it was creative. The card bore neat handwriting and a message that wasn’t simple, yet it made Margaret’s eyes sting.

"Mom, I’ve never given you a gift before.

I know a present only has meaning if you buy it with your own money. I used the money I earned from my weekend job to buy this. I hope you like it."

Signed: Your daughter who hopes you are happy, Claire Bennett.

Margaret’s nose prickled. She remembered that Hazel had always been pampered โ€” everything she wanted, she got. Claire had grown up in the countryside and even helped with farm work. When Claire went to school, Margaret gave her a card and didn’t call once that month. As a mother, she had never proactively bought Claire a present โ€” yet Claire had worked to buy one for her.

Guilt swelled inside her. She left the room and found Hazel standing in the living room.

"Mom, are you okay?"

Margaret shook her head and didn’t answer; her eyes were red. She was about to go back to Claire’s room when Hazel grabbed her hand from behind.

"Momโ€ฆ Claire is very good at acting."

Hazel’s voice was quiet, but Margaret heard it clearly. She turned to face Hazel, understanding her daughter’s feelings, but hearing her speak like that about Claire disappointed her. Hazel had always been kind โ€” she shouldn’t be steered the wrong way.

"Hazel, I understand how you feel, but Claire is a good girl. She suggested you come back herself. And this time she worked to buy gifts and didn’t forget to include one for you."

Margaret spoke earnestly. For a moment she felt it wasn’t Claire who needed teaching but Hazel.

"Hazel, Claire can make room for you. I hope you can make room for her too. After all, it’s us who owe Claire. Do you understand?"

Hazel felt her grievance deepen. She sensed her mother’s shift โ€” and she had always assumed her mother and little brother were on her side.

Rightโ€ฆ and her brother.

"It was Ethan who told me. I believed him."

Hazel thought of how much her brother favored her, and how he disliked Claire. A small fib seemed harmless.

At that moment, Ethan Bennett appeared behind them. Margaret scolded him, and he didn’t argue โ€” he only listened quietly.

After Margaret left, Hazel moved forward to comfort him, but Ethan stepped back.

"Sis, you lied."

Ethan took the blame off Hazel without exposing her. But since Hazel had returned, he had noticed her change and couldn’t help feeling put out.

"Sorry, Ethan. I’m just so afraid of losing you."

Hazel couldn’t hold back her tears and reached for Ethan. He stepped away at first, and Hazel looked at him with real hurt โ€” not an act. She stepped closer again. This time he didn’t move and allowed her to hug him.

"Ahโ€ฆ sorry. You’re making too much noise. You’re interrupting my studying."

Claire leaned against the wall, half smiling, half mocking as she watched the siblings clinging to each other. The heroine in this story was a bit much โ€” not only did she try to snag her brother-in-law, now she was after her brother.

"Don’t talk nonsense. Ethan and I have been close for over ten years."

Claire approached Ethan, casually reached out, and ruffled his hair. Ethan froze, his ears flushing bright red.

"Hazel, Ethan and I are biological siblings, so that’s fine. You two aren’t โ€” there’s a line between men and women. No matter how close you are, you should avoid impropriety."

Claire brewed some coffee, sipped it, and with a sly grin added, "I’m telling you for your own good. If my fiancรฉ, Logan Hayes, found outโ€ฆ"

She trailed off when she saw Hazel’s squashed expression, satisfied, and left after patting Ethan’s head again.

Honestly, stroking heads was fun.

Claire remembered that in the previous life the heroine hadn’t even spared her own brother โ€” a blooming white lotus who divided hearts into pieces.

Once Claire left, Ethan, still embarrassed by the hair ruffle, had no interest in staying. He ignored Hazel’s attempts to stop him and hurried off to his room to wash his hair, muttering a string of curses at Claire.

"You bitch," Ethan swore under his breath, then realized that was his mom. It didn’t sit right, so he swallowed it, tossed the limited-edition basketball Claire had given him into the hoop, and felt better.

At six in the morning, Claire got a call from Evan Clarke while still in bed. His voice on the other end was raw with anxiety and helplessness, even a faint sob bleeding through like a small, frightened dog.

"What’s wrong, Evan? Speak to me. I’m here."

Claire soothed him gently and listened in bits and pieces.

"Claire, can you lend me a hundred thousand? My dad’s bleeding heavily and needs emergency surgery."

Evan sat in the long hospital corridor. It was four a.m. The crabapple trees in the alley should be blooming, but he sat in darkness. Despair filled him.

When hope felt impossible, he saw a girl open a door and rush toward him like a shaft of light.

"I’m coming, Evan."

Claire had rushed over as soon as she got the call. She didn’t hesitate โ€” compared to a life, money meant nothing. Besides, this was Evan’s only father. No matter how strong he seemed, he was only eighteen.

Claire stayed with Evan to get the paperwork done, then bought him breakfast. It was now six in the morning. Evan’s father had just been stabilized. Evan, exhausted, had collapsed into a chair in the corridor and fallen asleep.

No one knew that when Claire arrived, his heart felt like something hauled out of water by warm hands. For an instant, he had been tempted to sell his skills on the dark web, illegally hack into a site. He had feared becoming the kind of person who’d curse his parents to death.

Compared to his father’s life, his own future seemed insignificant. In this world, a hundred thousand can be a trifle to the rich, but it can snuff out a poor man’s life โ€” or the future of a promising young man.

He thought of Claire’s always-smiling face. There was no one else he could turn to.

Half asleep, he felt movement and saw Claire in a little dress step in from the backlight, sit beside him, and gently pat his head. He hated it when people touched his head, but with her he let it be.

"Thank youโ€ฆ"

Evan mumbled, and Claire only shook her head. She leaned close and whispered something too soft for him to catch; he drifted off again.

When he woke, she was gone, leaving only a note.

"No need to thank me. You’ll owe me one."

His face flushed. Claire must have been a flirt in her past life.

Back at the Bennett living room, "flirt" Claire was on trial โ€” everyone demanding to know where she had gone the night before.

The informer was Hazel. She’d seen Claire sneaking out at three or four in the morning and made a show of it at breakfast, pretending it was casual. The Bennetts prized family reputation above all, so they insisted Claire explain herself.

"Claire, just tell Mom and Dad what you did. They’ll forgive you."

Hazel smiled, concerned and sincere.

Claire knew Hazel had been spying when she snuck out. She’d played into it on purpose, putting on a guilty look. The act had to be convincing โ€” she couldn’t exactly waste the heroine’s sacrifice, after all.

"Mom, Dadโ€ฆ I really didn’t do anything. Please believe me."

Tears streamed down Claire’s face as if she were utterly wronged. That made Margaret and Edward even more irrational.

Not being able to tellโ€ฆ this was intolerable.

"Say it!"

Edward’s patience snapped. He struck Claire across the cheek. He’d always thought of himself as upright โ€” stern, cold, but dignified.

"Yaoyao… come on, tell us. If you say it, we can help you fix it."

Hazel looked at their motherโ€™s sorrowful face and tried to soothe her while speaking. Margaret thought she knew Hazelโ€™s personalityโ€”but she didnโ€™t understand Claire Bennett at all. In her heart, she was already ninety percent sure what had happened.

"Dad, Mom, do you really think I’m that sort of person?" Claire lifted her head, grief making her look like a wounded blossom.

"I’ll say it!

Last night I went to the hospital."

Edward and Margaret exchanged a guilty glance: oh no…didnโ€™t she go for an abortion?

"Hospital?

You had an abortion?"

Hazelโ€™s face showed shock, like she was looking at something filthy.

"An abortion… is that what you all think?" Claire murmured. She was enjoying the performance too muchโ€”playing the tragic, stubborn little victim fit perfectly. The act was set.

The dirtier their suspicion, the deeper their remorse would be when the truth came out.

"Dad, Mom, here’s the hospital bill.

My classmateโ€™s dad had severe bleeding and needed surgery. I lent him my allowance." Claireโ€™s eyes were full of stubborn resolve.

Edward was silent a moment, then pressed on, unwilling to let it go: "Thatโ€™s a good deedโ€”what else are you not telling us?"

Claire wiped her tears and forced up a self-deprecating smile. "Do you know?

Iโ€™d never seen a thousand dollars before. Ten thousand was a fortune to me.

When I was little I once took Momโ€™s ten dollars and she nearly beat me senseless…"

Edward looked at his daughter in disbelief. Her face was pained, despair clinging to herโ€”so much so that even his cold heart softened a little.

"Why did you never tell us…?" His voice thickened. He genuinely couldn’t believe that ten thousand in allowance meant so much to his own child. He thought of the hard slap he’d given herโ€”and felt a prick of regret.

"Do you know?

When I looked at him I saw myselfโ€”we’re both kids with cursed luck.

Mom, Dad, are you sure youโ€™re not biased?"

Tears fell from Claire, and the red marks on her face made her appear pitiful as she voiced the grievances of the girl sheโ€™d become in her previous life.

The hospital receipt was solid proof. Their daughter Claire Bennett hadn’t been wasting moneyโ€”sheโ€™d helped a classmate with her only pocket money.

Margaret remembered Claire always watching her with eager, cautious hopeโ€”so hungry for a mother’s affection that Hazel received effortlessly. Her own daughter had worked so hard and still gotten nothing. The accusation of favoritism cut deep; Margaretโ€™s tears slipped down her cheeks.

Yes. In this moment she had to admit: her heart had leaned toward Hazel. If it had been Hazel, how could she stand by and watch her husband strike her? How could she repeatedly wrongly accuse her or let her shoulder suspicion and humiliation alone?

"I’m sorry, my Claire…" Margaret whispered.

Claire lowered her head without answering. She was silent for a long time, shutting out everything around her.

"Dad, Mom, I donโ€™t blame you. I only blame myself."

She quietly packed and returned to school. Leaving, she was distant but politeโ€”the silhouette of her back a long, endless stretch of loneliness and disappointment.

On Route 07, Claire hummed cheerfully. How could she not be happy thinking of the Bennettsโ€™ reactions?

Hazelโ€™s repeated scheming had failed again; trust in her would be diminished.

And peopleโ€”how they ache when they finally realize what a precious thing they almost lost. Guilt, regret, pityโ€”they ferment into something heavier. When the heartโ€™s ill grows, only the right remedy can cure it.

Sunday night self-study: Evan Clarke saw Claire lazily working through an extra set of harder worksheets, and his ears went a little pink.

He felt oddly unsettled as he sat down. Autumn wind teased the window; sheets of sunset clouds burned bright. Classmates chattered about clubs and gossip, but Claire and Evan sat in the back row. Many students thought the two of them looked impossibly good together.

Evan had always been handsomeโ€”he stood out even in a school full of attractive guys. Quiet, reticent Evan was the center of female whispers. Claire hadnโ€™t been especially striking when she first arrived, but two months in sheโ€™d become radiant, fair-skinned, still a bit youthful but already blossoming into a beauty.

Claire didnโ€™t notice the undercurrents around her; she read quietly until she felt a hot gaze.

"Whatโ€™s wrong with your face?" came the cool voice behind her. The ticking clock and murmuring students blurred around Evanโ€™s close presence. Claire felt him lean nearer; even the little mole beneath his lashes was clear, making him look even more handsome.

"What, did someone hit your face?" Evanโ€™s voice softened into unexpected tenderness, a kind of worry even he hadnโ€™t meant to show.

"Itโ€™s nothing." Claire waved it off, blinking and smiling as if it didnโ€™t matter.

Logically, a small bruise like that would heal quickly using the charm-based regimen she knew.

But sheโ€™d done it on purposeโ€”to make Evan feel protective. It was their little game.

Smart Evan guessed the truth. That sum of money had been significant; Claire helped because of him. Watching her nonchalant smile, he felt a tickle in his chest, like a cat pawing at him, making his nose sting.

As soon as self-study ended, Evan tugged Claire, intent on going to the hospital.

"Iโ€™m not going. Hospitals are so dark." Claire protested, clutching Evanโ€™s hand and batting her huge eyes.

"I already mustered up courage to come find you that day." Evan couldn’t help her when she acted like that. He did have a first-aid kit at homeโ€”very barebones, admittedlyโ€”"My place has a kit. Will you come?"

His cool voice sounded out of place among the noisy crowd; moonlight gave his face an expression Claire couldnโ€™t read.

Sheโ€™d never seen Evan react so uncertainly even when classmates gave him odd looks. His gaze flickered, his head dipped. The proud, stubborn boyโ€™s ears were flushed.

So Evan could feel insecure too… Claireโ€™s chest tightened for no reason. She reached up and smoothed his hair, again and again.

"Evan, if you take me, I wonโ€™t be scared." Her soft words sank into him like a pebble in a still pond. In the dark, his eyes glistened with redโ€”tears no one could see.

Back in Evanโ€™s small apartment, his father was still in the hospital recovering. Though out of immediate danger, Mr. Clarke needed observation, so Evan lived alone for now.

Evan switched on the desk lamp to brighten the shabby room, sat on a worn wooden chair, and took out the first-aid kit to ice and dress Claireโ€™s face.

His hands were so practiced it was almost painful to watch. No one knew how helpless eight-year-old Evan had felt watching his mother collapse. No one knew how many cruel taunts and insults had come after she died.

"Has a mom but no one to raise you."

"Your mom killed herself, sheโ€™ll kill your dad next."

Those slurs crashed like waves. Heโ€™d have fought the kids who mocked him until they cried, returning home wounded to his fatherโ€™s pale smile and burying himself in books.

Rain began tapping the windows. In the little room, the warm light made everything feel cozy; it haloed Evanโ€™s face and made him look gilded. Claire thought he seemed ever more fairy-like, and her hand grew mischievousโ€”she wanted to poke that nose bridge that was just too perfect.

"Donโ€™t moveโ€ฆ" Evan warned in his usual cool, youthful tone, but if you listened closely there was something different.

Evanโ€™s ears matched the flush of his lips. No matter how innocent, he was still a hot-blooded boy. Claire smiled wickedly, sliding back into her plaintive act. "Evan, my face hurts because of you… boo hoo…"

Her mock-woe left Evan stuck and sighing; he blew on her bruise gently.

"Really doesnโ€™t hurt now. Evan, youโ€™re amazing." Claire gave him a look that made him jittery.

"If I could touch your face, maybe itโ€™d heal faster." Evanโ€™s ears felt like they were burning, but he obligedโ€”leaning in and offering his cheek.

Claire treated him like a giant, affectionate dog, stroking his head and nose until sheโ€™d had her fill.

She remembered that scrap of paper and whispered into his ear, "Werenโ€™t you going to give yourself to me?" She smiled wickedlyโ€”a spriteโ€”and the roomโ€™s atmosphere turned suddenly, deliciously ambiguous.

"Claire, you’re still a kid. Don’t talk nonsense…"

Claire laughedโ€”clear and bell-like. Mischievous as she was, she loved teasing people she found interesting.

"No need for you to sacrifice yourself or anything…"

Evan couldn’t tell if he felt relieved or a little let down. He just watched Claire quietly. Under the warm light, her eyes shone like a fawn’s in the woods.

"Help me study, rain or shine."

Claire propped her chin on her hand and thought for a moment, then winked at Evan.

So, while rain tapped at the window, the lamp in the little room stayed on all night. The two of them studied together.

"This problem is really hard. Teach me."

"How many ways can this formula be used again?"

"Are there any derivative question types from this problem?"

…Claire was a patient little sprite. When she set her mind to something, no matter how dry it was, she threw herself into it wholeheartedly.

"Evan, you have to become someone amazing."

Claire suddenly lifted her fluffy head from the textbook, her expression serious.

Evan really was smart. He grasped things instantly, even dipping into coding that Claire couldn’t begin to understand.

Maybe it was Claire’s bright eyes and earnest expression that stopped him in his tracks. They looked at each other for a long moment.

Finally, Evan solemnly nodded.

Somehow the rain had stopped and the night faded. A red sun slowly rose on the horizon.

9

Claire saw Ethan again on an ordinary afternoon in early winter. She hadn’t gone home in over a month, and the money her mother sent hadn’t been used.

Ethan pulled up in a flashy sports car that clashed with the modest crowd around it. He had the family’s refined features, so many girls turned to stare and whisper.

"Claire, someone’s looking for you."

Claire had already seen Ethan through the window, but his swagger made her annoyed, so she pretended not to care.

After being called three times, Claire lazily stood and walked out of the classroom.

"Claire, Mom wants you home at the end of the month."

Claire ignored him and kept reciting the long English passage in her head.

"Don’t be so cocky, Claire."

The little sprite didn’t spare him a glance.

"If you have something to say, say it. If you just want to fart, go aheadโ€”I have plenty of assignments to do."

From her seat by the window she could see Evan pretending to study, but his wandering eyes betrayed his nervousness. Ethan’s sudden appearance had unintentionally made him jealous.

"Claire!"

"Ethan, don’t shout at me."

Ethan ground his teeth; Claire was shamelessly pushing his buttons and she did it perfectly.

"Okay, tell meโ€”what’s Mom offering you?"

Claire lazily lifted her head; the sunlight was sharp enough to make her squint as she yawned. She didn’t believe Ethan had come without an incentive.

"Claire!"

Ethan grew angrier watching her act like she didn’t care.

"You’re my brother, right?" Claire’s face bloomed with a big, dazzling smile.

"Say ‘sis’โ€”say it for me."

Ethan couldn’t resistโ€”he wasn’t about to give in… and then, "Sis…"

Alright, fine. For the new sports car, he would.

"Oh, too quiet. Say it louder."

Ethan: ???

This girl must’ve been a monkey in a past lifeโ€”always climbing the pole.

"SI S!"

Claire smiled in satisfaction and snuck a hand to ruffle the kid’s thinning hair.

He fluffed even more.

"Tell Mom I’m coming home at the end of the month."

Ethan calmed himself, telling himself at least the car was secured.

When Claire returned to her seat, Evan was clearly avoiding her. He even put his calculus book away.

Immature. Completely immature!

She liked him that way.

"What’s wrong, Evan? Why are you acting like that?"

Claire puckered her lips adorably. Evan didn’t answer.

"Evan, Evan…"

Evan couldn’t resist her pleading cuteness forever. Finally he let out a few words.

"You smiled at him a moment ago."

Claire started to explain, but Evan continued, "And you… touched his head."

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